The Incident That Convinced Me That Clairvoyance Is “Real”


The incident that convinced me that clairvoyance was a reality happened at work. In the late 19 70’s. I was a student nurse at Strathmont Centre. I was washing dishes with a male staff nurse. We didn’t have kitchen hands in those days. Kym was 6 ft tall and rather heavy set. He had long blonde hair and dressed “Flower Power” style. A man (deceased) flashed in! (When I see or hear things they flash in a fraction of a second) He had Kym’s high forehead and similar features but wore a suit with a crepe ribbon and a cross and had a short back and sides haircut and dark hair.


I asked Kym if his father was a minister. He asked me why and initially I would not answer. I eventually told him what I saw and Kym told me that it was his uncle. He asked me what denomination his uncle was.

I did not know.

After Kym left the kitchen I asked his uncle what he had died of.  The words were that fast all I could make out was sclerosis. Because we were with the intellectually disabled I thought “tubular sclerosis?” Then I realized it was multiple sclerosis.


When we were having a tea break Kym told me that his uncle died of multiple sclerosis. I was amazed and said that his uncle had “told” me this!


Kym said “Get more”! I informed him that I couldn’t.


But I saw panama hats and monkeys. I said “He was a missionary in South America” Kym said “Yes”. I then saw masks and a jungle and said he was also a missionary in New Guinea. Kym told me this wasn’t so. When Kym came to work the next day he said that his mother had confirmed that her brother had been a missionary in New Guinea. This showed that I wasn’t just reading Kim’s mind.


Genuinely communicating with those who have past over still amazes me almost 40 years later. But the more I learn the less I know: so I have no idea of the nature of reality: although clairvoyantly I “got” “If you could understand that linear time is an illusion we could explain more!”

Before the movie “What The Bleep” theorised that we may just be in a huge holodeck, Star Trek Nex Gen had a similar theory:

computer end program


“Computer End Program” was a statement made by Dwight Schultz character Lt Barclay at the end of “Ship In A Bottle” Star Trek Next Generation: season six. Implying that “we” may exist in an holodeck program.

Following is an ad for an E Book that  wrote: I have been putting it on my blog in instalments and will continue to do so.


I’ve Discovered The Meaning Of Life — Not Really

This blog isn’t meant to be taken seriously!



We are in a video game: the goal is to see if we can restore the planet and other life forms to perfect health and abundance: by beating the system that is set up to destroy the planet.

When you agree to play this game, you think it is going to be simple to restore the planet to perfect health.


The characters in this video programme don’t see that there is a problem?

It is perfectly acceptable to torture and kill non-human life forms.

The characters in this video game believe that only humans matter. God said so!

They constantly chop down trees to build houses, make roads and highways and for any other petty excuse they can think of: They constantly kill insects which like trees are essential to the planet.

The characters in this video game kill arachnoids and reptiles because they are afraid of them.

They kill other life forms that they label vermin: further destroying the ecological balance.

They cull species that they consider have reached plague proportions.


It is also acceptable to murder anyone who doesn’t believe in the appropriate god. Some cultures in this program can kill you for threatening the status quo. The ones that don’t certainly ostracise you: treat you with contempt or may have you certified insane and locked in a mental institution.

The goal of the humans in  most of the cultures in this program is to accumulate money and possessions but this cannot be done if you follow the societal norms and mores.

In some cultures, women still have no rights nor status. They are expected to be virgins whereas men are expected to be promiscuous:  (I have no idea how this is supposed to work.   😛 )

Other life forms in this program limit reproducing when there are not enough resources to support them. Whereas the human infestation just keeps growing and destroying the homes and resources of other life forms and generally destroying the planet.

The multinationals and money rule the world: They control the politicians:

After finding that this game of restoring the planet to health is impossible to achieve: you decide to leave the game and change its parameters by causing the program to delete any human who harms another life form.

You then play the game again and win.



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The following remark  is “Tongue in cheek” = an ironic manner, not meant to be taken seriously.


The longer I live the more I think Barbara Marciniak’s theories in “Bringers of the Dawn” are true!  That we are are controlled and manipulated by beings who feed off the emotions of fear and trauma!


Looking back on my own life all the positive changes that caring people try to make are thwarted– I was in Women’s Liberation because women had no rights and no status – All we wanted was to be treated as equals but now things have gone to such extremes men require liberating.


The groups that I belonged to, campaigning for animal rights or the ecology have been turned into impotent bureaucracies who not only achieve nothing but often make things worse!


Having been a victim of abuse from being a baby ( NOT by my father who was a wise and wonderful man) I am the first to applaud children being told they are not allowed to be abused but this has gone to the extreme where incorrigible brats cannot be disciplined!


The media feeds us violence via the news; movies and probably reality tv shows ( I have never watch a soapie or a reality tv show so cannot accurately comment.)

What about the violence in computer games !!!!?

Historically speaking original thinkers and those who questioned the status quo were put to death. Now social taboos and stigma prevents original thinkers from making the world a better place. At age seven it seemed to me that all so called problems were easily solved not realizing that money and multi nationals were omnipotent.

And then there are wars:  the threat of nuclear holocaust – or germ warfare:

There is the torture and mistreatment of other life forms by the meat industry, drug companies and cosmetic companies.

The destruction of wildlife and their habitat for property development and mining.

This is a beautiful planet. Why are we destroying it?


If you don’t already send healing to the planet, would you? From a sociological and psychic point of view that more people want things to change, the more likely it is to happen.

My “Bucket List” is to heal the planet. Not exactly achievable! So I wrote a sci fi E Book entitled  “A Short Story About Healing The Blue Planet”  Maybe it will be sympathetic magic?



When Mum Died

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My Mother died on the 6th September 2012.

I had only recently found her permanent placement in a local nursing home.

The staff at this particular nursing home were so good to her. Mum loved to watch “Charmed” which was on at midday. They allowed her to have her lunch in her room so that she could watch her favourite programme.

On the Thursday she died I had not even intended to visit but for some reason I decided that I had better go in and see her. I was going to spend the whole of Friday with her and stay for lunch. This particular nursing home required a weeks’ notice for family or friends to stay for lunch.

She was in bed when I arrived and I had been told by the staff that she had a chest infection.

I noticed that she had a large black hole in her aura. Behind this hole was an angel. Of which I could only see the edges. I see angels as white light with a vaguely humanoid shape and wings. When I told mum that she had a huge hole in her aura she said “That’s not good!” I told her that I thought it may just be her chest infection.

Later that day the registered nurse phone to say that the doctor had prescribed antibiotics.

At 8-30 that night I received a phone call saying that Mum had passed away.

I went into the nursing home for approximately an hour and an half.  I contacted my children on my mobile phone from the nursing home I then returned home to make more phone calls. The UK was not a problem to call as it was the middle of the day over there. I also contacted local friends of Mum’s whom I knew would prefer to be told immediately.

One lady an ex carer of mum’s asked me if I would be able to sleep. I told her that I was used to not sleeping.

That night while lying awake in bed I saw Mum & Dad walking toward me holding hands.

Copy of Ada & Matthew 1980

Dad said “we’ll help you” Mum didn’t “say” anything.

I have since had more contact with Mum showing herself; young; with long hair; walking with a young boy approximately four years old whom I presumed was my cousin Ken.

I know many people “talk” to loved ones that have died. But not many expect and answer.   😀

Blessed be

Clairvoyance Isn’t Something That You Believe In Or Don’t Believe In It Just IS


When my daughter’s paternal grandfather was alive he would ridicule me for my clairvoyance and say that there was nothing after death. He claimed that he knew this because he had died several times.

I was running a psychic development group in 1991. Someone “saw” my ex father-in-law. Actually what they described was a photo of Barney and his brother in their army uniforms. I was able to connect with Barney at this time. He was “saying” you were right and jumping around. I told him that this didn’t prove anything to me. I said “I know what you look like; I know what you sound like and I know what you think; show me something that I don’t know.” (Not out loud!)


Firstly he showed me one of my daughter’s horses that he claimed had gone through the meat works. I told him I wasn’t going to check this up. Too upsetting! He then showed me a “duck” and lifted the head off. He said “Where is the duck?”


But my mind went to something familiar. I associated this duck with a rocker duck that Barney had made for my daughter when she was a baby.  I tried to find out what had happened to the rocker.


Two weeks later I went to my daughters for dinner. In the kitchen there was a biscuit barrel. A duck! And the head came off. I asked my daughter who had bought this for her. She told me Grandma and Granddad.

In January 1992 while I was sitting outside knitting. (This was my stopping smoking therapy!)

I “saw” my daughter’s paternal grandfather.

My initial response was “What do you want?”

He gave me some information pertaining to a male friend which is not relevant to this story.

He then told me that he was reincarnating as my daughter’s son in August.

Many years later my daughter had her first child. A boy; born in August . I had forgotten Barney’s message until a pagan friend whom had been sending healing to the baby wrote to me that there was a reincarnation link with this child. She thought it my daughter’s grandfather.

Re the “seeing” and “communication” everything flashes in a fraction of a second.                Clairaudience is often way too fast to understand. For me “seeing”; “hearing” and even “concepts” flash in a fraction of a second. 

I know that there are many people who have similar stories to share:

I have many similar stories all making me question the nature of reality and life and death.

The Meaning of Life —I don’t think there is one!

monty pythons meaning of life

This blog is just my personal opinion and certainly a broad generalization.


I respect people’s right to their religious beliefs but this doesn’t extend to “New Age” yuppies: Actually, considering the definition of “yuppie” new age posers would claim they are not “yuppies” because they are not materialistic but I think it fits their description perfectly.

I label religion as fascist because it is an absolute ideology: but your average mindless automaton patronisingly spouting new age crap is equally fascist because they don’t allow people to dis agree.

I don’t believe in karma. Karma, like god is a way of stopping the peasants from revolting. If one believes God will change things or what goes around comes around they will not try to change things themselves. And karma is the Hindi word for work: e.g. karma sutra. – a form of work I am sure most would enjoy.


Another new age philosophy which infuriates me is that we should thank abusers, sociopaths and psychopaths for teaching us something. Certainly, fits in with a culture that supports and glorifies criminals and tell victims that they must have deserved it!

This theory is based on the “New Age” assumption that we are here to learn.

Really! What I have learned in my almost three score years and ten is that to fit in one is required to be a mindless automaton: to succeed it is necessary to be a sociopath and a narcissist!

I realize we as humans try to find a meaning to life and I am not sure that there is one.                              I don’t disagree with everything that is now labelled “New Age”.

I agree with positive thinking and in “spiritual” healing.  I have “seen” healing energy swirling electric blue and auras expand. In my opinion, our thoughts and words do have power.

I like sceptics — people who question what they are told. (Including my blogs)

Long ago, a lecturer at college told me that I was an original thinking. I realize it was a compliment but although “original thinkers”  can no longer be put to death, we certainly don’t fit in.

No wonder I am anthrophobic.


Be blessed

Following  is my own advert –for my eBook

In primary school the class was asked to write an essay entitled “My Wish”

I wrote that I wished people would care more about looking after nature and the planet than money.

Seeing that this is never going to happen in my life time or possibly ever!

I wrote this short story for myself and as sympathetic magick

A Short Story About Healing The Blue Planet Kindle


Some Clairvoyant Experiences

This is taken from my answers to a questionnaire that my youngest grandson gave me some years ago.


What has been your most memorable experience when giving a reading to someone?


There are of course many; I respect peoples confidentiality when doing a reading. Also I tend not to remember peoples readings: Other clairvoyants say the same. Probably to protect the client and also not to take on other people’s problems.

I will describe three; one very upsetting; one that I was told was wrong to begin with; and a funny one.

I while I was reading for a man (in Chantilly Place, Goolwa. SA) I picked up a friend of his who died in the Crimean War. The man I was reading for asked if the man had been killed or was he taken and tortured. As they had had to leave him behind. The man had been tortured. I did not feel the physical pain but the emotional horror.

I read for a lady whose son had died. Off on a tangent – (When this lady first came to me I told her she would have to come back in four months. Her son had only died two months ago the first time she came for a reading. Spiritualists had taught me that people had to be dead six months before they could make contact. This isn’t true. A year later I was reading for someone whose husband came through amazingly clearly. I asked how long he had been “passed over” and was told nine weeks.) Back to the story: One of the things this lady’s son did was point to the head of his grave. She told me that there was nothing there! I pointed out to her that I wasn’t to know that her son had been buried. The following day I received a phone call from this lady. She told me that she had gone straight to the grave after her reading. Her son’s girlfriend had put a headstone on the grave saying “His loving Wife” and not mentioned any of the family!


I was reading for a young lady. Her father was one of the people that came through. He kept showing himself sitting on a long drop toilet: pants around his ankles; reading the paper and smoking. I didn’t feel comfortable “giving this off”

But he insisted it was a family joke. When I eventually told the girl, she explained that her grandfather had put kero down the long drop. Her dad got off the toilet throwing the cigarette butt in and blew up the building!


My Dad always told me that you shouldn’t charge for readings He believed it affected ones ability to be genuine.

But I have charged for readings for approximately 37years. I do not charge very much! Several years ago a clairvoyant friend told me that I should charge $100 because I genuinely communicate with people who have ”passed over” At the time I was charging $30 I now charge $50 and give a pensioners discount! I have realised since way back to the 1970s that if I charged a fortune people would think I was good. Because our culture programs us this way. John Edward is genuine so I am not criticising people who charge high prices. It just isn’t how I wish to “work”!

When I genuinely communicate with someone that has passed over it is so exciting for me: even though I have done this for decades. It makes me realize that there is so little I understand about this reality and our existence.

Quantum physics fascinates me as it did my Dad. It was called quantum mechanics in his day.

A few years ago I finally acknowledged to myself that I was an atheist.

Surviving death has nothing to to with worshipping a god.

Readings are available via skype or messenger. I can still see auras and those who have “passed over” Some people claim electronic media affects clairvoyance? It doesn’t affect mine!

Blessed be Kate
The following is to promote my “short story”.

In primary school the class was asked to write an essay entitled “My Wish”

I wrote that I wished people would care more about looking after nature and the planet than money.

Seeing that this is never going to happen in my life time or possibly ever!

I wrote this short story for myself and as sympathetic magick


A Short Story About Healing The Blue Planet Kindle Edition
It threatens the status quo– just remember it’s fiction.

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