THREE AUDIO MEDITATIONS

CREATIVE CONSCIOUSNESS MEDITATION

I recorded Creative Consciousness meditation earlier this century at the request of a psychic development group that I was running at the time.

TREE MEDITATION paraphrased from Mother Wit by Diane Mariechild —- it is a great book if you can find it.

Am sure you are better at finding things on Google etc than me 😛 — I couldn’t find it.

ASTRAL PROJECTION

Also from Mother Wit

Blessed be

and be kind too non humans

the dog and I miss Bukkandi (wild cat)

THIS IS WORTH READING

me at the Coorong

THIS HAPPENED IN 1979

and changed my attitude from sceptic to knowing it was “real”

The incident that convinced me that clairvoyance was a reality happened at work.

 I was a student nurse in an institution for people with an intellectual disability

We later were re classified

“the powers that be” finally realized that people an with intellectual ability are not sick.

 I was washing dishes with a male staff nurse.

 We didn’t have kitchen hands in those days.

 Kym was six feet tall and rather heavy set and had longish blonde hair.

 A man (deceased) flashed in

 (when I “see” or “hear” they flash in a fraction of a second)

 He had Kym’s high forehead and similar features but wore a suit with a crepe ribbon and a cross and had a short back and sides haircut and dark hair.

 I asked Kym if his father was a minister. He asked me why and initially I would not answer.

 I eventually told him what I saw and Kym told me that it was his uncle. He asked me what denomination his uncle was.

 I did not know.

 After Kym left the kitchen I asked his uncle, whom I could no longer “see”, what he had died of.  The words were that fast all I could make out was “sclerosis”.

 Because we were with the intellectually disabled I thought “tubular sclerosis?” Then I realized it must be multiple sclerosis.

 When we were having a tea break Kym told me that his uncle died of multiple sclerosis.

 I was amazed and said that his uncle had “told” me this!

 Kym said “Get more”!

 I informed him that I couldn’t.

 But I “saw” panama hats and monkeys.

 I said “He was a missionary in South America”

 Kym said “Yes”.

I then saw masks and a jungle and said he was also a missionary in New Guinea.

Kym told me this wasn’t so.

When Kym came to work the next day, he said that his mother had confirmed that her brother was a missionary in New Guinea.

This showed that I wasn’t just reading Kym’s mind.                    

this is an old business card that someone made for me

Kym’s story was in my book

but I omitted many amazing stories so as not to break client confidentiality.

 The following I left out because I thought telling them would be breaking client confidentiality:

 I have left out most of the details  to retain anonymity.         

When giving clairvoyant readings in a local shop

One man that I read for had this sceptical look on his face:

 I “saw and communicated” with  his father who had passed over:

This man’s facial expression didn’t change:

So I thought that he was not impressed.

As the weeks passed I “read” for people who told me that this man had recommended me.

One day I “read” for this man’s wife

I told her  that I didn’t think that he was at all impressed:

she said to me:

“He was flabbergasted”

After some one else’s deceased father came through (with information to prove it was really him)

I also “saw” this person (that I was reading for) being presented with an unusually shaped trophy

They said:

“There is nothing I could win a trophy for”

They did win a trophy and when it was shown to me

it was the one in my vision.

This only proof to me:

But I love it when this happens.

Early this century when I was reading in a local shop

I “read” for a young lady whose brother communicated:

This young man had been murdered:

When he first “connected” he “said”

“This business of when your numbers up: your number’s up: is crap”

This is what some people had said to this lady and her mother when he was murdered.

Humans can be thoughtless and cruel.

I have closed my business account with PayPal and my Clairvoyant Medium Facebook page.

I was refusing readings because I was in too much pain

I know that pain doesn’t necessarily block my clairvoyance

So am offering email: skype or messenger clairvoyant readings:

I am unable to do readings in person

All I  am asking as payment is a donation.

You choose how much:

I have closed my PayPal business account

I will give  bank details to deposit the money.

I do not begrudge doing freebies but sadly am now poor 😦

Last century I earned $2010 per fortnight:

Last year I had to get a food parcel twice.

Honesty is important to me

So if I tell you that I “see’ someone who has passed over — it is the truth.

I always ask for informtion to prove they are really communicating.

I don’t always get this.

Some days are better than others

just email me

katallen1949@hotmail.com

this artwork was done for me by Chris Parmenter who is an excellent clairvoyant

enjoy your weekend

THIS IS WORTH READING

me at the Coorong

THIS HAPPENED IN 1979

and changed my attitude from sceptic to knowing it was “real”

The incident that convinced me that clairvoyance was a reality happened at work.

 I was a student nurse in an institution for people with an intellectual disability

We later were re classified

“the powers that be” finally realized that people an with intellectual ability are not sick.

 I was washing dishes with a male staff nurse.

 We didn’t have kitchen hands in those days.

 Kym was six feet tall and rather heavy set and had longish blonde hair.

 A man (deceased) flashed in

 (when I “see” or “hear” they flash in a fraction of a second)

 He had Kym’s high forehead and similar features but wore a suit with a crepe ribbon and a cross and had a short back and sides haircut and dark hair.

 I asked Kym if his father was a minister. He asked me why and initially I would not answer.

 I eventually told him what I saw and Kym told me that it was his uncle. He asked me what denomination his uncle was.

 I did not know.

 After Kym left the kitchen I asked his uncle, whom I could no longer “see”, what he had died of.  The words were that fast all I could make out was “sclerosis”.

 Because we were with the intellectually disabled I thought “tubular sclerosis?” Then I realized it must be multiple sclerosis.

 When we were having a tea break Kym told me that his uncle died of multiple sclerosis.

 I was amazed and said that his uncle had “told” me this!

 Kym said “Get more”!

 I informed him that I couldn’t.

 But I “saw” panama hats and monkeys.

 I said “He was a missionary in South America”

 Kym said “Yes”.

I then saw masks and a jungle and said he was also a missionary in New Guinea.

Kym told me this wasn’t so.

When Kym came to work the next day, he said that his mother had confirmed that her brother was a missionary in New Guinea.

This showed that I wasn’t just reading Kym’s mind.                    

this is an old business card that someone made for me

Kym’s story was in my book

but I omitted many amazing stories so as not to break client confidentiality.

 The following I left out because I thought telling them would be breaking client confidentiality:

 I have left out most of the details  to retain anonymity.         

When giving clairvoyant readings in a local shop

One man that I read for had this sceptical look on his face:

 I “saw and communicated” with  his father who had passed over:

This man’s facial expression didn’t change:

So thought I that he was not impressed.

As the weeks passed I “read” for people who told me that this man had recommended me.

One day I “read” for this man’s wife

I told her  that I didn’t think that he was at all impressed:

she said to me:

“He was flabbergasted”

After some one else’s deceased father came through (with information to prove it was really him)

I also “saw” this person (that I was reading for) being presented with an unusually shaped trophy

They said:

“There is nothing I could win a trophy for”

They did win a trophy and when it was shown to me

it was the one in my vision.

This only proof to me:

But I love it when this happens.

Early this century when I was reading in a local shop

I “read” for a young lady whose brother communicated:

This young man had been murdered:

When he first “connected” he “said”

“This business of when your numbers up: your number’s up: is crap”

This is what some people had said to this lady and her mother when he was murdered.

Humans can be thoughtless and cruel.

I have closed my business account with PayPal and my Clairvoyant Medium Facebook page.

I was refusing readings because I was in too much pain

I know that pain doesn’t necessarily block my clairvoyance

So am offering email: skype or messenger clairvoyant readings:

I am unable to do readings in person

All I  am asking as payment is a donation.

You chose how much:

I have closed my PayPal business account

I will give  bank details to deposit the money.

I do not begrudge doing freebies but sadly am now poor 😦

Last century I earned $2010 per fortnight:

Last year I had to get a food parcel twice.

Honesty is important to me

So if I tell you that I “see’ someone who has passed over — it is the truth.

I always ask for informtion to prove they are really communicating.

I don’t always get this.

Some days are better than others

just email me

katallen1949@hotmail.com

this artwork was done for me by Chris Parmenter who is an excellent clairvoyant

enjoy your weekend

WHO ELSE IS ANNOYED BY THE ATTITUDE THAT ONLY HUMANS MATTER?

I have had a lifetime of being told I was wrong and psycho for caring about other life forms:

I studied world religions (as an elective) at teachers college (as a mature student) in the 1970’s so I was aware of Ahimsa:

But found that people of our culture who claim to be Buddhists or similar do not really understand this:

They stick with their cultural  programming that only humans matter.

So if, like me, you think other life forms should be respected for who they are:

Please say so.

It upsets me that people kill insects, spiders, mice, snails, trees, snakes etc

All are sentient and have a “soul”.

Enjoy your day

COUNTING MY BLESSINGS

Managed to walk my best friend this morning

2nd time in a month

When walking back to the car there was a mother duckling and tiny babies next to the path:

Riley didn’t bother them  😃

unfortunately I hadn’t taken my phone so couldn’t take a picture.

My Dad always said “Count your blessings”

and I do.

This picture is my son; a staffy crossed that was my Dad’s dog: me and my Dad.

Dad walked the staffy every day even though Dad was blind:

Off on a tangent that is typically me:

One day Dad took the wrong turn and couldn’t work out where he was:

I eventually drove around looking for him because he had been gone so long and teased him for getting lost when I found him.

Two weeks after Dad died my mother said the dog wasn’t well and asked me to take her to be euthanized

This I did:

I realized later that mother just couldn’t be bothered with  the dog and was so mad at myself for believing her.

Back to counting my blessings

I have avoided the medical system having suffered from medical and surgical mistakes

But necessity is the mother of invention:

I am in so much pain I cannot do much at all

After this mornings walk I am unable push myself to stand up –hopefully I will in a few hours

I am allergic to  pain relief.

But as much as I  would love to be able to do my own housework I am finally going to have to accept “home help”

Hope that this person adheres to my wishes

 as I do not kill anything and won’t use harsh chemicals or poisons.

I feed the birds and anyone who lectures me (as they have done in the past) that the birds have to find their own food:

Will be told-

The human plague has destroyed the homes and resources of all other life forms

If I don’t feed the larger birds they eat the small birds.

If I get lectured that my trees are a fire hazard (as has happened many times)

“I haven’t seen any trees walking around with cigarette lighters lighting fires.”

Having trees and birds around my home is one of my many blessings

A crow:

(and crows are intelligent enough to know humans are cruel and thoughtless –

actually most other lifeforms give humans a wide birth including snakes)

sits on the pagola by my kitchen window when she wants me to feed her.

If I don’t see her immediately she caws.

I don’t have a picture of the crow but this is where she sits

Words of wisdom from my Dad that I have shared before

“Why worry

If you worry you die

If you don’t worry you die

So why worry”

CHANGES FOR THE BETTER

THIS PHOTO WASTAKEN BY MY GRANDSON

I was recently asked for my date of birth –which I gave

And said I AM FLOWER POWER GENERATION

The young lady replied

“Lucky you”

I said
“NO –LUCKY YOU”

My generation were responsible for social change:

(that is all that I said –the rest is for the blog)

Women’s rights:

campaigning for animal rights and caring for the ecology.

When I was growing up:

 as well as having no rights nor status:

women were not expected to enjoy sex.

A woman was expected to stay a virgin until she was married:

A man was expected to be promiscuous:

Never understood how that worked:

When  I was in high school we were discussing sex at lunch time and I said that there were double standards.

Several girls said  “That is the way it is meant to be” —

What does that mean???  —  (In actuality, it meant that it was a cultural norm.)

Once married the chances of a women climaxing was rather slim as (most) men of my age group are proficient at “wham bam thankyou mam!”

AND THEN CAME THE SEXUAL REVOLUTION.

YIPPEE!

Gays could stop pretending that they were heterosexual.  😀

And women could enjoy sex.

Many things have changed for the better in my life time:

Children have rights:

People who don’t have white skin have rights:

But our cultre still thinks humans are the only species that matters:

That cultures that live in harmony with the environment are primitive and inferior:

I tried to practice “ahimsa” before I was aware of the word:

Very difficult in western culture.

When humans culled other species

(and still do –like the kookaburras because they are eating other birds due humans destroying all their food)

I would and do say

Only one species needs culling!”

The problem is that there are too many humans,   so unless we change our attitude soon we will make all life extinct including ourselves.

“MAKE LOVE

NOT WAR”

BUT DON’T PROCREATE.

Davis Attenborough’s movie has got people’s attention

                BUT ARE THE MASSES MORE POWERFUL THAN THE MULTINATIONALS (that control this world)

LOUISE HAY

Last century I watched a video (tape) of Louise Hay, Wayne Dyer and Deepak Chopra

I find them interesting

I don’t necessarily believe everything any one of them teaches

But I appreciate their wisdom

A chemist friend told me (last century) that when testing drugs they allow 25% for placebo effect

Deepak (the only one still in this reality) introduced me to the concept of “NOCEBO”

This is just a preview but the movie is free on YouTube

I also like “What The Bleep”

I have watched it many time (bought the DVD long ago) and I learn something new each time.

Enjoy your day

and please respect other life forms

picture taken February 2019

PTSD

THIS IS A REBLOG BUT MY MOTIVATION THIS TIME IS DIFFERENT

I am having trouble leaving the house and am trying to psychoanalyse why:

(Any one whose fight and flight response is dysfunctional knows that it is difficult to know if there is a real reason for panic or if it is unnecessary)

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Original post =

I was motivated to blog this because an acquaintance complained about her husband’s depression and anxiety:

Claimed she just couldn’t understand why people were like this.

PTSD and PND were not acknowledged in my day

from Facebook

I had 63 years of abuse starting when I was a baby.

When I was younger I was very good at pretending that I was OK (when I wasn’t):

I attended teacher’s college as a mature student:

(Because it was free—thanks to Gough Whitlam)

The head of the psychology department  commented what a happy go lucky person I was:
I had recently had my teeth knocked out and my face stitched:

I thought if I can fool  you I can fool anyone.

When I had my face stiched the nurse patronisingly told me that her husband never abused her!

feeding  the usual – “you must have deserved it” – concept

It wasn’t until this century after seeing an excellent psychologist

and a doctor who had been the victim of abuse

that I realised I didn’t deserve it.

This doctor said that she had only suffered mental abuse but having suffered both I know that mental abuse is worse and does irreparable damage- and told her so.

As I find myself going off in a tangent as usual 😛

This is so me

from Facebook

Having suffered almost a life time of physical and mental abuse and at least seven major traumas:

I  am very aware of how it affects physical health.

I walked my dog early Saturday morning:

just a short walk around the block:

We passed a house with two large dogs:

one brown and one black:

I thought “there is no fence”:

we walked on and I thought –

“there must have been a fence”:

then the huge black dog came charging toward us

Riley is my first little dog,

he used to play on the beach with dogs big and small until one day he was attack by an “holiday” dog

that fortunately had a band around its mouth and I was able to pull her off Riley:

Another time Riley was attacked by two grey hounds

whose humans said “they think he is a rabbit”:

then by a border collie:

He used to play with a border collie so it is the dog (or it’s human) not the breed .

Anyway now both my dog and I are very wary of big dogs:

as this dog bounded toward us I said

“Stop –Go home”

and he did.

But I had chest pains that felt like an heart attack (that lasted all day) but I realised it was anxiety.

Goolwa beach

Because from the early 70’s I believed we create our own reality I worked on self-healing.

I would remind myself what Fakirs could achieve.

I googled “fakir” but it didn’t give the information that I was looking for.

Considering Google “says” Malleus Maleficarum is about witchcraft

when it actually about torturing people so that they confess to being witches,

 What did I  expect.

The following from Doreen Valiente’ss “Natural Magic” inspired me:

Mehmet was told this when he thought he would never be a shaman:

“Believe in the possibility of what you intend to do,

Hold it strongly in your mind

And it will happen.”

A Marion Weinstein’s “word power” I use often:

I have changed the wording  a little:

“Both consciously and subconsciously

I am always creating drawing to myself

and participating in

the most perfect circumstances for my own fulfilment

Creating perfect health in all dimensions of my being”

Thankyou to those who read this far:

Enjoy your day

Please respect nature and other life forms

STANDING ON MY SOAP BOX —AGAIN

Most humans think that they are intelligent and caring yet they continue to destroy the ecology and waste resources?

Wise people have been warning us that we are destroying the ecology long before I was born.

And we are still being told

https://populationmatters.org/

Please RESPECT other life forms

Blessed be

I took this on Kangaroo island last century

humans are NOT the only species that matter

image002

IT IS DIFFICULT TO PRACTICE AHIMSA IN A CULTURE THAT BELIEVES ONLY HUMAND MATTER

Although you can no longer be put to death for not conforming to the status quo you may be ridiculed abused and treated with contempt.

It used to worry me that I didn’t fit in: but I couldn’t even pretend to believe as everyone else apparently did.

When I was younger women had no rights nor status and children were to be “seen and not heard”.

Men were expected to be promiscuous and women were expected to be virgins.

And when (in high school) I commented on the double standards and said

“So how is that supposed to work”?

I was told by my peers that that was the way thing were meant to be.

I was involved with women’s lib and we were ridiculed and abused by other women.

Gays were put in mental institutions until 1955 even after this was stopped they were still considered deviant.

People whose skin wasn’t white were considered the lowest of the low.

Because I treated indigenous Australians with respect I was abused and labelled a “gin” lover

(gin didn’t refer to a drink 😛  )

I recycled in the 1970s and was ridiculed for this.

I was in animal liberation and a vegetarian (sadly not vegan)

I was ridiculed and abused for this.

As a child when I refused to eat meat my mother would serve up the same meal for breakfast lunch and tea until I ate it:

Accompanied by a belting for not eating what I was given:

And threatened with being put in a mental institution which could have been done in those days.

Even this century I have been ridiculed for being vegan.

But I am also encouraged by the fact that many of the younger generation care about other life forms.

Many people have told me to get rid of the trees on my property because they are a fire hazard.

I haven’t seen any trees walking around with a cigarette lighter, lighting fires.

When I lived in the suburbs the man in the house behind me asked me to remove two huge pink gums:

When I asked why he said “The leaves are falling on my lawn”

A neighbour a few years ago told me to concrete my drive way:

said it wasn’t good for my car the way it was.

When I politely refused she said:

“I am only trying to help you”

I sometimes question whether humans are indigenous to this planet.

Other life forms will not reproduce if there is not enough food for their offspring.

Other lifeforms communicate = they just don’t talk:

And  I wonder if there isn’t some collective consciousness connecting all life on this planet (excepting for humans)

I HOPE PEOPLE TAKE NOTICE OF DAVID ATTENBOROUGH

ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND

MY DRIVEWAY