CHANGES FOR THE BETTER

Just heard a government sponsored ad advising victims not to tolerate abuse:

so decided to reblog this

The attitude in my day was “you must have deserved it or “I dont want to know”

I spent half a century believing that i deserved abuse.

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The younger generation have no idea of the cultural attitude to women, gays or people that were not white

despite movies and tv shows that try to portray these attitudes.

Married women were not supposed to work and women received 75% of a man’s wage.

My first job was working with computers that were the size of wardrobes in refrigerated rooms:

I had to give up this job when I married because married women were not allowed to hold government jobs.

This of course isn’t a picture of where I worked — we were understandably not allowed to take photos

I was recently asked for my date of birth –which I gave

And said I AM FLOWER POWER GENERATION

The young lady replied

“Lucky you”

I said
“NO –LUCKY YOU”

My generation were responsible for social change:

(that is all that I said –the rest is for the blog)

Women’s rights:

campaigning for animal rights:

caring for the ecology.

When I was growing up:

 as well as having no rights nor status:

women were not expected to enjoy sex.

A woman was expected to stay a virgin until she was married:

A man was expected to be promiscuous:

Never understood how that worked:

When  I was in high school we were discussing sex at lunch time and I said that there were double standards.

Several girls said  “That is the way it is meant to be” —

What does that mean???  —  (In actuality, it meant that it was a cultural norm.)

Once married the chances of a women climaxing was rather slim as (most) men of my age group are proficient at “wham bam thankyou mam!”

(This is a broad generalization so I apologise to men of my age group)

AND THEN CAME THE SEXUAL REVOLUTION.

YIPPEE!

Gays could stop pretending that they were heterosexual.  😀

And women could enjoy sex.

Many things have changed for the better in my life time:

Children have rights:

People who don’t have white skin have rights:

But sadly our culture still thinks humans are the only species that matters:

Enjoy your day

and respect other life forms

I took this on Kangaroo Island last century

BELIEVE ME IT IS SUCH A “BUZZ” WHEN YOU FIRST “REALLLY” “SEE” SOMETHING

I am 72 years old so am guessing no one says “Buzz” anymore 😛

this is at the same artificial lake pictured on the book cover

I thought this book would make a good Christmas Present for someone interested in psychic development

Due to my programming I feel guilty promoting something to sell but sadly that is the way our culture is:

I would love to be able to hand the book out for free   — which I have done — but I have to cover the cost both from Amazon and the Australian government.

When I ran classes it was $5 donation and we had a cuppa and bickies after:

When I trained witches it was free – they helped with the cost of candles and incense if they wished

A little unnecessary trivia = used to buy “Three Kings” incense from the Roman Catholic church.

Now that “New Age” “stuff” is part of the Protestant ethic of making a profit

a workshop on psychic development it would cost a fortune:

So now covid restrictions are being lifted you can

 have a get together and practice

BELIEVE ME IT IS SUCH A “BUZZ” WHEN YOU FIRST “REALLLY” “SEE” SOMETHING

this mediation is in the book —

HONESTY IS IMPORTANT TO ME

— (I have no idea) HITCHHIKERS GUIDE TO THE GALAXY

My first blog was entitled “To Thine Own Self Be True”

(April 2012)

Honesty is very important to me.

As is obvious; I had no idea how to write blogs I wrote as if it were and assignment paper  😛

And I acknowledge that I have a limited idea of how to write books—

I originally set out my sci fi in double spacing for a publisher:

 A friend of mine who  is a published author

Suggested an eBook

I wrote my non fiction book I so people would know that we do survive death.

Even though excellent books on this subject have been written by others.

This reality seems wrong and cruel and I do not understand why.

I have “asked” clairvoyantly about life and death

and was “asked’ “Can you conceptualize no linear time?”

 to which I answered “No”

 And was told “they” couldn’t explain.

I understand that if we don’t have a concept for something it doesn’t exist for us.

Dawn Hill wrote a book entitled “Reaching For The Otherside” – which I read in the early 1980s

I wrote to this lovely lady and excellent clairvoyant with a question about my clairvoyance:

–I sometimes couldn’t tell if the person I was “seeing” was living or passed over – she replied to my letter.

Yesterday a friend was talking about medical atrocities in the 2nd World War

I told them about an experience I had in 1979

The following story wasn’t included in my book

In 1979 a friend took me to see a lady who  thought that her house was haunted.

I told her that it was

but that it was “thought forms” — which as you may or may not know gain a reality of their own.

This lady then explained to me why she thought that she may have created the thought forms:

She was Jewish and in a concentration camp during the war

where she was given an hysterectomy without anaesthetic:

at age twelve.

Man’s inhumanity to man (& other life forms) horrifies me!

AHIMSA

COUNTING MY BLESSINGS

I decided to write this blog so I do not wallow in “poor me”

My Dad always said “Count your blessings”

Some of the “poor me stuff”:

I will soon have to give up my driver’s license

(which I have had since 1966)

 in a town where there is no public transport and taxis are a “no show” for $10 fares.

Over a decade of pain and sleep deprivation  is taking its toll

The worst of my chronic pain caused by surgical mistakes and damage (this was found in a CT scan and an examination)

Have difficulty with mobility  and doing housework and gardening.

I am  struggling to buy groceries and pay bills:

All my savings are gone:

I worked 46 years and paid 48% of my wages in tax in the 1990s (over $900)

Bought out two husbands:

I get an “Aged pension” but it isn’t enough to live on and I am still paying a small mortgage

One more whinge before I list the good stuff 😛

I have no self confidence and feel as if I have never been loved  because of sixty four years of physical and mental abuse from my mother.

This is far more common than I initially thought:

Especially in women of my age group:

When we were growing up women had no rights nor status:

Couldn’t have a bank account without husband or father counter signing:

Couldn’t buy an house:

Couldn’t rent anywhere  if separated from ones husband:

and there’s more!

A woman’s goal was to get a husband:

so other women were seen as a threat.

“A wife is a device that you screw onthe bed and it does the housework”

Now for the good stuff

I get an aged pension –

I live near the beach: the Murray Mouth and Coorong are not far away:

I have an old two bedroom house and lots of trees on my property.

Although I am no longer physically or financially well enough to have another pet

I have birds visiting;

Magpies: crows:  ibis: wattle birds: galas: honey eaters and more

My children and grandchildren help and support me:

As do friends.

some of my family ( 3 grandchildren not pictured)

I have difficulty walking but I manage,

I have had an interesting life and i am now qjuite comfortable being a misfit.

Have a great day

I am going outside to hug the trees

Namaste

IF YOU ARE A MISFIT

YOU ARE PROBABLY AN ORIGINAL THINKER

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Who would want to be a mindless automaton

The media reporting on the mice plague motivated me to re blog this.

Original thinkers are no longer put to death

nor put in a mental institution:

People who see beyond cultural programming:

see that many of our cultural norms are wrong:

Multinationals control the world: the media and of course politicians.

Se my “Mice” blog

We are given one examples of the damage mice are doing:

When there were bushfires deliberately lit the media didn’t say – humans are deliberately lighting fires that destroy flora and fauna and people’s homes:

we have to cull this species.

they don’t even punish the arsonists.

I was surprised and pleased to get feed back from some one who agreed with this concept

“Most humans think that those who live in harmony with the environment are primitive and inferior. Actually they don’t think.

They just mindlessly conform to what those in power and their entertainment media tell them.

 They consider themselves superior to all other life forms because they talk:

They think if something or someone doesn’t talk they don’t understand.

They thoughtlessly destroy everything. They call some creatures vermin, when humans are the vermin. They kill insects and destroy all the trees despite the fact that insects and trees are essential.

And everything literally goes down the drain polluting the oceans instead of nourishing other life.”

Namaste

MISFITS TWO

I labelled this “Misfits Two” because my sci fi would not appeal to someone who is unable to abstract:

When I studied child development I read that children learn to abstract at age eight:

Yet throughout my life l have met so many people who seem unable to abstract.

The definition of fascism is an “absolute ideology:

Although religion no longer controls the way everyone think

s the media does

and many peole view reality in absolutes.

I know none of my books are literary masterpieces:

I majored in sociology not literature.

My sci fi (short story) I  wrote as social satire

and as sympathetic magic.

Last century I wrote a sci fi  that was so like STARGATE the series:

 (my villain was even called Apophis)

that I didn’t even finish  it.

The next one that I started I had humans culled using nanites

And then came the remake of THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL.

HAVE A GREAT DAY

AND RESPECT ALL LIFE

EMAILS

I haven’t received any emails from WordPress since Hotmail was my only email address as of 2019

And a few people have told me they sent an email that I never received

I check comments

 Posts

And reader

But if you have ever emailed me and I didn’t reply please let me know  in “comments”

The fault lies with Outlook and hopefully will be fixed

NAMASTE

photo taken Kangaroo Island last century

Remembrance Day

We used to say this poem (or part thereof) at assembly

when I was in primary school

For The Fallen

BY LAURENCE BINYON

With proud thanksgiving, a mother for her children,

England mourns for her dead across the sea.

Flesh of her flesh they were, spirit of her spirit,

Fallen in the cause of the free.

Solemn the drums thrill; Death august and royal

Sings sorrow up into immortal spheres,

There is music in the midst of desolation

And a glory that shines upon our tears.

They went with songs to the battle, they were young,

Straight of limb, true of eye, steady and aglow.

They were staunch to the end against odds uncounted;

They fell with their faces to the foe.

They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old:

Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.

At the going down of the sun and in the morning

WE WILL REMEMBER THEM

I will be standing out the front of my home at 1111hrs for a minutes silence

LIFE AFTER DEATH

I was going to write a short blog:

Saying what follows;-

( but then found this old one  hence re blogging)

I have two good friends that think psychic stuff and life after death is untrue:

One said to me yesterday

“We are not floating in the clouds after we die”

I didn’t comment.

Surviving death is a question I have asked ‘my guides”

The answer that I got was

“Can you conceptualize non linear time?”

To which I answered “NO”

Their reply was

“Then we cannot explain”

I can objectively accept that time is a dimension

But not subjectively conceptualize

The late Riley dog and friends

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

I made another video that wouldn’t download so trying this

NAMASTE

MY MENTOR

STELLA MEANS STAR as am sure you know

In the 1970’s when I was at teacher’s college as a mature student — I was only in my twenties

I was searching for meaning to life:

 I initially went back to Christianity

And did the “born again” thing — as in speaking in tongues:

I studied world religions as an elective:

And in my final year a friend took me to lectures at Gawler institute on what we would now call “New Age

My first experience of seeing someone’s aura was at the Gawler institute. I could see only one colour, green, over the woman’s shoulders. But I was thrilled to bits to see an aura!

 I also attended a psychic development group run by the lady who ran the meetings at the Gawler Institute.

 She supposedly went into trance.

It was so Fake!

 I was very sceptical in those days and viewing a phony trance didn’t help give me confidence in this philosophy.

In 1978 my Dad told me that he was a Spiritualist and clairvoyant

Instead of just giving up my search I was able to get into a Spiritualist psychic development group run by a lady by the name of Stella.

She was a genuine clairvoyant

And wise

She taught us to be ethical

And caring of others:

Stella told us not to tell anyone bad things unless we could tell them how to avoid same:

Because people could make it happen

A nocebo:

Although she of course wasn’t aware of the term:

Before the pandemic I “felt” that there would be a man made virus but only told one person because of Stellas teaching.

most of the ideas in my pyschic development book

(my daughtrer suggested that i write this)

were from Stella.

From the the 1990s onward I ran psychic development groups

The following audio was made for one particular group that asked for it

the first time we go though this visualization meditation we bring down guides

and as they had all done this it isnt included so have included it it in writing

CREATIVE CONSCIOUNESS MEDITATION

Relax: centre: and protect yourself. Breathe deeper and slower that you normally would.

Visualize the colour RED and know that you are becoming more relaxed.

Now visualize ORANGE

YELLOW
GREEN
BLUE: you are very relaxed and calm now.

INDIGO

VIOLET

You are now on a beach. Feel the sand between your toes. Smell the sea air. Hear the seagulls and the thunder of the waves. Stay here a while relaxing.

You see an hole in the cliff face and start walking toward this.

You enter and find yourself in a cave lit by phosphorescent fungi.

There are steps going down. You descend these steps. 12;11;10;9;8;7;6;5;4;3;2;1

There is a door in front of you. You open this door. This is your sacred space: You create this yourself. The more that you use this meditation the more powerful it will become.

Have an elevator to the right at the back to bring people down for healing; problems solving; or just to talk to. Always send them back up. The first time you go to you sacred space you bring down a male & female guide. They stay here. You do not send THEM back.

Create a door to the back left to go on astral journeys.

A clock and calendar to change the date & time. Anything that you feel that you require for healing.

these days you could include a computer in your sacred space.

Remember that your guides stay in this sacred space awaiting you.

When you are ready go back the way that you came.

1;2;3;4;5;6;7;8;9;10;11;12

VIOLET; INDIGO; BLUE; GREEN; YELLOW; ORANGE; RED

HAVE A GREAT DAY