My Sci Fi E Book 4th Instalment




“I am in a cloaked space ship orbiting earth.

I am with the species from Ophiuchus constellation: The Nirahns”


‘So, you are neither humanoid nor air breathing?

What now?’


“Although I will not be fully in linear time, I will free all indigenous life forms and will communicate with the humans: “


(All of this at the same” time”)

Arawn created sanctuaries on land and sea, with beings of his species from “outside the universe” helping.

He took all animals from factory farms, abattoirs,  laboratories, dog fights and farms.

Fish from aquariums:

Birds from cages.

They each went to prepared sanctuaries to heal physically and emotionally.

Dogs taken from labs, dog fights or killing places went to their own sanctuary

as did cats.

Animals from zoos were returned to their country of origin.

Sanctuaries for reptiles, insects, arachnids and molluscs:

Sanctuaries for mice, rats and other creatures labelled vermin.

Arawn caused the flora to grow rapidly. Destroying the concrete and bitumen in its path.

The two main characters were still in conversation:

Kunapipi teased Arawn re communicating with the humans.


‘They won’t take any notice of you!

You’re not humanoid. And you don’t speak!

So you are of no consequence.’


“Oh they will take notice of me:

They will “hear words” and think I am speaking.

They will perceive me as the Antichrist or devil because the devil in western mythology has horns: as do I, as a Nirahn!

Seriously, it doesn’t matter what they believe. I am telling them out of respect:”


‘Oh well I supposed being told of imminent death will suffice as horror they deserve!’


Arawn laughs “It may seem cruel to tell them but I believe they must have their situation explained”

Arawn did this by tapping into all visual media on the planet; television, computers,  smart phones:

Every country heard what he was saying in their own  language.

Other life forms were aware of his explanation telepathically.

Humans had lost what telepathy they had so his communication was concentrated on them.        They thought they were hearing him.


My name is Arawn

I am appearing to you as one of the species that originally created you.

They are from a planet that revolves around binary suns in the Ophiuchus constellation.

These beings do not breathe air and as you can see they are not humanoid.

They genetically engineered you using orangutan and pig DNA so that you could mine gold for them. They use it as an anti-fungal for the plants on their planet.


We have waited too long for you to treat the earth and other life forms with respect!

Your species is way beyond plague proportions, yet you thwart all of “Nature’s” attempts at reducing your numbers. The planet itself has a consciousness!

We have waited too long for you to implement zero population growth.

There are too many humans on this planet for the planet to heal.

Because of this I am removing the majority of humans from this beautiful planet.

You will still continue to exist!

Consciousness cannot be erased from existence. “

( next instalment 8th September 2017)


My Sci Fi E Book Third Instalment

Seven decades past while Anne tried her best to fit in and was frustrated that she couldn’t.





Hurtling through the void of space the Star Ship “Enquirer”  from the Ophiuchus star system headed for the system called “Sol” and more specifically the planet “Earth”. This space ship certainly looked like a flying saucer.

This design had been used for thousands of millennia and was constructed in this round plate like shape that spun like a “top” to create gravity aboard the vessel.

The vessel was designed for exploration hence the crew and more particularly the captain were uncomfortable about their present mission.

“I do not want to be remembered as the captain that annihilated a whole species.” complained Enil.

Arawn who was a VIP passenger, sent out the concept.

“It is my responsibility to heal the blue planet  You will not be annihilating the species!”

Arawn had  just appeared on the fifth planet of a binary sun in the Ophiuchus constellation.

Yet no one noticed.

He projected into the minds of these beings that he was a leader: a scientist: and that he was one of them. Nirahn.

The species he now appeared as, were not humanoid.

They looked like a cross between a deer and a giraffe: with “skin” like a rhinoceros and wobbly legs that looked somewhat like snakes.

They did everything with their mind:

They didn’t breathe oxygen:

They moved around in this “bubble” of liquid that looked like water but was not water.

Their communities blended into the natural environment.

It is difficult to describe  because humans do not have concepts to compare this to. (For example  how would you explain moving pictures or the internet to someone from 14th century Earth.)

Plant life in the domes were similar to coral:  and what looked like rocks: all had consciousness.

( Actually on Earth rocks have a consciousness.)


Arawn created a connection with all those on this planet (which our human English translation would call Nirah) who were indirectly involved with genetically engineering the humans on planet Earth.

He suggested that they return to mend the damage the humans had done and were still doing to the beautiful blue planet.

Nirahns lived for thousands of years but there was no one living that personally remembered the expedition to the corner of the Milky Way.

The humans had been genetically engineered to mine gold because of course the Nirahns could not breathe nor move on the blue planet.

The gold was used as an anti-fungal for their plant life.

By the time Kunapipi heard from Arawn the earth had revolved around Sol seventy times since her incarnation as Anne.

And then Kunapipi remembered who she really was!


The following conversation was just concepts projected telepathically so it happened in seconds.


Even though their communication was telepathic “Anne’s” response still came across as “hyper babble”!


‘Thankyou Arawn for restoring some of my knowing :                                                                  It is beyond frustrating to see so much cruelty and injustice and not be able to do anything about it. What is worse, is being treated as if I were insane because I cared about other life forms!

‘I regret ever advocating for this obnoxious species! ‘


‘I have throughout this life done my best to heal the planet and help other life forms

By joining organizations that campaigned for animal rights and similar groups that cared for trees and ecology.

These groups quite quickly turned into impotent bureaucracies that achieved nothing except support the protestant ethic of money making.

I also, as best as I could, kept my home/s, which I fortunately always managed to own, as an eco-system. For this I was treated as white trash; for not have a pristine manicured garden.

(In this section of linear time Anne/ Kunapipi was a mother and a grandmother. But no longer a wife.)

I now know why I thought Australia was familiar!

It was Lemuria the last time I participated in the Earth part of this universe. The inhabitants lived in harmony with the environment and respected all life. What went wrong?

And why can’t I see beyond linear time?’


“You’ll remember!

Many life forms on this planet are manipulated:

especially the humans:

by the species from the  Canis Major.

This species became addicted to the energies of fear, trauma and pain.

They have triggered wars and hatred by inserting holographic scenes of crimes that never happened.

Then humans would seek revenge.

If  the humans started to act rationally and show respect to one another and other life forms, the Canis Major species would interfere.

Some of their own species (Canis Major) have appeared as humans to influence those in power.”


‘You are making excuses for these obnoxious homo sapiens!

I have the perfect solution for them.

Some of them have this belief in karma which means, what they dish out comes back.

There is no such thing.

But I thought you could create a reality for them where trees use them as food; slave labour and to experiment on!’


“Part of me wants to say I told you so!


I know that you have a warped sense of humour but you are not joking?

I cannot believe that you wish this Kunapipi! “

‘I surprise myself!

Presumably I am just traumatized and require an outlet for my anger and frustration.

Where are my manners

–It is good to connect with you Arawn:

Where are you?’


“I am in a cloaked space ship orbiting earth.










My Sci Fi E Book 2nd Instalment


Kunapipi had already forgotten who she was.

She was excited to be in this new environment.

In one sense everything was amazing, in that just smells, touch and sights were all an adventure.

In another sense she felt lost; alone and a misfit?

The house that she lived in with her parents was a terrace house; two bedrooms upstairs and two rooms downstairs. There was no bathroom and the toilet was outside. There was rows and rows of these little houses all joined. There was a cobble stoned alleyway at the back separating other rows of these houses. There were no gardens and the front of the houses were on the street.

Anne was bathed in a large enamel bowl.

Her parents went to a central bath and paid to use these facilities.

When she was almost three years old her parents were packing to move.

Her mother more angry, impatient and upset than usual: screamed at her almost continually!


They boarded an ocean liner.

This was just so exciting.

Words do not describe how enthralling this experience was.

The docks; the ship; the cabin; and just being on the ocean.

Kunapipi/Anne just loved the sea voyage despite being very young and restricted to being  chaperoned.

She loved the water; the sea life; and the rocking of the boat. Visiting different ports: Everything so new.

Just the wonder of seeing things for the first time.


Arriving in Australia, Anne/ Kunapipi felt as if she had been here before But of course she couldn’t have!?


Anne had flying dreams as a child but of course she didn’t label them as such: Just loved going to bed and enjoying  flying around everywhere.

While on board the ship she would fly around with Undines ( water elementals). They would tell her stories: They no longer associated with adult humans. They had grown to dislike humans as had the other elementals and nature spirits because the human race showed no respect for Mother Earth or other life forms.


The woman who gave birth to Anne didn’t want her or like her because she was a girl The woman  wanted a boy but was unable to have more children. She saw Anne  as someone she could abuse (both physically and emotionally) and feel superior to. This lasted for almost 64 years – not something  to elaborate on. The relevance of this is that Kunapipi/Anne had no confidence or self-esteem.

The wonderful thing about Australia when Anne was a child was that the population of the whole of Australia was only 12 million.


Anne loved being in nature with the animals birds and nature spirits.


Anne was empathic although this term didn’t exist when she was a child. The term for it then was insane and or deviant.                                                                                                                                                 She knew when someone was lying and was in her mid-teens before she realized that others didn’t know when people were lying.

She could feel the emotional horror of other life forms. Birds that had to kill their young because thanks to the humans there wasn’t enough food for them.

Moths throwing themselves at windows because they were drawn to the light inside.

And because she was literally forced to consume meat ( The same meal was put in front of her for breakfast, lunch and tea until eaten– along with numerous bashings) She would have night mares, dreaming she was an animal in the slaughter house.

Her mother continually screamed at her that she would have her certified insane and put in a mental institution ( This would have been possibly in those days.)

Kunapipi/Anne would speak to other life forms. She presumed she was reading expressions and body language.  For this she was ridiculed and told not to anthropomorphize animals:


Seriously why would she want to presume other creatures were human?


At age seven while walking with her mother to the dental hospital, Anne had a flash that time was just a dimension and saw herself as an adult with her own daughter?

This same year they bought chickens at the Royal Show: The chicks had been dyed different colours: Anne named all the chickens and watched them grow. When she first had to collect eggs she asked if they were harming a new born chick and was told that the eggs would never become chickens?

Then came the day when “Henny Penny” was served up for dinner!

And of course served to Anne for breakfast, lunch and tea for four days until Anne finally ate “Henny Penny”:  Then vomited!

In high school they had to dissect frogs!!!!!!!

Anne never understood why some things were classed as vermin: even though she was told they spread germs; it felt wrong.

Anne went to church; and actually taught Sunday school in her early teens.

She found religion strange and contradictory but presumed it was just her because she was “useless; a failure; a disappointment: neither use nor ornament: couldn’t do anything right:” (As she had been constantly told this by her mother for as long as she could remember.)

In her teens, Anne learned that animals were tortured in the name of science and when she expressed horror she was told it was to save humans who were the only species that mattered.

At one time, she hid a dog in a church which “friends” of the family were going to shoot for going in to the chicken run. Sadly, they couldn’t stay there forever and the dog was shot!


Anne was a victim of bullying and tricks.

She was invited to a party that didn’t exist.

She also choreographed and rehearsed a dance routine when she was eight with another eight year old called Sandra. When the day of the performance came Sandra danced something completely different than they had rehearsed, making it look as if Anne had forgotten the routine.

Anne never understood why people were cruel, dishonest and self-centred.

Nor did she understand why people were so thoughtless and wasteful.                                                              No one recycled back then.

In primary school the class was asked to write an essay entitled “My Wish”

Anne wrote that she wished people would care more about looking after nature and the planet than money. The head master wrote “Good girl” on her essay. Anne was embarrassed at being so different.

In her twenties Anne became aware of the horrors of factory farming and became a vegetarian. She was married with children so her mother couldn’t stop her.

She still cooked meat for her family but she cooked vegetarian meals for them as well.

As an adult she put food and water out for the birds.

People would lecture her, saying that she should not feed wild birds because they had to get their own food.

Yet humans had not only chopped down the trees that were the homes and food sources for birds.  They bituminized and concreted so the carnivores couldn’t get worms: Humans killed mice, so the birds couldn’t kill mice to eat. Hence the larger carnivores like crows, magpies and kookaburras, killed smaller birds for food.

Another thing that upset Anne was the foxes The ones she saw looked so emaciated They were brought to Australia by the humans who then complained about what pests they were continually culling them. Sadly culling was probably the kindest thing because there was no food for these poor  creatures.

And then there was “road kill”!

One morning a male magpies was singing at her door but he didn’t want the food she gave him.     She knew something was wrong and later found his partner squashed on the road in the next street.

Not long after this the tree on the footpath opposite her house was chopped down.  She never knew why because it wasn’t in the way of anything. There were three magpie just staring at the stump of the tree that had once been their home!

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Sometimes she thought that it was a pity that she couldn’t continually run over the humans that deliberately ran over animals, birds and reptiles until they were unrecognisably squashed to the bitumen.

Seven decades past while Anne tried her best to fit in and was frustrated that she couldn’t.



Instalment three on the 4th of September 2017


The Meaning of Life —I don’t think there is one!

monty pythons meaning of life

This blog is just my personal opinion and certainly a broad generalization.


I respect people’s right to their religious beliefs but this doesn’t extend to “New Age” yuppies: Actually, considering the definition of “yuppie” new age posers would claim they are not “yuppies” because they are not materialistic but I think it fits their description perfectly.

I label religion as fascist because it is an absolute ideology: but your average mindless automaton patronisingly spouting new age crap is equally fascist because they don’t allow people to dis agree.

I don’t believe in karma. Karma, like god is a way of stopping the peasants from revolting. If one believes God will change things or what goes around comes around they will not try to change things themselves. And karma is the Hindi word for work: e.g. karma sutra. – a form of work I am sure most would enjoy.


Another new age philosophy which infuriates me is that we should thank abusers, sociopaths and psychopaths for teaching us something. Certainly, fits in with a culture that supports and glorifies criminals and tell victims that they must have deserved it!

This theory is based on the “New Age” assumption that we are here to learn.

Really! What I have learned in my almost three score years and ten is that to fit in one is required to be a mindless automaton: to succeed it is necessary to be a sociopath and a narcissist!

I realize we as humans try to find a meaning to life and I am not sure that there is one.                              I don’t disagree with everything that is now labelled “New Age”.

I agree with positive thinking and in “spiritual” healing.  I have “seen” healing energy swirling electric blue and auras expand. In my opinion, our thoughts and words do have power.

I like sceptics — people who question what they are told. (Including my blogs)

Long ago, a lecturer at college told me that I was an original thinking. I realize it was a compliment but although “original thinkers”  can no longer be put to death, we certainly don’t fit in.

No wonder I am anthrophobic.


Be blessed

Following  is my own advert –for my eBook

In primary school the class was asked to write an essay entitled “My Wish”

I wrote that I wished people would care more about looking after nature and the planet than money.

Seeing that this is never going to happen in my life time or possibly ever!

I wrote this short story for myself and as sympathetic magick

A Short Story About Healing The Blue Planet Kindle




I started to write the following and then thought – It is a bit petty considering all the suffering and horror in the world — Then off on a tangent thought—What will I call it? — Sheep? – People think sheep are stupid but they are not! – From there I started thinking about the scapegoat which really upsets me — what a life leading others too their death?

So now am writing thefollowing so I don’t dwell on how horrible the meat industry is:-

If someone looks young and attractive they are treated with respect and considered to be intelligent caring people. Those who do not fit the stereo type of attractive are treated with contempt and considered stupid, deviant or criminal. The origins of this attitude are from the movies where attractive people are cast in leading roles as the good guy and the not so attractive as the villain.

This is not only wrong it is dangerous because sociopaths and psychopaths are usually attractive, charismatic people.

People are so controlled by the media. The example that comes to mind goes way back to 1980 when Lindy Chamberlain suffered trial by media and was convicted of the murder of her daughter Azaria. At this time, every person I knew considered her guilty! I was abused for saying I believed the dingo took the baby!

These days I have to tolerate people claiming they are supporting me because I am on an aged pension.

(Yet I paid more tax per fortnight in the 1990’s than I get for my pension now. I gave up a job that I had had for twenty years even though my “Work Cover” was approved. I found out that lawyers are afraid of “Work Cover”?)

People do not consider how much the politicians cost them. They support a corrupt system that is controlled by the multinationals and could not care less about the average person.

I haven’t watched the movie The Matrix for a decade and an half but my favourite line is “These people are so inured so hopelessly dependent on the system they fight to defend it”



Considering that there are ads on my blog I thought I would put one of my own.



In primary school the class was asked to write an essay entitled “My Wish”

I wrote that I wished people would care more about looking after nature and the planet than money.

Seeing that this is never going to happen in my life time or possibly ever!

I wrote this short story for myself and as sympathetic magick.

It is available on as an E book.

It is $2.99  — $3.99 Australian

It threatens the status quo– just remember it’s (science?)  fiction.

Blessed Be



Surviving Death


People tend to believe that a belief in God and heaven is necessary for a belief in and “afterlife” Surviving death isn’t synonymous with a religious belief. We do not understand the nature of reality. It appears we exist in an alternate reality when we are “not here”! In this reality the electrons are apparently moving at a different speed around the protons and neutrons so it is out of phase. ( This is my very limited understanding of quantum physics)

The Following post on Facebook motivated me to write this blog!


The incident that convinced me that clairvoyance was a reality happened at work. In the late 19 70’s. I was a student nurse at Strathmont Centre. I was washing dishes with a male staff nurse. We didn’t have kitchen hands in those days. Kym was 6 ft tall and rather heavy set. He had long blonde hair and dressed “Flower Power” style. A man (deceased) flashed in! (When I see or hear things they flash in a fraction of a second) He had Kym’s high forehead and similar features but wore a suit with a crepe ribbon and a cross and had a short back and sides hair cut and dark hair.

I asked Kym if his father was a minister. He asked me why and initially I would not answer. I eventually told him what I saw and Kym told me that it was his uncle. He asked me what denomination his uncle was.

I did not know.

After Kym left the kitchen I asked his uncle what he had died of.  The words were that fast all I could make out was sclerosis. Because we were with the intellectually disabled I thought “tubular sclerosis?” Then I realized it was multiple sclerosis.

When we were having a tea break Kym told me that his uncle died of multiple sclerosis. I was amazed and said that his uncle had “told” me this!

Kym said “Get more”! I informed him that I couldn’t.

But I saw panama hats and monkeys. I said “He was a missionary in South America” Kym said “Yes”. I then saw masks and a jungle and said he was also a missionary in New Guinea. Kym told me this wasn’t so. When Kym came to work the next day he said that his mother had confirmed that her brother had been a missionary in New Guinea. This showed that I wasn’t just reading Kim’s mind.


I previously entitled this Computer End Program and received no likes?

Computer End Program” was a statement made by Dwight Schultz character Lt Barclay at the end of “Ship In A Bottle” Star Trek Next Generation: season six. Implying that  “we” may exist in an holodeck program.

To Thine Own Self be True

This above all; to thine own self be true,

And it must follow, as night follows day,

Thou canst not then be false to any man,

Hamlet Act 1, scene 3, 78–82

Being true to ones self is much more than just being honest.

This Shakespeare quote is how I try to live my life.

Our culture operates on the assumption that people are honest and truthful yet this often isn’t so.

On a “white lie” level; how often do people say what they think the other person wants to hear or lie to get attention & make themselves feel important.

Lying; cheating; stealing and scams are rampant.

On the other hand one could argue that telling the truth is not always kind?

I feel so strongly about telling the truth as I believe it to be that even if I accidentally lie I feel guilty.

What I write I believe either to be true or possible. I am not “into” “absolute ideologies” so I acknowledge this is only my opinion.

The following is a quote from Marion Weinstein’s “Positive Magick”( Bibliography: page 234; Positive Magic: Earth Magic productions New York; First published in 1978 by Simon & Schuster Pocket Books New York)

Ma’Kheru, or The Word of Truth

The concept of Ma’ Kheru, or Maat, was a highly regarded state ofbeing in ancient Egypt. In fact it was always hoped that by the time a person died, he/ she would ha ve reached this state of personal evolution.

In my lifetime society’s attitude to clairvoyance and associated philosophy’s has improved along with attitudes to minority groups such as women; different races; sexual preference; etc. Although there are still many “out there” who consider clairvoyance to be a con at best and evil at worst.

People are free to believe as they choose and I have no desire to alter people’s beliefs or opinions.

I do not require other’s to believe as I do to make it true.

The clairvoyants that I know (including myself) are genuine and honest

I was made aware of a scam last century where people who went for a reading were told that a “hex” had been put on them and were charged $2,000 to remove same. Similar scams still happen

The way to avoid being conned is to trust ones “gut”!

To quote or maybe paraphrase Dr. Deepak Chopra:” We should always trust our “gut”. Every cell in our bodies has neuropeptides which means every cell thinks. It is better to trust your “gut” because it hasn’t learned to doubt what it thinks.”

I am able to see & communicate with people that have died as well as other discarnate beings. I know that my clairvoyant ability is genuine because I was extremely sceptical in the nineteen seventies when I first participated in Spiritualist psychic development groups. I made sure that I was being honest with myself so that I knew I was really “seeing”

 I have had numerous experiences to confirm that I am truly communicating with beings who are no longer in this reality.

When I “see” (clairvoyance); “hear” (clairaudience) or” feel”  (clairsensience) It flashes in a fraction of a second. To be pedantic a sixteenth of a second.  The spiritualist would train us to remember what we saw by putting items on a tray. Covering same with a tea towel; removing the towel for a fraction of a second and then cover the items again. We had to see how many items we could remember and describe.

Knowing that I have helped someone by proving that their loved one is genuinely communicating is my greatest reward. I am not interested in the payment, although I don’t refuse the money. I have done readings for an exchange or for free in some circumstances.

 Every one is clairvoyant. Our culture teaches that clairvoyance doesn’t exist and these abilities atrophy.

 My first paid reading for the general public was in 1980 when I worked in a coffee lounge called “The Sixth Sense” which was on O’Connell Street North Adelaide.

Despite my clairvoyant awareness and experiences I do not claim to understand the nature of reality. And I have questioned the nature of reality since I was seven years old. (six decades ago)

I have my theories but am also aware that these theories are limited by the cultural and personal concepts that I have. Even analogies cannot really help me understand this multi universe and what is beyond it.

I realize that I am going off on a tangent  here but this is something that I often do  so I am still being true to me.

Long before the movie The Matrix came out I used to say to the people in my psychic development groups – “Imagine you are in a virtual reality!”

The movie “The Matrix” is creatively brilliant. The surreal colour. The names of the characters; the way the dialogue is presented; the social satire. But it also questions “what is real?”

In my early twenties I was fascinated by the similarity between atoms & solar systems

I can remember associating the concept of an atom with that of a solar system. The protons & neutrons being the sun and the electrons the planets.

Another theory that interests me relates to the human race who I always thought didn’t belong on planet Earth. Humans do not fit in with the ecological balance. They have already destroyed the planet beyond repair according to “Greenpeace”  I rarely mention this theory as it  offends  some people’s religious beliefs but I sometimes wonder if we were genetically engineered by extra terrestrials as slave labour and a food source. These ET’s being the “gods”.

It explains the lack of a missing link and the idea of human sacrifices?

I have been told that there are references to this concept in Mayan manuscripts.

I have been unable to find such information.

The Hitchhikers Guide to The Galaxy gives the meaning of life as 42. The obvious satire being we are not asking the right question.

And Monty Python’s Meaning of Life – Is it an after dinner mint?

I have always been interested in quantum physics as was my father now deceased. In his day it was quantum mechanics. the movie “What the Bleep Do We Know” gives fascinating incites into quantum physics and neuro biology
Reading my own blog I question myself as to “What’s the point I am making?” And there seems to be no conclusion!

I guess in looking back on my life being true to myself and “what makes my heart sing” Is to use my clairvoyance to help someone communicate with a loved one who has died and see how much difference it makes when I can give them genuine information from the” deceased “ person. But I believe my dharma is to help the planet as best I can.