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Complex PTSD
In my day PTSD wasn’t acknowledged
I spent a fortune on psychiatrists who told me that there was nothing wrong with me
Recently a wise young lady made me aware of CPTSD — it explained so many of my symptoms
“Complex PTSD (C-PTSD or CPTSD) is a mental health condition that can develop following prolonged or repeated trauma, rather than a single event. In addition to traditional PTSD symptoms, it profoundly impacts an individual’s emotional regulation, self-concept, and ability to maintain healthy relationships.”
“C-PTSD is typically the result of long-term, repeated trauma, especially situations where escape feels impossible.”
Common origins include
Childhood abuse
I suffered this from my mother whose abuse lasted 63 years and 8 moths (until the day she died)
I have flash backs to when I was in my cot
I was shut in the wood burning part of a wood stove when it was lit when i was four
she admitted when i was ten that she bashed me because she felt like it
Yet her mental abuse was worse
She told lies at my expense (and Dads when he was alive) to get attention or to get what she wanted
or chronic trauma
I count at least 12 major traumas
Prolonged domestic violence
I had two abusive husbands
ASTRAL PROJECTION
ASTRAL PROJECTION
from Mother Wit by Diane Mariechild
Clairvoyance is developed through practice:
my daughter suggested this book
I hope that it helps people
In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.
In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.
Listening to others similar stories made me realize that
it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.
Kung fu tz (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”
So don’t give up – you will succeed
And use the recorded meditations in my blog
If you think that death is the end this book will make you question that assumption:
In the 1970’s I was intrigued by psychic abilities:
A fellow student at teachers college introduced me to Spiritualism:
I thought people were way too gullible.
I went from thinking silly humans are afraid of dying and are making the information fit to realizing that sometimes the communication with those who have died is genuine.
There are so many stories that I would love to include but it would be breaking client confidentiality.
A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE BLUE PLANET
I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the humanI was=
only 7.4 billion:
(1st published 4th April 2017)
It is now more than 8.4 billion.
I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic
The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet
The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures
The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this
I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation
I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians
Namaste
I love the meaning of this word
The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”
ANTHROPHOBIC
I don’t believe it is an actual word but I have been using it for decades:
Earlier this century my youngest granddaughter said “Nan – you are one!” (Human)
There are several reason I don’t like humans
It is the human attitude to other life forms that upsets me the most
I used to think there was something wrong with me because I didn’t accept our cultural norms as absolute:
in our culture
Sociopaths succeed
Psychopaths are glorified
And mindless automatons fit in.
Nudity and swearing are unacceptable
but cruelty to other life forms is acceptable
and violence is entertainment
Humans think they own land and other things
They kill animals for eating “their” crops
Humans kill animals for trespassing on “their” property
Humans kill insects’ snails and animals because they can
Our cultural norms and attitudes cause the extinction of other life forms
Having neat and tidy gardens:
Chopping down trees:
using poisons :
killing other life forms that humans label vermin –
“Humans have driven the extinction of at least 881 animal species since around 1500, with many scientists suspecting the true number is far higher, possibly reaching over a million species by some estimates, including threatened ones. Plant and invertebrate extinctions are also significant but less documented. The current rate of species loss is unprecedented, leading to an ongoing sixth mass extinction, a phenomenon primarily caused by human activities like habitat destruction. “
Knowing a culture and its religion affect language
Western cultures would be so much better if we had these words
NAMASTE
AHIMSA
CHALLENGING CULTURAL NORMS
I know that many people realize that our cultural norms are a major factor in causing the extinction of all life.
But still conform to these social norms:
Not because they are worried about what others think:
but because these attitudes are “hard wired”.
WASPs (as in White Anglo Saxon Protestant) believe that we own things
we are part of a culture that inculcates only money matters.
Multi nationals control the world and the politicians
WASPs (as in White Anglo Saxon Protestant)
Don’t like a messy garden with leaves on the driveway:
Don’t like bird poop on their home or cars:
Don’t want flies ants and other insects in their homes:
Snails in their vegie patch:
Or birds eating the vegetables or fruit:
AND THERE IS MORE
I am not immune
Technically I am a WASP
And I realize that hygiene is necessary
I believe we will restore the ecological balance:
We need a major attitude change:
How will this happen while multinationals rule the world?
The Matrix (original)
Namaste
I love the meaning of this word
The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”
A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE BLUE PLANET
I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was
7.4 billion:
(1st published 4th April 2017)
It is now more than 8 .2 billion
I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic
The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet
The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures
The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this
I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation
I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians
If you think that death is the end this book will make you question that assumption:
In the 1970’s I was intrigued by psychic abilities:
A fellow student at teachers college introduced me to Spiritualism:
I thought people were way too gullible.
I went from thinking silly humans are afraid of dying and are making the information fit to realizing that sometimes the communication with those who have died is genuine.
There are so many stories that I would love to include but it would be breaking client confidentiality.
VEGAN
I am so happy to know that so many humans care about other life forms
I have been vegetarian since the 1970s
In the 1970s when I was first in Animal lib —-we would get a monthly news letter with recipes
At Christmas the news letter had—“Turkey Surprise” — the surprise was NO TURKEY
I found this picture years ago but do not know who to give the credit to.
In South Australia in the 1970’s and 80’s vegetarians and vegans were not catered for.
There was a cafe on the corner of Hindmarsh Square and Rundle Street Adelaide, called “Carrots” :
one restaurant that catered for vegans
and a Lebanese restaurant that offered a vegetarian platter.
The only vegetarian food one could buy was by Sanitarium
which was, and am guessing still is, owned by the Seventh-day Adventist church.
(And very much appreciated — Thank you Seventh Day Adventists)
We were ridiculed and abused by those in pubs, restaurants and people generally.
I made my own burghers using lentils, vegetable and bread crumbs and at a surprise birthday party for my (now ex) husband all the carnivores were eating these:
not realizing they had no meat.
If I ate meat I would have night mares about being an animal in a slaughter house.
I object to factory farming and production line slaughter.
Of course the reason the setup is this way is there are way to many humans.
I didn’t want to eat meat as a child:
for refusing I received a bashing from my mother:
she threatened to have me put in a mental institution
and served me the same meal for breakfast lunch and tea until I ate it.
I have allowed myself to eat meat on a few occasions over the years usually because I was anaemic
The night mares return plus my digestive system doesn’t handle meat.
In this day and age when there are so many vegans, I never expected to be ridiculed but it has happened on several occasions.
I complimented one woman on having soy milk in her coffee and she abused the hell out of me:
Said that she wasn’t vegan (which according to her is worse than leprosy ) she had soy milk because she liked it.
It is important to me that I am always honest so I must confess that sadly I have only been a part time vegan— but still vegetarian:
Hoping this time around I will stay vegan.
If I ate eggs I bought those produced locally as I have been to the farm where the chickens are and I would live where they live 😀
I cannot watch cooking shows:
Haven’t cooked meat for anyone since 1998
I am horrified that people think eating creature that is boiled alive is a treat.
A friend asked me why vegans avoid dairy :
I explained that the cows are kept continually pregnant:
the calves go to slaughter and their mothers know.
In my opinion the drug companies are worse than the meat industry.
In 1982 the husband of one of my staff asked me to report that suckie calves were left to die of dehydration & starvation.
I was told by someone who bought stock that
all new borns are just left to die that way.
In 1982 I reported what was told to me to the RSPCA who called me a liar and a trouble maker.
I put something inwriting but it was ignored.
Years later an acquaintance who had worked in the abattoirs told me that the drug companies ask for this.
And my podiatrist (an animal activist) told me that the drug companies collect hormones from this type of death.
AHIMSA
If you think that death is the end this book will make you question that assumption:
In the 1970’s I was intrigued by psychic abilities:
A fellow student at teachers college introduced me to Spiritualism:
I thought people were way too gullible.
I went from thinking silly humans are afraid of dying and are making the information fit to realizing that sometimes the communication with those who have died is genuine.
There are so many stories that I would love to include but it would be breaking client confidentiality.
A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE BLUE PLANET
I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was
7.4 billion:
(1st published 4th April 2017)
It is now more than 8 .2 billion
I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic
The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet
The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures
The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this
I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation
I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians
A CREATIVE MEDITATION
CREATIVE CONSCIOUSNESS MEDITATION
This is a visualization meditation
You create a sacred space which you use for healing
talking with friends
solving problems
creating anything that you wish
I recorded this guided meditation for a psychic development group that I was running, at participants request
I have put it in writing to bring down your guides for the first time as it isn’t included in the audio
The colours and numbers take your consciousness to alpha.
MEDITATION
Relax: centre: and protect yourself.
Breathe deeper and slower that you normally would.
Visualize the colour RED and know that you are becoming more relaxed.
Now visualize ORANGE
YELLOW
GREEN
BLUE: you are very relaxed and calm now.
INDIGO
VIOLET
You are now on a beach. Feel the sand between your toes. Smell the sea air. Hear the seagulls and the thunder of the waves. Stay here a while relaxing.
You see an hole in the cliff face and start walking toward this.
You enter and find yourself in a cave lit by phosphorescent fungi.
There are steps going down.
You descend these steps.
12;11;10;9;8;7;6;5;4;3;2;1
There is a door in front of you.
You open this door.
This is your sacred space:
You create this yourself.
The more that you use this meditation the more powerful it will become.
Have an elevator to the right at the back to bring people down for healing; problems solving; or just to talk to.
Always send them back up.
The first time you go to you sacred space you bring down a male & female guide.
They stay here. You do not send THEM back.
visualize the lift/elevator going up
then coming back down
as the door opens your female guide steps out
notice how she looks
ask her name
ask her to stand by you while you send the elevator back up
and then down again
as the door opens your male guide steps out
notice how he looks
ask his name
spend time talking with your guides
create your sacred space
Create a door to the back left to go on astral journeys.
A clock and calendar to change the date & time. — or these days a computer would do.
Anything that you feel that you require for healing
Anything you wish
I have a “natural” mineral pool because I like nature:
You could have a spar
Or a medical bed like they have in Star Trek 😛
Remember that your guides stay in this sacred space awaiting you.
When you are ready go back the way that you came.
1;2;3;4;5;6;7;8;9;10;11;12
VIOLET; INDIGO; BLUE; GREEN; YELLOW; ORANGE; RED
AHIMSA
If you think that death is the end this book will make you question that assumption:
In the 1970’s I was intrigued by psychic abilities:
A fellow student at teachers college introduced me to Spiritualism:
I thought people were way too gullible.
I went from thinking silly humans are afraid of dying and are making the information fit to realizing that sometimes the communication with those who have died is genuine.
There are so many stories that I would love to include but it would be breaking client confidentiality.
Trees
THERE IS A TREE MEDITATION IN THIS POST
I am frequently told trees are a fire hazard
Trees don’t light: fires – humans do!
Human arsonists have set fire to the side of my property at Goolwa after torching the local bushland.
So the way to stop bushfires would be to get rid of arsonists –not trees
Someone recently said
“trees belong in the bush” (referring to natives)
To which I replied
“they are in the bush –we moved in”
I was on a corner block
The neighbour behind me and to the northeast removed all trees from their properties
and the neighbour next to me chopped down all the trees — the original owner loved trees.
The council removed a tree opposite where I lived
It wasn’t in the way of anything –not even impinging on the footpath
After it was chopped three magpies stood by the stump
Their home gone
I am opposed to absolute ideologies (fascism) so I do not impose my ideas on others.
But I am tired of others imposing their views on me.
I am sick of people telling me to get rid of trees.
Trees are essential for the air and soil.
And essential for other life forms
Considering famous people like David Attenborough have been ignored I am not expecting anyone taking notice of me
I think that trees should have been listed as an endangered species a century ago
and a permit required to kill one.
Real-estate development removes millions of trees destroying the homes and food source of other life forms and effecting both the soil and air.
So instead of chopping down trees lets bring in harsher penalties for arsonists.
And build our homes in harmony with the environment.
Oops I forgot: People believe that cultures that live in harmony with the environment and don’t worship money are primitive and therefore inferior.
I no longer belong to “Trees for Life” because they have devolved into an impotent bureaucracy. (we were expected to use poison and to kill nonindigenous plants and animals — when I questioned “humans” as non-indigenous no one even laughed)
One of my support staff (after i told him this) said — Trees For Life is an oxymoron
Not only do the multinationals rule the world they have the masses “brain washed”.
I have recorded a “Tree Meditation” it is paraphrased form MOTHER WIT by Diane Mariechild (Plant meditiation)
HUG A TREE — ask permission of the tree first
NAMASTE
WICCA
MISCONCEPTIONS
I realize some people still equate witches with evil people who sacrifice animals.
Not us!
My tradition is Alexandrian/Gardenarian and we work sky clad
I became interested in the 1970’s – my first degree initiation was 1983
This is the first page of my Book of Shadows started in 1983
“Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfil
An it harm NONE
Do what thou will”
The concept that witches were evil began at the inquisition when the Church of Rome was trying to get rid of the Old Religion and the women herbalists.
The Satanists, who we are sometimes equated with, got their ideas from Malleus Maleficarum,
which is about how to torture people to get them to say they worship the devil and not about witchcraft as it says if you Google!
Our rituals are similar to American Indian rituals –at least the one I am aware of, which is Sioux tradition.
After telling a friend that I used to lecture on Wicca in the 1980s and early 1990s –
I told her that in the 1990s when it was becoming popular it attracted a lot of people to training courses
Her reply was “you must have made a lot of money“
WE DID NOT CHARGE
Neophytes were asked to donate for candles and incense.
Back to witches not being evil.
I will not kill anything — Not spiders: mice: insects: trees –
I believe everything that exists has consciousness and deserves respect.
I have cried on many occasions because I haven’t been able to save a bird: animal or reptile that had been hit by a car – at least I move them off the road so that they are not continuously run over.
I get upset when moths throw themselves at the window to get to the light.
This doesn’t mean there are not people out there calling themselves witches and killing animals.
Male witches are called witches,
so if someone claims to be a warlock be suspicious.
***
The following words had different meanings once:
Wicca meant wise or to bend
Heathen = dweller on the heath
Pagan = village dweller
Weird = magic
Sinister = left-handed
***
What we label as magic is actually quantum physics
Einstein’s E = mc2
I understood that time decrease with velocity in my teens (1960s)
But it is thanks to Star Trek that I realized that matter and energy are interchangeable
“Energy equals mass times the speed of light squared.” On the most basic level, the equation says that energy and mass (matter) are interchangeable; they are different forms of the same thing. Under the right conditions, energy can become mass, and vice versa.” From PBS.org
I questioned my spirit guides about life after death and was “told” “can you conceptualize no linear time?” when I answered “no” they said that they couldn’t explain
Blessed be
and be kind to non humans
I should have called this book LIFE AFTER DEATH as my experiences convinced me that this life isn’t all that there is –
The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece
but a true story.
I dont know the meaning of life:
nor understand the nature of reality:
I do know physical death is not the end.
And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.
The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.
It wasn’t included in the original l publication
( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)
A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE BLUE PLANET
I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:
(1st published 4th April 2017)
It is now more than 8 billion
I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic
The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet
The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures
He idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this
I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation
I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians
LIFE AFTER DEATH
People tend to believe that a belief in God and heaven is necessary for a belief in an “afterlife”
Surviving death isn’t synonymous with a religious belief.
We do not understand the nature of reality.
(or at least I don’t)
It appears we exist in an alternate reality when we are “not here”! In this reality the electrons are apparently moving at a different speed around the protons and neutrons so it is out of phase. ( This is my very limited understanding of quantum physics)
Another misconception is that people have to be “earth bound” to communicate with the living:
NOT SO!
I asked “clairvoyantly” about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)
The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated:
I was asked if I could conceptualize NO LINEAR TIME and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.
We may all be in a huge holodeck:
As suggested by Star Trek Next Generation —
And “What The Bleep”
“Ship In A Bottle” season six — Star Trek Next Geneeration
In the “special features” of What the “Bleep” they mention that Professor WilliamTiller gives the mathematical constructs of a hologram that we “are” living in.
(William A. Tiller is a professor emeritus of materials science and engineering at Stanford University)
Until the following I suspected clairvoyance was wishful thinking and vivid imagination
The incident that convinced me that clairvoyance was a reality happened at work. I was a student nurse at Strathmont Centre. I was washing dishes with a male staff nurse. We didn’t have kitchen hands in those days. Kym was six feet tall and rather heavy set and had long blonde hair. A man (deceased) flashed in (when I see or hear things they flash in a fraction of a second) He had Kym’s high forehead and similar features but wore a suit with a crepe ribbon and a cross and had a short back and sides haircut and dark hair.
I asked Kym if his father was a minister. He asked me why and initially I would not answer. I eventually told him what I saw and Kym told me that it was his uncle. He asked me what denomination his uncle was.
I did not know.
After Kym left the kitchen I asked his uncle, whom I could no longer “see”, what he had died of. The words were that fast all I could make out was sclerosis. Because we were with the intellectually disabled I thought “tubular sclerosis?” Then I realized it was multiple sclerosis.
When we were having a tea break Kym told me that his uncle died of multiple sclerosis. I was amazed and said that his uncle had “told” me this!
Kym said “Get more”! I informed him that I couldn’t.
But I saw panama hats and monkeys. I said “He was a missionary in South America” Kym said “Yes”.
I then saw masks and a jungle and said he was also a missionary in New Guinea.
Kym told me this wasn’t so.
When Kym came to work the next day, he said that his mother had confirmed that her brother was a missionary in New Guinea.
This showed that I wasn’t just reading Kym’s mind.
AHIMSA
Trees
THERE IS A TREE MEDITATION IN THIS POST
I am frequently told trees are a fire hazard
Trees don’t light: fires – humans do!
Human arsonists have set fire to the side of my property at Goolwa after torching the local bushland.
So the way to stop bushfires would be to get rid of arsonists –not trees
Someone recently said
“trees belong in the bush” (referring to natives)
To which I replied
“they are in the bush –we moved in”
I was on a corner block
The neighbour behind me and to the northeast removed all trees from their properties
and the neighbour next to me chopped down all the trees — the original owner loved trees.
The council removed a tree opposite where I lived
It wasn’t in the way of anything –not even impinging on the footpath
After it was chopped three magpies stood by the stump
Their home gone
I am opposed to absolute ideologies (fascism) so I do not impose my ideas on others.
But I am tired of others imposing their views on me.
I am sick of people telling me to get rid of trees.
Trees are essential for the air and soil.
And essential for other life forms
Considering famous people like David Attenborough have been ignored I am not expecting anyone taking notice of me
I think that trees should have been listed as an endangered species a century ago
and a permit required to kill one.
Real-estate development removes millions of trees destroying the homes and food source of other life forms and effecting both the soil and air.
So instead of chopping down trees lets bring in harsher penalties for arsonists.
And build our homes in harmony with the environment.
Oops I forgot: People believe that cultures that live in harmony with the environment and don’t worship money are primitive and therefore inferior.
I no longer belong to “Trees for Life” because they have devolved into an impotent bureaucracy. (we were expected to use poison and to kill nonindigenous plants and animals — when I questioned “humans” as non-indigenous no one even laughed)
One of my support staff (after i told him this) said — Trees For Life is an oxymoron
Not only do the multinationals rule the world they have the masses “brain washed”.
I have recorded a “Tree Meditation” it is paraphrased form MOTHER WIT by Diane Mariechild (Plant meditiation)
HUG A TREE — ask permission of the tree first
NAMASTE
clairvoyanceetc 
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