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No Wonder I am Anthrophobic

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Now if you had done Latin at school as I did – And as the Monty Python crew did   😛

You could break the word down etymologically: Still you can google it.     😀

I have written a blog similar to this several times and deleted it. Knowing that people just don’t want to know:

But today I don’t give f-ck! Decided to have a whinge.

Despite having more than six decades of abuse; starting when I was a baby: And several major traumas, each of which would have caused PTSD on their own: All undiagnosed in my day: I had a “PollyAnna” outlook on life for approximately half a century.

But now I am so disillusioned with the human race: for their attitude to the planet: other life forms and one another!

I just don’t bother with people who make me feel uncomfortable:

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A  young lady that I met suggested that I was an empath and told me to Google same: But I don’t have to be an empath to know when I am being treated with contempt.

My Dad used to say – that only the lower echelons treat people with contempt: they are trying to make themselves seem important.

James Redfield (Celestine Prophecy) called them control dramas: And I have called them “power trips at someone else’s expense.”

I am so pleased that I don’t fit in:

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To fit in one must be a mindless automaton:

To be successful, a sociopath and a narcissist:

This is of course a broad generalization and my personal opinion.

I do know some genuinely caring people and have true friends:

A friend, now deceased, used to say “There are always the good; the bad and the indifferent.”

 

Off on a slight tangent:

I am reading “Lion” by Saroo Brierley at the moment: His (adoptive) parents are an example of how I think humans should be.

Saroo’s time in Calcutta as a child was horrifying!

Quoting from Sarros’ book – page 45 “I was horrified to see two dead people lying among the piles of rubbish, one with his throat cut, and the other with his ears chopped off. I’d seen dead bodies before, when people had died at home and others saw that they were treated respectfully. But I hadn’t come across any just lying outside. Here, no-one seemed to pay any more attention to dead people than to dead animals, even if they seemed to have been violently attacked. These bodies lay in the open, under a hot sun, covered with flies and- it appeared – gnawed by rats.”

 

When writing, one is supposed to have a conclusion:  so decided the following was my conclusion?

There seems no rhyme or reason for human existence – We are probably not indigenous to the planet ?

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And now for my advert 😛 😛 😛

In primary school the class was asked to write an essay entitled “My Wish”

I wrote that I wished people would care more about looking after nature and the planet than money.

Seeing that this is never going to happen in my life time or possibly ever!

I wrote this short story for myself and as sympathetic magick

A Short Story About Healing The Blue Planet Kindle Edition

 

 

 

Some Clairvoyant Experiences

This is taken from my answers to a questionnaire that my youngest grandson gave me some years ago.

Question:

What has been your most memorable experience when giving a reading to someone?

Answer:

There are of course many; I respect peoples confidentiality when doing a reading. Also I tend not to remember peoples readings: Other clairvoyants say the same. Probably to protect the client and also not to take on other people’s problems.

I will describe three; one very upsetting; one that I was told was wrong to begin with; and a funny one.

I while I was reading for a man (in Chantilly Place, Goolwa. SA) I picked up a friend of his who died in the Crimean War. The man I was reading for asked if the man had been killed or was he taken and tortured. As they had had to leave him behind. The man had been tortured. I did not feel the physical pain but the emotional horror.

I read for a lady whose son had died. Off on a tangent – (When this lady first came to me I told her she would have to come back in four months. Her son had only died two months ago the first time she came for a reading. Spiritualists had taught me that people had to be dead six months before they could make contact. This isn’t true. A year later I was reading for someone whose husband came through amazingly clearly. I asked how long he had been “passed over” and was told nine weeks.) Back to the story: One of the things this lady’s son did was point to the head of his grave. She told me that there was nothing there! I pointed out to her that I wasn’t to know that her son had been buried. The following day I received a phone call from this lady. She told me that she had gone straight to the grave after her reading. Her son’s girlfriend had put a headstone on the grave saying “His loving Wife” and not mentioned any of the family!

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I was reading for a young lady. Her father was one of the people that came through. He kept showing himself sitting on a long drop toilet: pants around his ankles; reading the paper and smoking. I didn’t feel comfortable “giving this off”

But he insisted it was a family joke. When I eventually told the girl, she explained that her grandfather had put kero down the long drop. Her dad got off the toilet throwing the cigarette butt in and blew up the building!

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My Dad always told me that you shouldn’t charge for readings He believed it affected ones ability to be genuine.

But I have charged for readings for approximately 37years. I do not charge very much! Several years ago a clairvoyant friend told me that I should charge $100 because I genuinely communicate with people who have ”passed over” At the time I was charging $30 I now charge $50 and give a pensioners discount! I have realised since way back to the 1970s that if I charged a fortune people would think I was good. Because our culture programs us this way. John Edward is genuine so I am not criticising people who charge high prices. It just isn’t how I wish to “work”!

When I genuinely communicate with someone that has passed over it is so exciting for me: even though I have done this for decades. It makes me realize that there is so little I understand about this reality and our existence.

Quantum physics fascinates me as it did my Dad. It was called quantum mechanics in his day.

A few years ago I finally acknowledged to myself that I was an atheist.

Surviving death has nothing to to with worshipping a god.

Readings are available via skype or messenger. I can still see auras and those who have “passed over” Some people claim electronic media affects clairvoyance? It doesn’t affect mine!

Blessed be Kate
The following is to promote my “short story”.

In primary school the class was asked to write an essay entitled “My Wish”

I wrote that I wished people would care more about looking after nature and the planet than money.

Seeing that this is never going to happen in my life time or possibly ever!

I wrote this short story for myself and as sympathetic magick

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A Short Story About Healing The Blue Planet Kindle Edition

http://www.amazon.com
It threatens the status quo– just remember it’s fiction.

I also have a Facebook page

kathleen 2017   “Clairvoyant Medium and high priestess Wicca”

 

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Wicca

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Wicca means wise and or “to bend” ( as in bending energies)

I am a third degree initiate of The Craft.

What attracted me to Wicca in the seventies was that most of the people that I knew  (in Wicca) were concerned about the planet and other life forms.

I was (and still am) a vegetarian: involved with Animal Liberation: Greenpeace and Women’s Liberation. In later years, I was involved with Trees for Life.

Women’s liberation was necessary because we may have had the vote but women had no rights  and no status. Wicca is matriarchal.

Other life forms still have no rights or status.                                                              Humans are still raping our Mother Earth.

Some people still think witches worship Satan and use blood sacrifices!

We do not!

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I used to lecture on Wicca so I have researched this!

In western culture the idea of Satan worship  came from the Inquisition and was taken up by what we witches call Satanists.

Because Wicca is a resurgence of an old religion it is difficult to find out what really happened in the distant past and I would presume they did use blood sacrifices?

In modern Wicca energy is raised by dance, as in the cone of power and by singing and chanting.

One can also use sex magic.

There is power in body fluids. If you are so inclined you can use a small amount of your own blood.

When I first started, we couldn’t buy books or ritual tools so mine are all homemade.

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There is:-

The magic of the mind

The magic of the four elements

The magic of herbs and flowers

The magic of numbers

The magic of colours

The magic of talismans and amulets

The magic of sex

The magic of dreams

There are plenty of books on magic these days.

One of the late Stewart Farrar’s books for which I filled out a questionnaire gives an over view on  modern witches.

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Because I am an atheist I perceive the god and goddess as “thought forms”.

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Be blessed

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In primary school the class was asked to write an essay entitled “My Wish”

I wrote that I wished people would care more about looking after nature and the planet than money.

Seeing that this is never going to happen in my life time or possibly ever!

I wrote this short story for myself and as sympathetic magick

A Short Story About Healing The Blue Planet Kindle Edition

it is only $2.99 ($3.99 Australian) and you may read a sample for free.

Thankyou to those of you who have already purchased this

Blessed Be

 

I Like Sceptics

.sceptic noun

a person inclined to question or doubt accepted opinions.

cynic

noun

a person who believes that people are motivated purely by self-interest rather than acting for honourable or unselfish reasons.

I like sceptics but not cynics: cynics are as fascist about their opinion as a religious person is about theirs.

More than forty years ago I was a sceptic I have had experiences that have convinced me of the validity of surviving death and clairvoyance.

I have written blogs about when I first started developing my clairvoyance and how I was determined not to believe anything that wasn’t proven to me. “To thine own self be true” etc.

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I much prefer people who don’t make clairvoyant messages “fit”.

I started consciously “seeing” ‘dead’ people etc in the seventies and we were most definitely the lunatic fringe back them: along with people that cared about the environment and animals –I was in Greenpeace ( which actually cared about the ecology back then and Animal liberation — ditto ) And  in Women’s Liberation; Women were still an inferior sub culture with no rights nor status ( one’s status came from ones husband)

I rarely told people about clairvoyance to avoid ridicule.

Clairvoyance and clairaudience flash in a fraction of a second: I read a book in the seventies that stated all realities are in the same place but the electrons are moving at a different speed around the protons and neutrons– hence out of phase. Makes me think that where this communication is coming from is “faster”?

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In the late seventies I was working 12 hour shifts; I turned up at a barbecue one Saturday night after work and was met by the owner of the house ( whom I had never met before) Who started ridiculing me ( I had previously “seen” and “communicated” with the grandfather of my husbands best friend. Granddad didn’t like this man’s father. And I was shown a wedding. This was all I got and I said so. My husbands friend thought that I knew everything: His father had never married his mother—Definitely taboo in his mothers day. Husbands best friend must have told this story before I arrived at the party. Hence the ridicule: I told my ridiculer his occupation and “picked up his (deceased) Dad.

 The incident that convinced me that clairvoyance was a reality happened at work in the late seventies.  I was washing dishes with a male staff nurse. We didn’t have kitchen hands in those days.  The male nurse that I was working with was 6 ft tall and rather heavy set. He had long blonde hair and dressed “Flower Power” style. A man (deceased) flashed in (when I see or hear things they flash in a fraction of a second) He had Kym’s high forehead and similar features but wore a suit with a crepe ribbon and a cross and had a short back and sides hair cut and dark hair.

I asked Kym if his father was a minister. He asked me why and initially I would not answer. I eventually told him what I saw and Kym told me that it was his uncle. He asked me what denomination his uncle was.

I did not know.

After Kym left the kitchen I asked his uncle what he had died of.  The words were that fast all I could make out was sclerosis. Because we were with the intellectually disabled I thought “tubular sclerosis?” Then I realized it was multiple sclerosis.

 When we were having a tea break Kym told me that his uncle died of multiple sclerosis. I was amazed and said that his uncle had “told” me this!

Kym said “Get more”! I informed him that I couldn’t.

But I saw panama hats and monkeys. I said “He was a missionary in South America” Kym said “Yes”. I then saw masks and a jungle and said he was also a missionary in New Guinea. Kym told me this wasn’t so.  When Kym came to work the next day he said that his mother had confirmed that her brother was a missionary in New Guinea. This showed that I wasn’t just reading Kim’s mind.

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I am not interested in converting people. People are free to believe as they choose as long as “it harms none” I respect peoples right to a belief in god or religion even though I am now an athiest

I had a belief in god but it was a cultural norm when I was a child. I went to Sunday school – actually I taught Sunday school.

Prayers work not because god answers them but because many people are putting out the concept that a certain thing happens.

I accept that I do not understand the nature of reality but work at what I do know.

I had the idea that the best analogy for this reality is that of a virtual reality or more like the “holodeck” from Star Trek – long before the movie “The Matrix” came out.

Question everything

Blessed be

Kate

 

Where Is The Duck

 

When my daughter’s paternal grandfather was alive he would ridicule me for my clairvoyance and say that there was nothing after death. He claimed that he knew this because he had died several times.

I was running a psychic development group in 1991. Someone “saw” my ex father-in-law. Actually what they described was a photo of Barney and his brother in their army uniforms. I was able to connect with Barney at this time. He was “saying” you were right and jumping around. I told him that this didn’t prove anything to me. I said “I know what you look like; I know what you sound like and I know what you think; show me something that I don’t know.” (Not out loud!)

Firstly he showed me one of my daughter’s horses that he claimed had gone through the meat works. I told him I wasn’t going to check this up. Too upsetting! He then showed me a “duck” and lifted the head off. He “said” “Where is the duck?”

But my mind went to something familiar. I associated this duck with a rocker duck that Barney had made for my daughter when she was a baby. I tried to find out what had happened to the rocker.

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Two weeks later I went to my daughters for dinner. In the kitchen there was a biscuit barrel. A duck! And the head came off. I asked my daughter who had bought this for her. She told me Grandma and Granddad.

In January 1992 while I was sitting outside knitting. (This was my stopping smoking therapy!)

I “saw” my daughter’s paternal grandfather.

My initial response was “What do you want?”

He gave me some information pertaining to a male friend which is not relevant to this story.

He then told me that he was reincarnating as my daughter’s son in August.

Years later my daughter had her first child. A boy; born in August . I had almost forgotten Barney’s message until a pagan friend whom had been sending healing to the baby wrote to me that there was a reincarnation link with this child. She thought it my daughter’s grandfather (Actually; she said my father in law).

Re the “seeing” and “communication” everything flashes in a fraction of a second. Clairaudience is often way too fast to understand and I usually get concepts which still flash; in a fraction of a second.  I few years ago I realized that I was an atheist ( after decades of searching for my spiritual home): I actually wrote a blog entitled “Thank God I Am An Atheist: Pun Intended”

Surviving death has nothing to do with  religion or a God concept: We/I simply do not understand the nature of reality: I asked one of my guides who “said” “Can you understand that time is but a dimension and doesn’t really exist?” When I answered “No” she said she cannot even use an analogy to explain things.

In the 1970s I read a book that theorized other realities exist in the same place as we inhabit but because the electrons are moving at a different speed around the protons and neutrons; they are out of phase.

For clairvoyant readings on Skype ” ceridwen2 ” or via Facebook Messenger – or Facetime – email for Facetime is katallen1949@hotmail.com  

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Guides

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I first started developing my clairvoyance in a spiritualist group.                       My mentor was Stella Darwood: An amazing clairvoyant! (Years later I nursed her at the Royal Adelaide Hospital when she died. )

When I first attended these groups, I would see guides ( with my eyes open), with everyone in the room.

Still sceptical at the time I doubted what I was seeing; until in a different group, someone described the same guide that I had seen, with the same person, in Stella’s group.

In my experience guides are not angels:

I see angels as white light.

Just as I theorised, that, we live in a virtual reality– An idea that I got from Star Trek’s “holodeck” – I theorised that guides were us in past lives.                I have “learned” that this isn’t necessarily so.

Some Spiritualists teach that you only have one guide, who cannot appear to anyone else. This is so not true.

I was also told not to tell anyone else my guide’s name: I haven’t adhered to this but with my Wiccan background I prefer to “keep silent”

One guide whom I have been aware of since the late 70s gave me information; some of which I was able to check : including his name and tribal origins                    ( strangely enough from The Bible) And much more that I was/am unable to check! 

He has also been seen many times by others without any hints from me.

He is a Nubian/ Egyptian: pre-dating what recorded history we have of Egypt. Actually pre-dating 3500B.C. He also claimed to have lived to be over a thousand years old? He is very tall: possibly 8 foot and black, as in blue black.

In the 70s pyramids were a fad and I asked this guide about pyramids:

He said “Pyramids refract electromagnetic waves like a prism refracts light”. Now this was the seventies: I headed to the library, to find information on electro magnetic waves. I found some info: not much.

This guide also took me on a “journey”: I guess you could call it a meditation:     We were in an Egyptian reed canoe– This wasn’t what I was expecting — I had images of Egyptian barges in my mind from the movie Cleopatra but I was able to find a picture in an encyclopaedia afterwards; that’s how I know it was an Egyptian reed canoe!

We were in a battle and I wasn’t comfortable so brought myself out of the “mediation”. He told me that the Nubians were the ruling class in Egypt in his life time.

He also confirmed that he was me in another life!

 

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Another guide I love and appreciate, came to me when I was very ill.                        (Every organ in my body was shutting down; which meant I was dying.

An amazing naturopath, whom I still see, saved my life.)

This guide told me “My name is Pila. I am here for support.” She has a great sense of humour.

She looked like a Polynesian priestess – or what I imagine a priestess would look like.

Pila told me when I asked, that she was NOT me in a past life but part of my multidimensional being? My thoughts were;- maybe me, in an alternate reality?

When I asked her to tell me more about herself she told me she was from what we call Rap Nui (Easter Island) That she wasn’t a priestess but what  would be considered an elder. She said her culture were matriarchal. She also practised polyandry. She had 8 husbands.

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Of course years later I Googled this and read that they were cannibals.                 Pila told me that she was a vegetarian.

(I am a vegetarian and to me cannibalism isn’t much more horrifying than supporting the meat industry; with its factory farming and mass slaughter at abattoirs. Still I cannot be sure I didn’t imagine her answers considering my own feelings/ideas.)

Last century I was able to draw pictures of peoples guides.

This century I think I have just lost confidence in me.

Pila will help me with this.

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With guides; unlike deceased love ones; I am unable to prove their authenticity.

I ask them for help and guidance and receive same: even though I may just be talking to other aspects of me; it works!

Blessed Be

 

Everyone IS Clairvoyant

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Every one is clairvoyant:

The ability atrophies because our culture that tells us there is no such thing!

My mentor taught us that clairvoyance is a natural ability: an extension of our five senses!
To get this ability back, just use it:
I am including some really simple things to try:

Guess who is on the phone before you answer— oops this one is no good with mobiles or phones that show incoming caller! (I am showing my age here)


Have a friend give you the “given” name of someone that you do not know and visualize what this person looks like: Feel what their personality is like: their occupation etc.


If you are going somewhere that you have never been visualize this place before you go.


To see auras have someone sit in front of a pale coloured wall:                              you will only see colours or even the etheric over this person’s shoulders because clothes muffle the aura: (This is one of the reasons that some Wiccan traditions work skyclad)                                                                                  Most people see the etheric immediately it is a white two inch ( 5cms) band:

Every thing flashes in a fraction of a second: clairvoyance; clairaudience and clairsension:

There is a scientific explanation for us sensing someone who isn’t in our line of vision but looking at us: This same ability is often used to sense “discarnate” beings! These discarnate beings are just “out of phase”!

Proprioception. (prō’prē-ō-sěp’shən) The unconscious perception of movement and spatial orientation arising from stimuli within the body itself. In humans, these stimuli are detected by nerves within the body itself, as well as by the semicircular canals of the inner ear.


Life after death has nothing to do with God or heaven but quantum physics as in discarnate beings are in another reality where the electrons are moving at a different speed around the protons and neutrons; than they are in this reality. Hence out of phase to us.


If you cannot find something, e.g. lost your car keys: are having difficulty making a decision; talk to yourself; or a guide; angel or God if you believe in one. I believe it is other aspects of our multidimensional being that give us answers:
I no longer run psychic development groups nor train would be witches. Up until the last couple of years I would be asked to run same and asked to keep them going because everyone enjoyed them so much. But the last couple of times i agreed to run a group they just “flopped”?

Another exercise to try:

Sit in front of a miror in a darkened room with a lit candle behind you:

you may burn incense if you wish:

In the mirror your face blanks out and then changes: I do not know what or why this is but you are welcome to observe if you are comfortable.

In the mirror “people” will build up behind your right or left shoulder                   ( reflection of)

You may call people in if you wish.

Spiritualists taught that calling people was unacceptable but if the ‘person’ you are calling doesn’t wish to appear they wont.

I communicate mostly by visual images: occasionally I “hear”: often concepts just pop into my head: so just note what is happening when or if you speak to people that “have passed over”

Have fun! it is a buzz when you succeed