The Ramblings of an Old Person



When I was young, after hearing old people go on about the good old days, I promised myself that I would not do this when I was old:  AND I AM NOT!

So much has improved in my life time:

Women now have equal rights and no longer take their status from their husband: (well not everywhere.)

Children have rights and are no longer meant to be “seen and not heard”:

Non-Caucasian races have rights and status:

Non-heterosexual relationships are accepted:

There is religious tolerance: (well not everywhere)

More people care about the ecology of our beautiful planet:

And more people care about non-human life forms:

More people care about trees:


I am starting to realize how old I am and that what younger generations see as history was a current event for me. e.g. I remember the moon landing – I was nine months pregnant.

The good thing about my childhood in South Australia in the 50s and 60s was that the population of Australia went from 9 million to 12 million.

Living in the suburbs in S A was like living in a country town.

I caught the train by myself from Salisbury (which in those days was a quiet country town and not the suburb from hell as it is now) to Gwen Mackey’s ballet school (which was near the Adelaide railway station) from age 8 until age 12. The reason I stopped was that I was sick of exams. Exams at school and exams at ballet!

(The following may sound like I am bragging but I had no self-esteem nor self-confidence because of a life time of abuse, starting when I was a baby, from the person that gave birth to me.)

In primary school I was always near the top of the class: My friend who I still keep in touch with (although she now lives in Canada) always came top. I came second in grade six but the other years I would usually be about  6th. We had large classes often sixty children in a class.

In the nineteen sixties children were allocated (from primary school) to an high school or a technical school after sitting an I Q test.

Then in high school we were designated into classes A B C or D

I was in “A” class and the girls in “A” class studied Latin instead of “Domestic Arts” (Home Economics)

In fourth year high school, I was made a school prefect.

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I worked with computers that were the size of wardrobes in refrigerated rooms.

I worked on a switch board typing telegrams that were dictated to me.

I operated a telex that transmitted the news to radio and tv stations around Australia.

And there is more  😛

but fortunately I wont bore you with it.


I have confidence in the younger generation and  believe some of them will help heal our beautiful planet.

A friend now deceased used to say “There are always : The good: The bad: and the indifferent.” It is so true!

Blessed be

Enjoy your day


I have included some of my personal history in this E book which I hope to have printed: It explains how I know that I am really communicating with people that are no longer in this reality or this part of linear time. ( I don’t claim to understand the nature of reality) Check it out. You are able to read a sample for free.




Why Are We Here?



I haven’t the foggiest idea but you may understand why I chose that as a title, later.

If I were paranoid I would think that there was a conspiracy by humans to destroy the planet as quickly as possible!

The drought in South Africa should be a wakeup call that humans are beyond plague proportions and wasteful of the planets resources. Why don’t we change?

Most people have thier sewage pumped out to sea. When I was a child I asked about this and was told that it evaporates and comes back to us as rain. How much does?


Trees are chopped down for housing development: farming; mining: etc.

People chopped down tress because the leaves fall on there lawn or concrete. Because they claim the roots are destroying the plumbing; the branches are touching the roof of the house. Or – trees are a fire hazard! No arsonists are a fire hazard!


Humans kill other life forms because they can.

Insects and retiles because they don’t like them.

Mice and rats because they are vermin?

And where I live Corellas because they are noisy: Humans have destroyed most of the trees these birds can eat so they will soon be extinct.

We take the homes and food sources from all other life forms so eventually almost all other life forms will be extinct.


Humans run wildlife over for fun.

Humans factory farm and mass slaughter livestock: When I comment about this I am told “That is why we grow them!”

So why are humans grown?

We experiment on animals and when I have commented on this I am told it helps find cures for humans (who are apparently the only species that matter?)

In 1982 the husband of one of my staff who was carting stock to the abattoirs asked me to report that suckie calves were left to die of dehydration starvation: I reported this to the RSPCA who called me a trouble maker and a liar.

To my knowledge this still happens:

I was told that all new borns are left to die this way: And a friend who worked at the abattoirs told  me that the drug companies ask for this: My podiatrist told me that  hormones build in the tissue when they die this way and the drug companies harvest them.



I question whether we are actually indigenous to this planet?

I theorized in one of my non fiction books that we were genetically engineered by E T’s using orangutan and pig DNA  and grown in a bovine’s womb. Some one said that there was a reference to us being genetically engineered in Mayan writings but I have never found this.


Enjoy your day on this beautiful planet

Blessed be


I googled Amazon and my non fiction eBook on my iPad and noticed that there were ads for “on line” readings under this!

These are not with me!

This is misleading advertising

Not happy.

A couple of people have commented that Amazon don’t accept PayPal:

Before more businesses accepted PayPal I would buy a visa card (from the supermarket or P.O.) to use on line. I am sure most people think of this option.

If you click above my not so recent photo ( once you are at this web page) you will be able to read a sample of the book for free:






I am opposed to absolute ideologies (fascism) so I do not impose my ideas on others.

But I am tired of others imposing their views on me.

I am sick of people telling me to get rid of trees.

Trees are essential for the air and soil.

Real-estate development removes millions of trees destroying the homes and food source of other life forms and effecting both the soil and air.

So instead of chopping down trees lets bring in harsher penalties for arsonists.

And build our homes in harmony with the environment.

Oops I forgot: People believe that cultures that live in harmony with the environment and don’t worship money are primitive and therefore inferior.

I no longer belong to “Trees for Life” because they are now just an impotent bureaucracy.

Not only do the multinationals rule the world they have the masses “brain washed”.


Blessed Be

Following is the web page for my non fiction eBook: It appears to be popular: ( I found an error after it was published but I am unable to change it without deleting the publication and starting again)

Click on “Look Inside” above my not so recent photo and you can read the introduction to the book  for free.



Equal Rights For Women



I was in Women’s Lib in the seventies because women had no rights and no status.

If a woman was brave enough to accuse a man of rape the lawyers would say that she was a slut and asked for it. The joke back than was that there was no such thing as rape!

“A woman can run faster with her dress up than a man with his pants down”

When this witch hunt started I was pleased that women were believed and the abuse acknowledge.

Things have  gone to ridiculous extremes:

personally do not believe  that some of the more recent accusations are true.


People will argue there must be some truth to this or the women wouldn’t be saying so. (“Where there is smoke there is fire!”)

People tell lies that have no basis in truth to get attention.

I know because I have been a victim of this.

Equal rights for women should have been a good thing.

Humans mess everything up.

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My Bucket List

My bucket list is unachievable because it is the same as the essay I wrote in primary school.

(In primary school the class was asked to write an essay entitled “My Wish”

I wrote that I wished people would care more about looking after nature and the planet than money.)

This is never going to happen in my life time or possibly ever!

I belonged to Animal Lib:  Greenpeace: Trees for Life and still do the best I can in the microcosm. The organisations that I belonged to have become impotent bureaucracies, achieving nothing!

I was also in Women’s lib. because women had no rights and no status but “feminism” has gone to ridiculous extremes.

As a child the solution seemed simple but I have learned that humans mess up everything. And that the “multi nationals” rule the world!

In the 19880’s the husband of one of my staff who drove stock to the abbatoirs asked me to report that suckie calves were left to die of dehydration and starvation. I phoned the RSPCA and was called a liar and a trouble maker: I put something in writing but it was ignored

This still happens: I know people who work at the abattoirs and those who go to buy stock and was told that it happens to all newborns not just calves.

The friend who worked there said that the drug companies requested this. And someone else told me that this was because hormones form in the newborn’s tissues when they die this way and these hormones are harvested.

I do my best to avoid supporting the meat industry: drug companies: cosmetic companies and household product producers that test on animals: but it isn’t easy!


Humans are beyond plague proportions and zero population growth would seem a logical solution.

But I have been told that in China babies are just left to die (and to Google this!)

Seriously humans mess up everything.



(The following is not meant to be taken seriously: gotta laugh or I would cry.)

There were books written (supposedly channelled) that said E T’s fed off  our fear and pain  and that they created and maintained this by inserting holographic images  to cause more fear or to stop positive changes.

Now I have never watched a “reality TV” show (nor a soapie) but I think “reality TV” replaces public executions including  the “entertainment” that was provided in the Roman Colosseum.   😛


I don’t know the meaning of life. There probably isn’t one?

We humans understandably put meaning where there is non.

I don’t believe in karma, or god, or hell so there is definitely no justice in this reality.


To quote my Dad (deceased)

“Why worry?

If you worry you die!

If you don’t worry you die!

So why worry?”


Blessed be







Being a real witch and knowing it isn’t Halloween (Samhain) in the southern hemisphere I still used to make up bags of lollies for the children that called for “trick or treat”. The last time that I went to this expense so many “trick or treaters” came to my door I had to make up more bags. On my return one brat complained that I took too long. I turned her into a toad and stopped giving out treats 😛


Wicca means wise and or “to bend” ( as in bending energies)

I am a third degree initiate of The Craft.

What attracted me to Wicca in the seventies was that most of the people that I knew who were involved in Wicca were concerned about the planet and other life forms.

And Wicca is matriarchal.

I was (and still am) a vegetarian: involved with animal liberation: Greenpeace and Women’s Liberation. In later years, I was involved with trees for life.

Back then women had no rights and no status. Other life forms still have no rights or status according to homosapiens. And humans are still raping our Mother Earth.

Some people still think witches worship Satan and use blood sacrifices!


I used to lecture on Wicca so I have researched this!

In western culture the idea of Satan worship came from the Inquisition and was taken up by what we call Satanists.

Because Wicca is a resurgence of an old religion it is difficult to find out what really happened in the distant past and I would presume they did use blood sacrifices?

In modern Wicca energy is raised by dance, as in the cone of power and by singing and chanting.


The sabbats are seasonal so in the southern hemisphere it is Beltane (May Day) when the northern hemisphere celebrates Halloween (Samhain).


This is the wheel of the year from my Book of Shadows. The Church of Rome took on the pagan sabbats because they couldn’t get rid of them. Hence mid winter, (Yule) is Christmas: Spring equinox is Easter. (A fertility festival dedicated to the goddess Eoster) and so on.

Blessed Be




I’ve Discovered The Meaning Of Life — Not Really

This blog isn’t meant to be taken seriously!



We are in a video game: the goal is to see if we can restore the planet and other life forms to perfect health and abundance: by beating the system that is set up to destroy the planet.

When you agree to play this game, you think it is going to be simple to restore the planet to perfect health.


The characters in this video programme don’t see that there is a problem?

It is perfectly acceptable to torture and kill non-human life forms.

The characters in this video game believe that only humans matter. God said so!

They constantly chop down trees to build houses, make roads and highways and for any other petty excuse they can think of: They constantly kill insects which like trees are essential to the planet.

The characters in this video game kill arachnoids and reptiles because they are afraid of them.

They kill other life forms that they label vermin: further destroying the ecological balance.

They cull species that they consider have reached plague proportions.


It is also acceptable to murder anyone who doesn’t believe in the appropriate god. Some cultures in this program can kill you for threatening the status quo. The ones that don’t certainly ostracise you: treat you with contempt or may have you certified insane and locked in a mental institution.

The goal of the humans in  most of the cultures in this program is to accumulate money and possessions but this cannot be done if you follow the societal norms and mores.

In some cultures, women still have no rights nor status. They are expected to be virgins whereas men are expected to be promiscuous:  (I have no idea how this is supposed to work.   😛 )

Other life forms in this program limit reproducing when there are not enough resources to support them. Whereas the human infestation just keeps growing and destroying the homes and resources of other life forms and generally destroying the planet.

The multinationals and money rule the world: They control the politicians:

After finding that this game of restoring the planet to health is impossible to achieve: you decide to leave the game and change its parameters by causing the program to delete any human who harms another life form.

You then play the game again and win.



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