The Ramblings of an Old Person



When I was young, after hearing old people go on about the good old days, I promised myself that I would not do this when I was old:  AND I AM NOT!

So much has improved in my life time:

Women now have equal rights and no longer take their status from their husband: (well not everywhere.)

Children have rights and are no longer meant to be “seen and not heard”:

Non-Caucasian races have rights and status:

Non-heterosexual relationships are accepted:

There is religious tolerance: (well not everywhere)

More people care about the ecology of our beautiful planet:

And more people care about non-human life forms:

More people care about trees:


I am starting to realize how old I am and that what younger generations see as history was a current event for me. e.g. I remember the moon landing – I was nine months pregnant.

The good thing about my childhood in South Australia in the 50s and 60s was that the population of Australia went from 9 million to 12 million.

Living in the suburbs in S A was like living in a country town.

I caught the train by myself from Salisbury (which in those days was a quiet country town and not the suburb from hell as it is now) to Gwen Mackey’s ballet school (which was near the Adelaide railway station) from age 8 until age 12. The reason I stopped was that I was sick of exams. Exams at school and exams at ballet!

(The following may sound like I am bragging but I had no self-esteem nor self-confidence because of a life time of abuse, starting when I was a baby, from the person that gave birth to me.)

In primary school I was always near the top of the class: My friend who I still keep in touch with (although she now lives in Canada) always came top. I came second in grade six but the other years I would usually be about  6th. We had large classes often sixty children in a class.

In the nineteen sixties children were allocated (from primary school) to an high school or a technical school after sitting an I Q test.

Then in high school we were designated into classes A B C or D

I was in “A” class and the girls in “A” class studied Latin instead of “Domestic Arts” (Home Economics)

In fourth year high school, I was made a school prefect.

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I worked with computers that were the size of wardrobes in refrigerated rooms.

I worked on a switch board typing telegrams that were dictated to me.

I operated a telex that transmitted the news to radio and tv stations around Australia.

And there is more  😛

but fortunately I wont bore you with it.


I have confidence in the younger generation and  believe some of them will help heal our beautiful planet.

A friend now deceased used to say “There are always : The good: The bad: and the indifferent.” It is so true!

Blessed be

Enjoy your day


I have included some of my personal history in this E book which I hope to have printed: It explains how I know that I am really communicating with people that are no longer in this reality or this part of linear time. ( I don’t claim to understand the nature of reality) Check it out. You are able to read a sample for free.




Back to a “Pollyanna” Outlook



an excessively cheerful or optimistic person)


I believed that our thoughts created reality in the mid-seventies.

There was no “New Age” fad in Australia back then. We couldn’t even buy books.

I have trained would be witches and would explain (along with teaching the witches pyramid) that our thoughts create reality and our emotions empower this creation.

I remember preaching “You don’t stop wars by hating wars you stop wars by loving peace.” ( Jane Roberts. “Seth Speaks”)


I realise how negative I have become:

I tell my self it is pain: a life time of abuse and trauma and sleep deprivation:

But I doubt that feeling sorry for myself is going to help me change my situation:

I tell myself that despite my belonging to organisations like “Animal liberation” Trees for Life” and “Greenpeace.” Humans are too narcissistic to change! Why bother?

I now “put out” the opposite of what is happening:

e.g. “Humans respect the planet and other life forms.”

“Zero population growth is implemented” (without leaving newborns to die, as in China!)

I do the best that I can in the microcosm. Growing trees, feeding the predatory birds so they don’t eat the other birds.

(People have always preached to me that I should not feed the birds because its stops them from finding their own food.)

Excuse me!!! The human plague has destroyed the homes; taken the resources and killed (mice and insects) the food source for these birds.

I take animals, birds and lizards (not safe to pick up snakes) from the road.

I take them to the vet.

Sometimes this isn’t necessary, they are just stunned: other times they are already dead but I still move them so they are not flattened to the road.

I always put out water. I have seen lizards drink this.

Now I know where the Aussie saying comes from “Flat out like a lizard drinking” 😛


I do my best not to support the meat industry, drug companies and cosmetic companies etc that are  cruel to other life forms. (I have done this since the seventies).

I no longer believe in god or karma.

People get upset when I say that I don’t believe in god. I respect their right to believe as they choose and although atheists and witches are no longer put to death some act as if they wish we were.

Karma and god are myths to stop the peasants from revolting. If you think god or karma is going to change something you wont bother doing so yourself.

New age yuppies use the term karma to tell others they deserve what ever trauma or health problem they have “It’s your karma!”

At approximately 2300 hours last night I put on a Louise Hay DVD which was with her book “You Can Heal Your Life” that I repurchased.

I am back to doing affirmations in the mirror. And loving myself healthy and happy.   😀

The following is paraphrased from Marion Weinstein’s “Positive Magic”

“Both consciously and subconsciously

I am always creating, drawing to myself

And participating in

The most perfect circumstances for my own fulfilment

Creating perfect health and happiness”

Blessed be

I have published a non fiction eBook:

I am not allowed to put it anywhere digitally but I haven’t read anything that says that I cannot advertise it. And as Amazon get two thirds of the purchase price  why would mind?

I published it before Mid summer “down under” and offered it free for five days as a promotion. Forty nine copies were ordered.

Click on “Look Inside” above my not so recent photo and you can read the introduction to the book  for free.

Be blessed


More Stuff On E Books


I was just going to put this on my Facebook page but it is too long so decided to blog it.

I managed to get a few things done early this morning but then I somehow tore a ligament in my right leg. At least that is what I think I have done? I couldn’t stand up for ages and when I eventually did I screamed involuntarily and my furry family scattered. Moving was essential I had to get to “the smallest room in the house”  😛  (My apologies to the late Wayne Dyer for using his description of the toilet.)

I decided that as there was little else I could do, and I was already sitting by the computer, that I would work on my novel.

I have written four fiction stories over a quarter of a century: two I never published the third I published as an E book but no one was apparently interested and the fourth I haven’t finished.

While sitting here it occurred to me that I should  take note of what I have been told in writing workshops. SO! I have decided to scrap my fiction and write about something I know: my clairvoyant experiences.

The reason I wrote the fiction was as social satire on humans being in plague proportions and destroying the planet: The cruelty of the meat industry and drug companies etc.  But this stuff is covered by others in movies and novels. Plus, I can comment on it in my absolutely true book on clairvoyance!

I’ve sprayed my leg  with Arnica so hopefully I can move soon?

Blessed be and enjoy your day.     pentagram



“This above all: to thine own self be true,” Shakespeare Hamlet Act 1, scene 3, 78–82

    Ma’Kheru –The Word of Truth

Being true to ones self is much more than just being honest.

This Shakespeare quote is how I try to live my life.

Our culture operates on the assumption that people are honest and truthful yet this often isn’t so.

On a “white lie” level; how often do people say what they think the other person wants to hear or lie to get attention and make themselves feel important.

Lying; cheating; stealing and scams are rampant.

On the other hand one could argue that telling the truth is not always kind?

I feel so strongly about telling the truth as I believe it to be that even if I accidentally lie I feel guilty.

What I write I believe either to be true or possible. I am not “into” “absolute ideologies” so I acknowledge this is only my opinion.

In my lifetime society’s attitude to clairvoyance and associated philosophy’s has improved along with attitudes to minority groups such as women; different races; sexual preference; etc. Although there are still many “out there” who consider clairvoyance to be a con at best and evil at worst.

People are free to believe as they choose and I have no desire to alter people’s beliefs or opinions.

I do not require other’s to believe as I do to make it true.

The clairvoyants that I know (including myself) are genuine and honest and coming from integrity. I am very aware that there are charlatans who are more interested in making money than helping people. How prevalent this is, is difficult to ascertain.

I was made aware of a scam last century where people who went for a reading were told that a “hex” had been put on them and were charged $2,000 to remove same. Similar scams still happen.

The way to avoid being conned is to trust ones “gut”!

To quote or maybe paraphrase Dr. Deepak Chopra: “We should always trust our “gut”. Every cell in our bodies has neuropeptides which means every cell thinks. It is better to trust your “gut” because it hasn’t learned to doubt what it thinks.”


I am able to see & communicate with people that have died as well as other discarnate beings. I know that my clairvoyant ability is genuine because I was extremely sceptical in the nineteen seventies when I first participated in Spiritualist psychic development groups. I made sure that I was being honest with myself so that I knew I was really “seeing”

 I have had numerous experiences to confirm that I am truly communicating with beings who are no longer in this reality.

When I “see” (clairvoyance); “hear” (clairaudience) or” feel”  (clairsensience) It flashes in a fraction of a second.  The spiritualists would train us to remember what we saw by putting items on a tray. Covering same with a tea towel; removing the towel for a fraction of a second and then cover the items again. We had to see how many items we could remember and describe.

Knowing that I have helped someone by proving that their loved one is genuinely communicating is my greatest reward although I don’t refuse the money.  😛

Every one is clairvoyant. Because our culture teaches that clairvoyance doesn’t exist these abilities atrophy.


Blessed be















Being a real witch and knowing it isn’t Halloween (Samhain) in the southern hemisphere I still used to make up bags of lollies for the children that called for “trick or treat”. The last time that I went to this expense so many “trick or treaters” came to my door I had to make up more bags. On my return one brat complained that I took too long. I turned her into a toad and stopped giving out treats 😛


Wicca means wise and or “to bend” ( as in bending energies)

I am a third degree initiate of The Craft.

What attracted me to Wicca in the seventies was that most of the people that I knew who were involved in Wicca were concerned about the planet and other life forms.

And Wicca is matriarchal.

I was (and still am) a vegetarian: involved with animal liberation: Greenpeace and Women’s Liberation. In later years, I was involved with trees for life.

Back then women had no rights and no status. Other life forms still have no rights or status according to homosapiens. And humans are still raping our Mother Earth.

Some people still think witches worship Satan and use blood sacrifices!


I used to lecture on Wicca so I have researched this!

In western culture the idea of Satan worship came from the Inquisition and was taken up by what we call Satanists.

Because Wicca is a resurgence of an old religion it is difficult to find out what really happened in the distant past and I would presume they did use blood sacrifices?

In modern Wicca energy is raised by dance, as in the cone of power and by singing and chanting.


The sabbats are seasonal so in the southern hemisphere it is Beltane (May Day) when the northern hemisphere celebrates Halloween (Samhain).


This is the wheel of the year from my Book of Shadows. The Church of Rome took on the pagan sabbats because they couldn’t get rid of them. Hence mid winter, (Yule) is Christmas: Spring equinox is Easter. (A fertility festival dedicated to the goddess Eoster) and so on.

Blessed Be




The Incident That Convinced Me That Clairvoyance Is “Real”


The incident that convinced me that clairvoyance was a reality happened at work. In the late 19 70’s. I was a student nurse at Strathmont Centre. I was washing dishes with a male staff nurse. We didn’t have kitchen hands in those days. Kym was 6 ft tall and rather heavy set. He had long blonde hair and dressed “Flower Power” style. A man (deceased) flashed in! (When I see or hear things they flash in a fraction of a second) He had Kym’s high forehead and similar features but wore a suit with a crepe ribbon and a cross and had a short back and sides haircut and dark hair.


I asked Kym if his father was a minister. He asked me why and initially I would not answer. I eventually told him what I saw and Kym told me that it was his uncle. He asked me what denomination his uncle was.

I did not know.

After Kym left the kitchen I asked his uncle what he had died of.  The words were that fast all I could make out was sclerosis. Because we were with the intellectually disabled I thought “tubular sclerosis?” Then I realized it was multiple sclerosis.


When we were having a tea break Kym told me that his uncle died of multiple sclerosis. I was amazed and said that his uncle had “told” me this!


Kym said “Get more”! I informed him that I couldn’t.


But I saw panama hats and monkeys. I said “He was a missionary in South America” Kym said “Yes”. I then saw masks and a jungle and said he was also a missionary in New Guinea. Kym told me this wasn’t so. When Kym came to work the next day he said that his mother had confirmed that her brother had been a missionary in New Guinea. This showed that I wasn’t just reading Kim’s mind.


Genuinely communicating with those who have past over still amazes me almost 40 years later. But the more I learn the less I know: so I have no idea of the nature of reality: although clairvoyantly I “got” “If you could understand that linear time is an illusion we could explain more!”

Before the movie “What The Bleep” theorised that we may just be in a huge holodeck, Star Trek Nex Gen had a similar theory:

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“Computer End Program” was a statement made by Dwight Schultz character Lt Barclay at the end of “Ship In A Bottle” Star Trek Next Generation: season six. Implying that “we” may exist in an holodeck program.

Following is an ad for an E Book that  wrote: I have been putting it on my blog in instalments and will continue to do so.


I’ve Discovered The Meaning Of Life — Not Really

This blog isn’t meant to be taken seriously!



We are in a video game: the goal is to see if we can restore the planet and other life forms to perfect health and abundance: by beating the system that is set up to destroy the planet.

When you agree to play this game, you think it is going to be simple to restore the planet to perfect health.


The characters in this video programme don’t see that there is a problem?

It is perfectly acceptable to torture and kill non-human life forms.

The characters in this video game believe that only humans matter. God said so!

They constantly chop down trees to build houses, make roads and highways and for any other petty excuse they can think of: They constantly kill insects which like trees are essential to the planet.

The characters in this video game kill arachnoids and reptiles because they are afraid of them.

They kill other life forms that they label vermin: further destroying the ecological balance.

They cull species that they consider have reached plague proportions.


It is also acceptable to murder anyone who doesn’t believe in the appropriate god. Some cultures in this program can kill you for threatening the status quo. The ones that don’t certainly ostracise you: treat you with contempt or may have you certified insane and locked in a mental institution.

The goal of the humans in  most of the cultures in this program is to accumulate money and possessions but this cannot be done if you follow the societal norms and mores.

In some cultures, women still have no rights nor status. They are expected to be virgins whereas men are expected to be promiscuous:  (I have no idea how this is supposed to work.   😛 )

Other life forms in this program limit reproducing when there are not enough resources to support them. Whereas the human infestation just keeps growing and destroying the homes and resources of other life forms and generally destroying the planet.

The multinationals and money rule the world: They control the politicians:

After finding that this game of restoring the planet to health is impossible to achieve: you decide to leave the game and change its parameters by causing the program to delete any human who harms another life form.

You then play the game again and win.



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