TO “SEE” OR NOT TO “SEE”

my Dad born 1/1/1921 died 27/5/2004

I believe that everyone is clairvoyant – the ability atrophies because our culture tells us it doesnt exist

My mentor said that it was just a naural extension of our five senses

In the 1970s most people considered us the lunatic fringe

In the late nineteen eighties early nineties the so called “New age” became trendy

And was turned into the Protestant ethic of making  a profit

From trekmovie.com —-
(I  like Armin Shimerman as an actor but I’m not much of a fan of Deep Space Nine)

There is still a lunatic fringe

And there are also many con artist who charge a fortune  and are making it up

I have never charged much

Partly because my Dad was a Spiritualist and told me that I must not charge

And  also because I am so anti the Protestant ethic 

One lady told me the year before covid  that anyone who charges less than eighty is no good

I don’t care whether people believe me not

It is not a matter of belief

More one of quantum physics

See  blog” Life after Death”

Act 1 Scene 5 of Shakespeare’s  Hamlet

“There are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.” 

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com

One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

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In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under a different title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now  8 billion.

Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.

I wrote this as social satire and sympathetic magic

TO “SEE” OR NOT TO “SEE”

my Dad born 1/1/1921 died 27/5/2004

I believe that everyone is clairvoyant – the ability atrophies because our culture tells us it doesnt exist

My mentor said that it was just a naural exension of our five senses

In the 70s most people considered us the lunatic fringe

In the late nineteen eighties early nineties the so called “New age” became trendy

And was turned into the Protestant ethic of making  a profit

From trekmovie.com —-
(I  like Armin Shimerman as an actor but I’m not much of a fan of Deep Space Nine)

There is still a lunatic fringe

And there are also many con artist who charge a fortune  and are making it up

I have never charged much

Partly because my Dad was a Spiritualist and told me that I must not charge

And  also because I am so anti the Protestant ethic 

One lady told me the year before covid  that anyone who charges less than eighty is no good

I don’t care whether people believe me not

It is not a matter of belief

More one of quantum physics

See  blog” Life after Death”

Act 1 Scene 5 of Shakespeare’s  Hamlet

“There are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.” 

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com

One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

————————

In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

SAVNG THE BEAUTIFUL BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under a different title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now  8 billion.

Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.

I wrote this as social satire and sympathetic magic

REMOVE CORDS

This morning while meditating I “got” that I wasn’t healing because my bodies and chakas were

Covered in cords

Whether this  concept came for my guides or my subconscious I took note.

It reminded me of something that happened last century

In 1990 I saw a psychologist who was also a clairvoyant

He had been recommended

Since the early 1980s I had spent a fortune on psychiatrists and psychologists and still the PTSD had not been diagnosed

Mostly they told me that there was nothing wrong with me

one psychiatrist said it was PMT and laughed

I was still with my second husband whose first wife had warned me was “Past master of mental cruelty ”

At this time I believed I deserved abuse because if I ever mention the abuse people would tell me I must have deserved it

– my abuse started when I was a baby and my mother continued her physical and mental abuse for 63 years although her physical abuse was limited to slapping me across the face this century.

— my first husband was physically abusive and the second mentally abusive.

I had also suffered at least eight  traumas each of which  I have learned would cause PTSD

Without my mentioning anything this man told me that my mother had numerous cords on my aura and chakras and that I shoul,d avoid her for a minimum o six months

He also said I was to defend and assert myself to my husband.

I sadly ignored this advice.

I have recoded a chakra balancing exercise  

I start at the crown chakra if you prefer to start at the base chakra there are many exercises available

As well as removing cords from my chakras I removed them form my meridians

And from my physical:
 emotional:

 Mental:

 Etheric:

 Astral

and akashic bodies

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

MY MORNING MUSINGS

THIS IS A RE BLOG

i CHOSE IT BECAUSE TODAY IS THE ANNIVERSARY OF RILEY’S DEATH

I was going to put a video of myself to make it personal but decided to post this one of my pets

Bukkandi (cat) died July 2020

RILEY (AustralianxMaltese terrier) died November 2020 –and November 2020 I had an heartattack

I was watching the semi final of THE VOICE AUSTRALIA

It  reminded me that I am not competitive

I disagree with the idea of an hierarchy

Not into “one-upmanship”

Majored in sociology so understand that an heirachy is efficient

I am not intersested in publicity — just like blogging

A few years ago I told a friend of mine that I had refused to be interviewed by the media and she gave me this look imply I was lying and delusional

I was a clairvoyant and a witch in the days when “they” still wanted to put us to death

Then it became the flavour of the decade

I was asked to be interviewed by a television station because I was an High Priestess Wicca:

I refused to be interwiewed by a radio station

And a New Age magazine

The magazine rep said to me “it would be great publicity”

I didnt want the publicity

I don’t trust the media

In the late seventies a friend who was a Spiritualist minister was interviewed by a local television station They edited the interview to make her look like an idiot

This century a friend’s son  (at Schoolies) fell off the balcony of a local pub –drunk – a newspaper reporter wanted to interview her and she told them that she was busy getting he son into an ambulance

They printed a story saying that he had tried to commit suicide

 I must be in the wrong culture –or maybe the wrong species

I was brought up Church of England

(which was renamed Anglican in 1981 – Loved the series Downton Abby but they call Church of England Anglican back in the early 1900s )

As a child I  couldn’t understand why only humans and only humans of same religion were loved and “saved”  by God

me age 3 and Christy

I studied world religions as an elective at teachers college and did a lot of research on religion when I was lecturing on Wicca

The protestant ethic and the human population being way beyond plague proportions  (8 billion) has already caused the extinction of numerous life forms

me at the very first Australian Wiccan conference

 Long long ago (In the 1970’s) I wrote a sociology paper on communism.

 Unfortunately I am unable to remember all my research and “googling” does not always give accurate information.

 I could never understand why Marx was portrayed as some one evil?

 Well yes, I can: He was criticizing capitalism.

And advocating sharing

I remember the conclusion of this paper was –  that the only time true communism  existed was in Israeli Kibbutz: and this is no longer the case.

 It appears humans prefer to own

rather than share.

When I  think about it: we are programmed to compete: therefore we see others as someone we compete against.

We are programmed to buy and own

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

HALLOWEEN/MAY DAY

from Facebook

It is Beltane here “Down Under”

The sabbats are seasonal:

so in the southern hemisphere it is Beltane (MayDay)

In the northern hemisphere it is Samhain (Halloween)

Beltane was a fertility festival where the villages would come together:

This way “in- breeding” – in the same village was lessened.

A child conceived at Beltane was considered special.

We witches in the days before Wicca became popular; and before “political correctness” ;

jokingly called it the “Nookie Festival.”

Bright Nookie!  😀

Wiccan 2nd 0001

This is me at the very first Australian Wiccan conference in 1984. At spring equinox:

Where I heard the song “Burning Times” by Charlie Murphy

This version is by Spiral Dance:

Enjoy your celebrations:

Blessed Be

and be kind and respectful of non human life forms

–the continued existence of all life depends on it

THANKING OUR BODY

This is from  a meditation group that I attended in 1980 – the man running the group played the tape and I was able to get a copy

Unfortunately I no longer have this tape so cannot credit the lady who first recorded it

Me with my granddog 😛

NAMASTE

EVERY DAY IN EVERY WAY I AM BETTER AND BETTER

FROM FACEBOOK

In my nursing days I was objectively aware that frustration and being treated with contempt  was/is an issue for the elderly and disabled (for patients; residents; clients)

I have always treated people with respect regardless of disability; race; age; sex; sexual preference; religion etc.

A couple examples:

One young lady who suffered with Freidriech Ataxia when she changed service providers said that she would not change unless they hired me.

I thought “I am not that good!” and then I met her other carers who were so patronising.

When I worked in a major hospital I was told off for spoiling patient when all I was doing was treating them like people.

I am now old, disabled and overweight so am subjectively aware of frustration and being treated with contempt.

me three weeks ago

me 5 and 1/2 years ago at my daughters fiftieth –daughter in law, son and grandson pictured

BUT with age comes wisdom and I am  determined to be healthier and slimmer using affirmations: diet and doing what exercises that am able to do.

Plus I am grateful for where I live and for all the trees and birds in my garden and for friends and family that help and support me.

my driveway

the beach at the end of “my” road

Coorong

“BELIEVE IN THE POSSIBILITY OF WHAT YOU INTEND TO DO, HOLD IT STRONGLY IN YOUR MIND AND IT WILL HAPPEN”

From  Natural Magic by Doreen Valiente

Kangaroo Island last century

UNLOVED

I am writing this as therapy for myself — so don’t read if you need cheering up

Research has shown how damaging not being loved is

I also know that there are others who will identify to some degree.

I was born just before midnight on the nineteenth of February 1949 in Billinge Hospital Wigan.

My Mother had wanted a boy and couldn’t have more children after my birth, hence she never liked me.

 I turned three on board the SS Strathnaver on the way to South Australia.

She never liked me but I always loved her.

 When I was a child I thought that she was the most beautiful and the cleverest person I knew.

I suffered sixty three years of physical and mental abuse abuse from the person that is supposed to love you when no one else does.

Admittedly this century her physical abuse was limited to slapping me across the face when she felt like it.

I have flash backs to when I was in my cot so know the abuse started when I was a baby

 I started school when I was four: Mother arranged this so that she could go to work.

I have blocked out a lot of my abuse but somethings will occasionally trigger a flashback.

me age three

When we were still at Northfield and I was already going to school my mother pushed me into the wood burning part of the wood stove when it was lit and shut the door: She then pulled me out: wrapped me in a blanket and told people that she had saved my life after I crawled in. I had first degree burns.

 A few years later we moved to Salisbury North. It was still mostly farms at the time.

When I was ten my mother was bashing me with a scrubbing brush and had also washed my mouth out with soap. I said to her “I haven’t done anything wrong” and she told my that she just felt like bashing me.  Despite this, for over half a century I believed that I deserved abuse because this is what everyone told me.

I had no idea her behaviour wasn’t normal when I was young.

I had no siblings nor extended family and when I was young, no television.

When I was in my twenties I thought I was a bad mother because I didn’t scream at my children and bash them.

 My mother was my role model.

With my first child my mother’s advice was:

“When she cries put her in her cot; shut the door and let her cry herself to sleep.”

I did not follow this advice.

I did not know to hug children;

give positive reinforcement

or play with them.

I could forgive my mother for the abuse but not the lies

She had almost everyone convinced she was all sweetness and light

Although on a few rare occassions she showed her true colours

including spoiling her “best friend’s” last Christmas by abusing her.

I attend teacher’s college in the seventies as a mature student.

 Gough Whitlam was prime minister and university was free.

I had only two units to go to my diploma when I  dropped out, expecting to go back and complete these units later.

 My husband had quit his job and we had his brother’s children as well as our own to support.

 His brother had dumped his children, initially on his mother but then on us.

 I had a social worker come out to see if we could get financial support toward these boys and we did.

 My brother in law had smashed a beer bottle in his wife’s face, so she left him. He found her and said he wanted his children. She gave them to him.

 When I told the social worker about the abuse she said “She probably deserved it!” My reply: “Well I hope that you deserve it one day!”

I took work with the intellectually disabled.

I let my mother mind the children, which in retrospect was stupid. My nephews were four and six at the time and the four-year-old was in his twenties when he told me how abusive my mother had been to him. I didn’t hear about the abuse to the then six-year-old (now in his early forties) until just after my mother’s funeral.

I looked after my mother until she died

The doctor had said she was not to be on her own

It was very stressful being around someone who criticized everything I did no matter how well I di it

When I found her a placement in a local nursing home her clothes had to have name tags pressed on. She apologised to the staff for my being too lazy to sew them on.

Mother’s physical abuse was scary but the mental abuse did more damage:

Her frequent statement:-

“After all the pain and suffering I went through giving birth to you: you are useless a failure a disappointment: neither use nor ornament.”

Has been well and truly inculcated:

So I have no self-confidence or feeling of self-worth.

I criticize myself in everything I do because this is what my mother did.

If I feel I have done something that doesn’t conform to the norm I just start crying and going into a panic attack.

Mother looks like a lovely person: no wonder people believed her attention seeking lies.

This photo was taken at the Goolwa hotel in 2003 – I put my arm around both of them but my mother just moved away
 

When Dad was alive I noticed mother would make up stories about how horrible my Dad was to her:

She claimed he was cruel and abusive: he wasn’t

She claimed he slept around with other women – not so

She claimed he was gay —

you may think “So what!”

but in my mothers day gay men would be certified insane and put in a mental institution. (this stopped in 1955)

She also made up stories about how horrible I was – some I heard about:

for some I just was abused and treated with contempt for being horrible to my mother.

There are so many more stories but I don’t think telling them is helping me feel better

Screaming might help but I would scare the neighbours

I do have happy stories  and I have the best children and grandchildren

some of my family

IF YOU ARE A MISFIT

YOU ARE PROBABLY AN ORIGINAL THINKER

Albert Einstein —- I have had this photo for years and cannot remember where I got it from — hence unable to acknowledge 😦

I know that I have posted this several times

It is usually motivated by someone preaching their stupidity

Without “misfits” things would never change

In the 1970s I was ridiculed for being a vegetarian –for being a member of Animal Liberation 

Greenpeace was considered a dangerous radical group and its member deviants

And women abused us for being in Women’s Liberation

Environmental groups have devolved into impotent bureaucracies and women’s lib has gone to ridiculous extremes —all we wanted was equal rights.

Plus attitudes haven’t changed much –So many people are horrified at the idea of zero population growth and quote horrors that have happened in China

Once upon a time the church would tell us what to think and do

Now it is the media

from FACEBOOK

HAIL TO THEE ORIGINAL THINKERS

From THE MATRIX

“Most of these people are not ready to be unplugged and many are so inured; so hopelessly dependant on the system that they will fight to protect it”

In the days when only white hetrosexual males had rights and status the mindless masses believed this was how thngs should be 😦

Original thinkers are no longer put to death

nor put in a mental institution:

they are just treated with contempt by mindless automatons.

Original thinkers see beyond their cultural programming:

OUR CULTURAL NORMS ARE MAKING ALL LIFE EXTINCT

The concept that only humans matter is so destructive to the ecology

chopping down trees:

culling other life forms because they are considered vermin or dangerous:

Destroying flora and fauna for real estate development:

thinking concrete is better than dirt:

refusing to implement zero population growth.

https://populationmatters.org/

and so much more.

Life of Brian

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

“Let them eat cake”

On my soap box again despite knowing people just don’t want to know.

Wiser and well known people have  advocated for other life forms and the ecology long before me.

Peter Singer

Albert Schweitzer

John Newton  (wrote Amazing Grace)

Irving Stowe and Dorothy Stowe, (founders of GreenPeace)

Casey Affleck

Alec Baldwin

James Cromwell

David Attenborough

And many many more

And there were movies

“The Day the Earth Stood Still” (re make)

And “Avatar’

“Let them eat cake”

a famous quote attributed to Marie-Antoinette, the queen of France during the French Revolution. As the story goes, it was the queen’s response upon being told that her starving peasant subjects had no bread.

Most people have this attitude and response to starving wild life.

e.g.                                                                                                                  

I am often told

“don’t feed the birds they have to find their own food”

People don’t realize that humans in western culture have destroyed the homes and food sources of all other life forms.

Our norms and attitudes are causing the extinction of all life.

In our culture we don’t share with one another; never mind other life forms.

Karl Marx who advocated sharing – communism – is seen as evil.

And please know China and other so called communist countries have “state capitalism” not communism.

(I wrote a paper on Karl Marx when I majored in sociology)

Some one told me not to go on about the ecology because there is nothing that they can do:

but they and you can:

Do what you can in the microcosm

Feed the birds even if your neighbours abuse you because they don’t want the noise and the poop.

Google eco friendly homes and gardens for ideas:

Don’t use poisons:

Try your best to adhere to ahimsa

Don’t kill insects and mice etc

Enjoy your day

taken by me on Kangaroo Island last century