MY MORNING MUSINGS

I was going to put a video of myself to make it personal but decided to post this one of my pets

Bukkandi (cat) died July 2020

RILEY (AustralianxMaltese terrier) died November 2020 –and November 2020 I had an heartattack

I was watching the semi final of THE VOICE AUSTRALIA

It  reminded me that I am not competitive

I disagree with the idea of an hierarchy

Not into “one-upmanship”

Majored in sociology so understand that an heirachy is efficient

I am not intersested in publicity — just like blogging

A few years ago I told a friend of mine that I had refused to be interviewed by the media and she gave me this look imply I was lying and delusional

I was a clairvoyant and a witch in the days when “they” still wanted to put us to death

Then it became the flavour of the decade

I was asked to be interviewed by a television station because I was an High Priestess Wicca:

I refused to be interwiewed by a radio station

And a New Age magazine

The magazine rep said to me “it would be great publicity”

I didnt want the publicity

I don’t trust the media

In the late seventies a friend who was a Spiritualist minister was interviewed by a local television station They edited the interview to make her look like an idiot

This century a friend’s son  (at Schoolies) fell off the balcony of a local pub –drunk – a newspaper reporter wanted to interview her and she told them that she was busy getting he son into an ambulance

They printed a story saying that he had tried to commit suicide

 I must be in the wrong culture –or maybe the wrong species

I was brought up Church of England

(which was renamed Anglican in 1981 – Loved the series Downton Abby but they call Church of England Anglican back in the early 1900s )

As a child I  couldn’t understand why only humans and only humans of same religion were loved and “saved”  by God

me age 3 and Christy

I studied world religions as an elective at teachers college and did a lot of research on religion when I was lecturing on Wicca

The protestant ethic and the human population being way beyond plague proportions  (8 billion) has already caused the extinction of numerous life forms

me at the very first Australian Wiccan conference

 Long long ago (In the 1970’s) I wrote a sociology paper on communism.

 Unfortunately I am unable to remember all my research and “googling” does not always give accurate information.

 I could never understand why Marx was portrayed as some one evil?

 Well yes, I can: He was criticizing capitalism.

And advocating sharing

I remember the conclusion of this paper was –  that the only time true communism  existed was in Israeli Kibbutz: and this is no longer the case.

 It appears humans prefer to own

rather than share.

When I  think about it: we are programmed to compete: therefore we see others as someone we compete against.

We are programmed to buy and own

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

Someone said to me that “You get what you pay for”?

After posting that I was finally getting notification emails re WORDPRESS

I havent received any more

–WordPress have investigated this and the problem is with Outlook

– I like reading blogs –hence I check “reader” and comments

I promised myself I would post happy blogs but haven’t kept my promise to myself

I am blaming it on a decade of pain and sleep deprivation (allergic to pain relief)

This video was taken in 2015 after I fell crossing the road

I watch it to make me laugh

My son lives in North Queensland and it is a long time since I have flown up for a visit

He has visited mea few tiomes

the last time in 2020 when covid first started

I have stopped doing paid readings

Pain doesn’t block my clairvoyance but does blockblock my concentration

I actually started writing this blog because someone said to me that “You get what you pay for”

Wanted to preach that it isn’t so

Something expensive isn’t necessarily better and visa versa.

The best naturopath  (who actually saved my life) was not expensive:

The best hairdresser charges me $25 for an hair cut

The best clairvoyant reading that I ever had cost me $5 (admittedly it was in the 1980s – hence it would be equivalent to $23 now)

Once the church told us what to think and believe now it is the multinationals

they control the media (and politicians)

 LABOR  has  won in Australia

media keeps saying first time since Wold War Two?

What about Gough Whitlam 1972 -1975 and Bob Hawke 1988 -1991

From my point of view these politician – who actually helped the working class – were got rid of because the multinational gods (who control the world and politicians) could not control these

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Now for my book ad 😛

I receive very little money from my books

Am just supporting a multinational

But do appreciate that I am able to publish them without them being edited until they didn’t say  what I intended

(this happed to an acquaintance last century)

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In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I majored in sociology not literature

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under a different title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now almost 8 billion.

Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.

I thought that I would quote a few lines  from this short story:

“The Nirahns whom could see close ups of the planet on their “view screen” saw people and buildings just disappear. One minute there were humans and buildings all over the planet. And then they were gone.                                                                                                                                                                     They watched vegetation grow at an accelerated speed.

Kunapipi/Anne awoke on the first day of the New Earth. She had slept in a humpy and awakened to kookaburras laughing.”

I chose the name Kunnapipi as she is an Indigenous Australian mother goddess:

But this story is not about the “real” Kunnapipi.

NAMASTE

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

CHANGES FOR THE BETTER

So much has changed for the better in my life time –But i wonder if attitudes have really changed?

I posted the following on Facebook and only three people responded

Seems that “I DONT WANT TO KNOW” still prevails?

Watching the idiot box this morning I saw stickers on Queensland ambulances “NO EXCUSE FOR ABUSE” thought of commenting on FB about my experiences (and I know others have had the same) then decided not to – then saw Amber Heard in court – —

My abuse started when I was very young (from the person who is supposed to love you when no one else does——-flashbacks to when I was in my cot) and continued in two marriages – the comments I almost always received if I mentioned it was

“YOU MUST HAVE DESERVED IT” or “I DON’T WANT TO KNOW”

When I had my face stitched in hospital on one occassion the RN said “my husband doesn’t hit me” – the implication was “YOU MUST HAVE DESERVED IT”

Amber Heardd does not present as someone who has been abused!

I also find that some medical practitioners still treat me as if i am to blame for my anxiety disorder.

The younger generation have no idea of the cultural attitude to women, gays or people that were not white

despite movies and tv shows that try to portray these attitudes.

Married women were not supposed to work and women received 75% of a man’s wage.

My first job was working with computers that were the size of wardrobes in refrigerated rooms:

I had to give up this job when I married because married women were not allowed to hold government jobs.

This of course isn’t a picture of where I worked — we were understandably not allowed to take photos

I was recently asked for my date of birth –which I gave

And said I AM FLOWER POWER GENERATION

The young lady replied

“Lucky you”

I said
“NO –LUCKY YOU”

My generation were responsible for social change:

(that is all that I said –the rest is for the blog)

Women’s rights:

campaigning for animal rights:

caring for the ecology.

When I was growing up:

 as well as having no rights nor status:

women were not expected to enjoy sex.

A woman was expected to stay a virgin until she was married:

A man was expected to be promiscuous:

Never understood how that worked:

When  I was in high school we were discussing sex at lunch time and I said that there were double standards.

Several girls said  “That is the way it is meant to be” —

What does that mean???  —  (In actuality, it meant that it was a cultural norm.)

Once married the chances of a women climaxing was rather slim as (most) men of my age group are proficient at “wham bam thankyou mam!”

(This is a broad generalization so I apologise to men of my age group)

AND THEN CAME THE SEXUAL REVOLUTION.

YIPPEE!

Gays could stop pretending that they were heterosexual.  😀

And women could enjoy sex.

Many things have changed for the better in my life time:

Children have rights:

People who don’t have white skin have rights:

But sadly our culture still thinks humans are the only species that matters:

Enjoy your day

and respect other life forms

I took this on Kangaroo Island last century

LIFE AFTER DEATH

WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW

I have several friends who don’t believe in clairvoyance or surviving death

On the rare occasions I mention a clairvoyant experience that amazed me they just look at me with disdain or make some comment implying that I am either making it up or delusional

Although I dislike being “called” a liar (honesty is important to me)

these are true friends                    

 I don’t need them to believe me – I know it to be true

 so I tolerate their attitude.

People tend to believe that a belief in God and heaven is necessary for a belief in an “afterlife”

Surviving death isn’t synonymous with a religious belief.

We do not understand the nature of reality.

(or at least I don’t)

It appears we exist in an alternate reality when we are “not here”! In this reality the electrons are apparently moving at a different speed around the protons and neutrons so it is out of phase. ( This is my very limited understanding of quantum physics)

Another misconception is that people have to be “earth bound” to communicate with the living:

NOT SO!

I asked “clairvoyantly” about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)

The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated:

I was asked if I could conceptualize NO LINEAR TIME and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.

We may all be in a huge holodeck:

As suggested by Star Trek Next Generation —

And  “What The Bleep”

“Ship In A Bottle” season six — Star Trek Next Geneeration

In the “special features” of What the “Bleep” they mention that Professor WilliamTiller gives the mathematical constructs of a hologram that we “are” living in.

(William A. Tiller is a professor emeritus of materials science and engineering at Stanford University)

I WROTE THIS BOOK SO PEOPLE WOULD KNOW THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THAN DEATH AND TAXES

Not a literary masterpiece but a true story.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

Because of my own experiences I know we survive physical death but realize you must have your own experiences

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

My daughter suggested that I write this book

To develop your clairvoyance practice is essential and my mentor said mentally ask questions:

( of your “guides”  angels or “higher self” — which ever feels right for you)

Use the Creative Consciousness meditation I have recorded on my blog  several people have told me it is very helpful

NAMASTE

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

PLEASE JOIN US IN SENDING HEALING TO THE FLORA FAUNA AND ECOLOGY

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I have been blogging that we humans are causing the extinction of all life for a decade now

And the American Indian comment that we can’t eat money has been doing the rounds for much longer

It is our cultural  norms and the Protestant ethic that are so destructive.

Cultural attitudes have changed in my life time

hopefully soon the idea that only humans and money matter will change

********************** From THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL (remake) **************

Please do what you can in the microcosm to help.

Grow trees and plants:

Don’t use poisons.

Feed the birds  — there isn’t enough food for them to find their own.

Hence the larger birds kill the small ones for food.

Our cultural norms: the Protestant Ethic  and the attitude that only humans matter is causing the extinction of all life!

(I heard some time ago that they were culling kookaburras because the kookaburras were killing smaller birds –— Wrong solution — Thanks to the human plague  there isn’t enough food for the kookaburras — they eat —  mice, small snakes and lizards, insects, worms ,beetles and centipedes.) 

In April 2018 a few of us started sending healing (to the flora fauna and the ecology):

I am still doing this!

Please join us in sending healing or praying:

THANKYOU

Please share this blog post with those who care.

Initially I asked everyone to send at 2000 hours South Australian time:

but if you just send once a day at any time, that is great.

Time and space are not as we perceive them to be.

Blessed be

and respect our Mother Earth

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I took this photo last century on Kangaroo Island

PAST LIFE REGRESSION

THERE IS A PAST LIFE REGRESSION AUDIO IN THIS BLOG

This blog is basically the reincarnation blog edited.

I deleted the television documentary — it is on YouTube if you wish to watch it.

As you can see this is an old book of mine:

Australian psychologist and hypnotherapist, Peter Ramster created a television documentary in 1983 He also wrote a book that was published in 1980 Called “The Truth About Reincarnation” where he regresses subjects to past lives for which  he is able to check details.

I have experienced many past life regressions am only going to share three:

The first past life regression that I experienced was at a psychic group at Kent Town SA. (I think it was 1980)

Instead of a guided meditation the man running this group took us back to our very last life.

Only four of us achieved this and everyone else complained that it was supposed to be a meditation.

I wrote mine down in an exercise book as soon as I got home.  I kept this book for years but it disappeared last century when my 2nd husband moved out. Pity!

I still remember much of the information from this regression.

I was an American Marine in Borneo either during or just after the Second World War. At the time I had no idea the war went to Borneo. I checked all the information that I could in the library. I also didn’t like the “Yanks” back then so had no desire to be one. I have since visited the USA and know how friendly and welcoming Americans are.

I died when the b12 I was in (I was the gunner not the pilot) was shot down. This sensation of spinning downwards to my death was brought back to me when a pilot friend took me up in a Victor (two seater aeroplane)  cut the motors and spun the plane downwards without warning me. (He was trying to show off.)

 I was 19; male and the middle child of three boys. My name was Harold. I saw my home but not my parents. 

As I was born this life in February 1949 I would have come straight back after I died. But knowing that I do not understand the nature of reality and accepting that time doesn’t really exist anything is possible.

A friend of mine took me to a past life.

I was walking toward a well in a cobblestone courtyard.

Guessing Middle ages?

As soon as I appeared everyone else scattered.

Immediately I came back to waking reality and couldn’t stop laughing.

I said “I don’t know who I was but they didn’t like me.” (I may have been a leper?)

A Reiki master (not so common back then) took me to a past life.

I was an English aristocrat in India.

What I remember the most about this person who was supposedly me was the way he thought.

In this regession I thought as he thought! YUK

He was “so far up himself his feet stuck out!”

Anyone who wasn’t English upper class was worthless and irrelevant.

I said to the Reiki master “I don’t think like this!?”

He was mountain climbing and someone slipped. The Reiki master asked me to “ask” who this was in my present life

and it was my daughter.

me – my son & my daughter

I have used the following “meditation” with my Wiccan groups

and my psychic development groups

Like clairvoyance you will find that pictures flash in and it isn’t usually a continuous flow of information:

try it .

Blessed be

and be kind to non humans

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

MOTHE’S DAY MAKES ME CRY

It is MOTHERS DAY in Australia

Mother’s day was originally to celebrate the mother goddess

When the Romans introduced Christianity they could not get rid of the pagan festivals so every church festival was originally  a pagan festival

ANU -from irish-at -heart

I do not object to those who had loving mothers celebrating Mother’s Day

Actually I just cry and wish that my mother had loved me

So many of our culture’s accepted architypes and norms are not true

One is that mothers love their children

There are many of us whose mothers didn’t love them –many more than I originally thought.

Some whose mothers didn’t love them are fortunate to have a spouse that does –others go through life never being loved

I thought my mother most beautiful and intelligent,

So it must be because “I am useless a failure a disappointment neither use nor ornament –cannot do anything right” that she didn’t love me

  (This she told me regularly and reinforced by making me do everything at least 10 times –and still not right – when I was young –and constantly criticising me when I was an adult)

Mother obviously had mental health issues

there was no way she would acknowledge this as there was such a stigma in her era –she was born in 1919

It is hard to love oneself when one has never been loved

(I have the best children and grandchildren so I am loved but it doesnt help me love myself)

I am in my 70s I still have no self confidence and constantly criticize myself

This year I had been trying to love and forgive her– never lasts – not long before I am reminded of her lies.

Psychologists tell us to try and understand what a parent’s life was like.

They also say “Go to a time and place when you felt safe” – there isn’t one

I have flash backs to when I was still in my cot

Imagine what it is like for a child whose mother would just change into a screaming bashing psycho without warning

When my first child was born – her advice was – “if she cries put her in her cot:

  shut the door

 and let her cry herself to sleep “

I didn’t follow this advice

Must have happened to me but I don’t remember

I was never hugged

I have blocked out a lot of my abuse but somethings will occasionally trigger a flashback.

When  I was already going to school my mother pushed me into the wood burning part of the wood stove when it was lit and shut the door: She then pulled me out: wrapped me in a blanket and told people that she had saved my life after I crawled in. I had first degree burns.

When I was ten my mother was bashing me with a scrubbing brush and had also washed my mouth out with soap.

 I said to her “I haven’t done anything wrong”

 and she told my that she just felt like bashing me.

 Despite this, for over half a century I believed that I deserved abuse because this is what everyone told me.

“YOU MUST HAVE DESERVED IT”

When my Dad was dying I took her to the hospital every day and we stayed for most of the day.                         

 I had been helping the morning shift and when the roster changed Mother went crying to the RN who came back and glared at me.

When we collected Dad’s things after he died this RN told me off for abusing my mother!

My Dad was a lovely person but was never allowed to pay me any attention or my mother would have a screaming fit.

 On his death bed he asked me to look after her.

 I did so, not just because I had promised Dad that I would but because I was hoping that my mother would love me and be nice to me.

NEVER HAPPENED

She would say nice things about me to people that knew me and tell these lies to people that didn’t

Sometimes the stories would come back to me:
othertimes I would wonder why people were being nasty to me for no reason

She would tell lies about how horrible dad was or how horrible I was to her and most people believed her

I was almost 64 when she died so I am not going to rave on about a life time of her abuse

It would fill a large book

  Toward the end she wasn’t allowed to be alone so until I got her a placement in the nursing home she stayed with me – I slept on the couch an gave her my bed

It was difficult to get a placement for her because nursing homes liked people to have an house to sell as a deposit

Mum had an housing trust unit – which she insisted I keep paying the rent on because she thought she would go back.

When I eventually found her a placement in a local nursing home her clothes had to have name tags pressed on. She apologised to the staff for my being too lazy to sew them on. Although this time her attempt at insulting me didn’t work the staff just presumed it was her age!

I will be spending Mother’s Day by myself but a don’t mind at all

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Trees

trees

I am opposed to absolute ideologies (fascism) so I do not impose my ideas on others.

But I am tired of others imposing their views on me.

I am sick of people telling me to get rid of trees.

Trees are essential for the air and soil.

And essential for other life forms

Considering famous people like David Attenborough have been ignored I am not expecting anyone taking notice of me

I think that trees should have been listed as an endangered species a century ago

and a permit required to kill one.

Real-estate development removes millions of trees destroying the homes and food source of other life forms and effecting both the soil and air.

So instead of chopping down trees lets bring in harsher penalties for arsonists.

And build our homes in harmony with the environment.

Oops I forgot: People believe that cultures that live in harmony with the environment and don’t worship money are primitive and therefore inferior.

I no longer belong to “Trees for Life” because they have devolved into an impotent bureaucracy.

Not only do the multinationals rule the world they have the masses “brain washed”.

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I have recorded a “Tree Meditation” it is paraphrased form MOTHER WIT by Diane Mariechild (Plant meditiation)

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under a different title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now almost 8 billion.

Our cultural norms; the Protestant Ethic and our “programming” to consume and support the multinationals are causing the extinction of all life.

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece but a true story.

(My excuse is that

I majored in sociology not literature.)

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

NAMASTE

TWO GUIDED MEDITATIONS

CREATIVE CONSCIOUSNESS MEDITATION

This is a visualization meditation

You create  a sacred space which you use for healing

talking with friends

solving problems

creating anything that you wish

I recorded this guided meditation for a psychic development group that I  was running, at participants request

I have put it  in writing to bring down your guides for the first time as it isn’t included in the audio

The colours and numbers take your consciousness to alpha.

MEDITATION

Relax: centre: and protect yourself.

Breathe deeper and slower that you normally would.

Visualize the colour RED and know that you are becoming more relaxed.

Now visualize ORANGE

YELLOW
GREEN
BLUE: you are very relaxed and calm now.

INDIGO

VIOLET

You are now on a beach. Feel the sand between your toes. Smell the sea air. Hear the seagulls and the thunder of the waves. Stay here a while relaxing.

You see an hole in the cliff face and start walking toward this.

You enter and find yourself in a cave lit by phosphorescent fungi.

There are steps going down.

You descend these steps.

12;11;10;9;8;7;6;5;4;3;2;1

There is a door in front of you.

You open this door.

This is your sacred space:

You create this yourself.

The more that you use this meditation the more powerful it will become.

Have an elevator to the right at the back to bring people down for healing; problems solving; or just to talk to.

Always send them back up.

The first time you go to you sacred space you bring down a male & female guide.

They stay here. You do not send THEM back.

visualize the lift/elevator going up

then coming back down

as the door opens your female guide steps out

notice how she looks

ask her name

ask her to stand by you while you send the elevator back up

and then down again

as the door opens your male guide steps out

notice how he looks

ask his name

spend time talking with your guides

create your sacred space

Create a door to the back left to go on astral journeys.

A clock and calendar to change the date & time. — or these days a computer would do.

Anything that you feel that you require for healing

Anything you wish

I have a “natural” mineral pool because I like nature:

You could have a spar

Or a medical bed like they have in Star Trek 😛

Remember that your guides stay in this sacred space awaiting you.

When you are ready go back the way that you came.

1;2;3;4;5;6;7;8;9;10;11;12

VIOLET; INDIGO; BLUE; GREEN; YELLOW; ORANGE; RED

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TREE MEDITATION

This tree mediation is paraphrased from Mother Wit by Dianne Mariechild (a plant meditation)

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

Trees

trees

I am opposed to absolute ideologies (fascism) so I do not impose my ideas on others.

But I am tired of others imposing their views on me.

I am sick of people telling me to get rid of trees.

Trees are essential for the air and soil.

And essential for other life forms

Considering famous people like David Attenborough have been ignored I am not expecting anyone taking notice of me

I think that trees should have been listed as an endangered species a century ago

and a permit required to kill one.

Real-estate development removes millions of trees destroying the homes and food source of other life forms and effecting both the soil and air.

So instead of chopping down trees lets bring in harsher penalties for arsonists.

And build our homes in harmony with the environment.

Oops I forgot: People believe that cultures that live in harmony with the environment and don’t worship money are primitive and therefore inferior.

I no longer belong to “Trees for Life” because they have devolved into an impotent bureaucracy.

Not only do the multinationals rule the world they have the masses “brain washed”.

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I have recorded a “Tree Meditation” it is paraphrased form MOTHER WIT by Diane Mariechild (Plant meditiation)

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under a different title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now almost 8 billion.

Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece but a true story.

(My excuse is that

I majored in sociology not literature.)

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

NAMASTE