ada_at_northfieldI asked the people in my Wednesday group if they minded my attempting channeling/trance and also asked them to ask “my guide” questions. They asked “what sort of questions” I told them “anything they liked” but said that i asked questions about the nature of reality.
Although I felt something on my face; the best analogy is the air pressure around my face and head felt heavier: I was not successful at direct channeling. There was no way I would fake it.
I felt the urge to smile and look around at the people in the room with my eyes shut. I explained that I was aware of my guide’s presence but that he was speaking to me not through me.
My guide told me that he had known everyone in this room before. He also showed each one in another life: The man to my right was dressed in furs and sitting in a high back chair that looked like a throne. I got an “Anglo” as in a descendent of the Vikings.
No one in the psychic development group was saying anything. My guide directed my attention to a young lady sitting opposite me. Telling me she had a question. But she wasn’t asking a question.
He told me the answer to her question.
I gave each person in the room the messages that I had been told and explained what I saw. I actually had numerous visuals; many of buildings, which I presumed were in ancient Egypt.
As always with clairvoyance these visuals flashed in a fraction of a second.
The young lady that my guide had told me had a question. Described seeing my face change and seeing my guide. Another man said that “my guide” was standing at my left.
The young lady also told me that when she saw him, she mentally asked a question which I had answered when I gave the messages.
An elderly gentleman in my group has directly channeled people’s family and friends for decades. Like Whoopi Goldberg’s character in “Ghost. So I have asked him to teach the others in the group: There is no way that I can teach something that I cannot do. I am aware that many people fake this channeling /trance but there are definitely those whom are genuine.

This night two  ladies in the psychic development group saw my Mother with me and giving me a hug. Both gave me messages from Mum. Neither knew my Mother when she was alive
[I had a life time of abuse from my Mother which continued right up until the week she died. I feel her around me and communicating with me. She never apologized but she wanted me to know that she really loved me.]
With my Dad and others I have known that died I was able to ask them to tell me something that I don’t know and check this with someone living.
Mum did show me herself soon after she died. She looked about twenty years old and was walking with a toddler: A boy. My cousin in the UK whom I thought it was said it was his half brother. But that this brother didn’t believe in clairvoyance or surviving death. I told my cousin that this was OK I respect people’s right to believe as they choose.
Anyway more recently Mum was communicating with me and said that she would come through at my psychic group (Mum didn’t specify which group) Last night when two lady’s saw her with me; giving me a hug; I explained that Mum had said she would come through at my psychic development group.   It was quite emotional for me and uplifting. One of the messages was to get on with my life which is certainly a relevant thing to say. I have been dwelling on how my life had been ruined by abuse that probably started when I was a baby.

So although my attempt at channeling the nature of reality and meaning of life failed. I gained much by knowing that my Mother loved me

To be continued:-

What is the Nature of Reality?


When I first became interested in clairvoyance in the seventies there were only the Spiritualists. They called channelling trance. The first time I saw/ heard this it was a fake.
I was fortunate enough to be accepted into a psychic development group run by a lady called Stella Darwood. Stella went into trance the first time that I attended her classes. The features of a Mongolian man were superimposed over Stella’s face. I said nothing. Afterward the man sitting next to me described what I saw.
I believe that Jane Robert’s (deceased) channelling of Seth was genuine.
The guide that others saw/see with me and describe is/was Nubian. Extremely tall; possibly 8 feet. His skin bluish black.

I don’t “see” him but I communicate with him: And have had proof that this is a genuine communication. He lived in Egypt before we consider that Egypt existed. He told me his heritage and I was able to check this using the bible surprisingly enough.
In the seventies I asked him about pyramids. He told me that “pyramids refract electromagnetic waves like a prism refracts light”. I had no idea what electromagnetic waves were back then.
It was only at the beginning of this year that I acknowledged to myself that I was an atheist.                     I wrote a blog explaining why.
I also accept that I do not understand the nature of reality.
In the last 36 years I have only attempted to directly channel this guide twice and only succeeded the second attempt. On this occasion he greeted everyone saying “Shalom” which didn’t make sense to me as the word is Hebrew.
Despite my skepticism i have decided to channel and put the information on my blog.                              I will be asking people in my psychic development groups to ask my guide questions plus anyone who reads this is welcome to leave a question for me to put to him.
Bearing in mind that I was doing clairvoyant readings and a priestess of Wicca when most of the mindless masses  thought only what they were told to think; Women were still goods an shackle and only few of us cared about the planet or other life forms: so if you are going to leave a stupid or insulting question it won’t bother me it is just a reflection of who you are!
I would like to understand as best I am able what the nature of reality is.
He“told”me that if I could understand that time was a dimension and that linear time isn’t “real” he would have an easier job of getting concepts across to me.

I understand that time decreases with velocity thanks to Einstein but that there is no past or future is a problem for me;

To be continued