These babies were run over a couple of days after I took this photo.
Look at the date on this photo!
It was 2012 and I was at the computer reading something about 2012 being the end of the world and thinking what a load of crap! — When —
2027 appeared on my computer screen in huge numbers.
No idea why. Some sort of error I guess:
But part of me tries to put a meaning to this:
As in is 2027 the end of the world?
I would like to think it is when humans change and respect other life forms
AHIMSA
CREATIVE CONSCIOUSNESS MEDITATION
I recorded Creative Consciousness meditation earlier this century at the request of a psychic development group that I was running at the time.
I am adding the written version because there is a mistake in the recording(colours going back) plus it is the version for second session — in the first one we bring our guides in
CREATIVE CONSCIOUNESS MEDITATION
Relax: centre: and protect yourself. Breathe deeper and slower that you normally would.
Visualize the colour RED and know that you are becoming more relaxed.
Now visualize ORANGE
YELLOW
GREEN
BLUE: you are very relaxed and calm now.
INDIGO
VIOLET
You are now on a beach. Feel the sand between your toes. Smell the sea air. Hear the seagulls and the thunder of the waves. Stay here a while relaxing.
You see an hole in the cliff face and start walking toward this.
You enter and find yourself in a cave lit by phosphorescent fungi.
There are steps going down. You descend these steps. 12;11;10;9;8;7;6;5;4;3;2;1
There is a door in front of you. You open this door. This is your sacred space: You create this yourself. The more that you use this meditation the more powerful it will become.
Have an elevator to the right at the back to bring people down for healing; problems solving; or just to talk to. Always send them back up. The first time you go to you sacred space you bring down a male & female guide. They stay here. You do not send THEM back.
Create a door to the back left to go on astral journeys.
A clock and calendar to change the date & time. Anything that you feel that you require for healing.
Remember that your guides stay in this sacred space awaiting you.
When you are ready go back the way that you came.
1;2;3;4;5;6;7;8;9;10;11;12
VIOLET; INDIGO; BLUE; GREEN; YELLOW; ORANGE; RED
TREE MEDITATION paraphrased from Mother Wit by Diane Mariechild —- it is a great book if you can find it.
Am sure you are better at finding things on Google etc than me 😛 — I couldn’t find it.
ASTRAL PROJECTION
Also from Mother Wit
Past life regression
I wrote this meditation — it has been successful when used in psychic development classes.
Clairvoyance is developed through practice:
my daughter suggested this book
I hope that it helps people
In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.
In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.
Listening to others similar stories made me realize that
it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.
Kung fu tz (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”
So don’t give up – you will succeed
And use the recorded meditations in my blog
The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece
but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature
I dont know the meaning of life:
nor understand the nature of reality:
I do know physical death is not the end.
And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.
The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.
It wasn’t included in the original l publication
( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)
A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE BLUE PLANET
I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:
(1st published 4th April 2017)
It is now 8 billion.
Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.
I wrote this as social satire and sympathetic magic
I wanted to put my idea that humans are not indigenous to the planet
A few lines from this short story:
“Most humans think that those who live in harmony with the environment are primitive and inferior. Actually they don’t think.
They just mindlessly conform to what those in power and their entertainment media tell them.
They are really stupid but consider themselves superior to all other life forms because they talk:
They think if something or someone doesn’t talk they don’t understand. They thoughtlessly destroy everything. They call some creatures vermin,
when humans are the vermin. They kill insects and destroy all the trees despite the fact that insects and trees are essential.
And everything literally goes down the drain polluting the oceans instead of nourishing other life.”
AHIMSA
Watch the second video –fast forward one hour and nine minutes to Gwen McDonald –this is the most amazing

As you can see this is an old book of mine:
Australian psychologist and hypnotherapist, Peter Ramster created a television documentary in 1981 He also wrote a book that was published in 1980 Called “The Truth About Reincarnation” where he regresses subjects to past lives for which he is able to check details.
The following video is an hour and three quarters
If you don’t want to watch it all fast forward an hour and nine minutes to Gwen McDonald –this is the most amazing
I have experienced many past life regressions am only going to share the first one and a funny one:
The first past life regression that I experienced was at a psychic group at Kent Town SA. (I think it was 1980)
Instead of a guided meditation the man running this group took us back to our very last life.
Only four of us achieved this and everyone else complained that it was supposed to be a meditation.
I wrote mine down in an exercise book as soon as I got home. I kept this book for years but it disappeared last century when my 2nd husband moved out. Pity!
I still remember much of the information from this regression.
I was an American Marine in Borneo either during or just after the Second World War. At the time I had no idea the war went to Borneo. I checked all the information that I could in the library. I also didn’t like the “Yanks” back then so had no desire to be one. I have since visited the USA and know how friendly and welcoming Americans are.
I died when the b12 I was in (I was the gunnner; not the pilot) was shot down.
(This sensation of spinning downwards to my death was brought back to me in my present life when a pilot friend took me up in a Victor (two seater aeroplane) cut the motors and spun the plane downwards without warning me. -He was trying to show off.)
I was 19; male and the middle child of three boys. My name was Harold. I saw my home but not my parents.
As I was born this life in February 1949 I would have come straight back after I died. But knowing that I do not understand the nature of reality and accepting that linear time is an illusion anything is possible.
A friend of mine took me to a past life.
I was walking toward a well in a cobblestone courtyard.
As soon as I appeared everyone else scattered.
Immediately I came back to waking reality and couldn’t stop laughing.
I said “I don’t know who I was but they didn’t like me.” (I may have been a leper?)
FOLLOWING IS A PAST LIFE REGRESSION/MEDITATION
If you don’t “see” just trust the concepts that come into your head
I have used this “meditation” with my Wiccan groups
and my psychic development groups
I believe the regression is possible because linear time is an illusion
I asked “clairvoyantly” about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)
The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated:
I was asked if I could conceptualize NO LINEAR TIME and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.
AHIMSA
In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.
In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.
Listening to others similar stories made me realize that
it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.
Kung fu tz (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”
So don’t give up – you will succeed
And use the recorded meditations in my blog
I dont know the meaning of life:
nor understand the nature of reality:
I do know physical death is not the end.
And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.
The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.
It wasn’t included in the original l publication
( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)
A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE BLUE PLANET
I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:
(1st published 4th April 2017)
It is now 8 billion.
Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.
I wrote this as social satire and sympathetic magic
I realize my writing style doesn’t fit what people expect
My excuse –I majored in sociology not literature 😛
I wanted to put my idea that humans are not indigenous to the planet
A few lines from this short story:
“Most humans think that those who live in harmony with the environment are primitive and inferior. Actually they don’t think.
They just mindlessly conform to what those in power and their entertainment media tell them.
They are really stupid but consider themselves superior to all other life forms because they talk:
They think if something or someone doesn’t talk they don’t understand.
They thoughtlessly destroy everything. They call some creatures vermin, when humans are the vermin. They kill insects and destroy all the trees despite the fact that insects and trees are essential.
And everything literally goes down the drain polluting the oceans instead of nourishing other life.”
I didn’t write this – don’t know who did –a friend share it on FB —so unable to give them the credit
Day of the Goddess
Interestingly the suppression of 13 comes as no surprise when you learn that 13 represents the return of the Divine Feminine, the mysteries associated with Mary Magdalene, Mary, Shekinah and The Sophia, all of which express the wisdom of natural cycles, and sacred balance of all things.
It was considered a day to worship the Divine Feminine that lives in us all and to honour the cycles of creation and death and rebirth. In pagan times, Fridays were a day of celebration and 13 was a sacred number because it corresponded to the 13 yearly moon and menstrual cycles that occur each year.
Friday the 13th is actually very sacred and feminine. Friday, which is ruled by Freyja, a Norse fertility Goddess (as well as Venus and other feminine deities) is regarded as a sacred day for honouring the feminine within all of us and pampering ourselves.
In addition, the number 13 is highly female as well. Today is the day I honour my mother line and heal the families generational trauma.
Today the universe has aligned in favour of healing our family trauma. Today we see the light at the end of a very long extremely painful tunnel. Today is the day the dark & light comes together for death & rebirth. Today our family heals.
BLESSED BE
A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE BLUE PLANET
I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:
(1st published 4th April 2017)
It is now 8 billion.
Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.
I wrote this as social satire and sympathetic magic
I wanted to put my idea that humans are not indigenous to the planet
A few lines from this short story:
“Most humans think that those who live in harmony with the environment are primitive and inferior. Actually they don’t think.
They just mindlessly conform to what those in power and their entertainment media tell them.
They are really stupid but consider themselves superior to all other life forms because they talk:
They think if something or someone doesn’t talk they don’t understand.
They thoughtlessly destroy everything. They call some creatures vermin, when humans are the vermin. They kill insects and destroy all the trees despite the fact that insects and trees are essential.
And everything literally goes down the drain polluting the oceans instead of nourishing other life.”
I should have called this book LIFE AFTER DEATH as my experiences convinced me that this life isn’t all that there is – mind you the last time I posted a blog with this title it only got 2 likes – guess I am threatening the status quo
The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece
but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature
I dont know the meaning of life:
nor understand the nature of reality:
I do know physical death is not the end.
And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.
The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.
It wasn’t included in the original l publication
( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)
It is Beltane here “Down Under”
The sabbats are seasonal:
so in the southern hemisphere it is Beltane (MayDay)
In the northern hemisphere it is Samhain (Halloween)
Beltane was a fertility festival where the villages would come together:
This way “in- breeding” – in the same village was lessened.
A child conceived at Beltane was considered special.
We witches in the days before Wicca became popular; and before “political correctness” ;
jokingly called it the “Nookie Festival.”
Bright Nookie! 😀

This is me at the very first Australian Wiccan conference in 1984. At spring equinox:
Where I heard the song “Burning Times” by Charlie Murphy
This version is by Spiral Dance:
Enjoy your celebrations:
Blessed Be
and be kind and respectful of non human life forms
–the continued existence of all life depends on it
MISCONCEPTIONS
I realize some people still equate witches with evil people who sacrifice animals.
Not us!
I moved to a retirement village at the end of April 2023 – I have only told one person in the village that I am a witch and a clairvoyant –this age group definitely think witches are evil –am wearing my pentagram today no one has noticed
Me when I was teaching “would be witches” in 2001
This is the first page of my Book of Shadows started in 1983

“Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfil
An it harm NONE
Do what thou will”
The concept that witches were evil began at the inquisition when the Church of Rome was trying to get rid of the Old Religion and the women herbalists.

The Satanists, who we are sometimes equated with, got their ideas from Malleus Maleficarum,
which is about how to torture people to get them to say they worship the devil and not about witchcraft as it says if you Google!
Our rituals are similar to American Indian rituals –at least the one I am aware of, which is Sioux tradition.
After telling a friend that I used to lecture on Wicca in the 1980s and early 1990s –
I told her that in the 1990s when it was becoming popular it attracted a lot of people to training courses
Her reply was “you must have made a lot of money“
WE DID NOT CHARGE
Neophytes were asked to donate for candles and incense.
Back to witches not being evil.
I will not kill anything — Not spiders: mice: insects: trees –
I believe everything that exists has consciousness and deserves respect.
I have cried on many occasions because I haven’t been able to save a bird: animal or reptile that had been hit by a car – at least I move them off the road so that they are not continuously run over.
I get upset when moths throw themselves at the window to get to the light.
This doesn’t mean there are not people out there calling themselves witches and killing animals.
Male witches are called witches,
so if someone claims to be a warlock be suspicious.
***
The following words had different meanings once:
Wicca meant wise or to bend
Heathen = dweller on the heath
Pagan = village dweller
Weird = magic
Sinister = left-handed
***
Blessed be
and be kind to non humans

I should have called this book LIFE AFTER DEATH as my experiences convinced me that this life isn’t all that there is – mind you the last time I posted a blog with this title it only got 2 likes – guess I am threatening the status quo
The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece
but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature
I dont know the meaning of life:
nor understand the nature of reality:
I do know physical death is not the end.
And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.
The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.
It wasn’t included in the original l publication
( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)
A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE BLUE PLANET
I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:
(1st published 4th April 2017)
It is now 8 billion.
Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.
I wrote this as social satire and sympathetic magic
I realize my writing style doesn’t fit what people expect
I wanted to put my idea that humans are not indigenous to the planet
A few lines from this short story:
“Most humans think that those who live in harmony with the environment are primitive and inferior. Actually they don’t think.
They just mindlessly conform to what those in power and their entertainment media tell them.
They are really stupid but consider themselves superior to all other life forms because they talk:
They think if something or someone doesn’t talk they don’t understand. They thoughtlessly destroy everything. They call some creatures vermin
when humans are the vermin. They kill insects and destroy all the trees despite the fact that insects and trees are essential.
And everything literally goes down the drain polluting the oceans instead of nourishing other life.”
the last time posted this blog pain was affecting my concentration—hence edited
atheist
/ˈeɪθɪɪst/
noun
a person who disbelieves or lacks belief in the existence of God or gods.
agnostic
/aɡˈnɒstɪk/
noun
a person who believes that nothing is known or can be known of the existence or nature of God
I posted “thank god I’m an atheist pun intended” years ago and friends told me I wasn’t an atheist
This morning I awoke intending to write “I am not really an atheist” but googled it and I am an atheist
I am not an agnostic
Our (western) culture and language doesn’t have the words nor concepts to explain my beliefs
I believe everything that exists has a spiritual aspect
the concept namaste fits better —
Namaste
I love the meaning of this word
The quote is from chopra.com
One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”
I give thanks and acknowledge everything —- I thank the water without which we would not exist—-
Thank my food
talk
to my plants
ask the insects that come in side to leave —lately the flies have been going back outside when I ask them to- and open the door – don’t know if it just a coincidence
I theorised in another blog that humans have a God concept because they presume that there is an hierarchical structure
The Koran and Old Testament are almost identical –I know this coz I have read them
.When the Roman Emperor Constantine decided to create a religion to control the empire– The teachings of Jesus were combine with Judaism and some Roman religious concepts
A meeting of bishops was held at Nicaea in AD325. Here they decide what went into the Bible and what was left out.
AHIMSA
I should have called
this book LIFE AFTER DEATH as my experiences convinced me that this life isn’t
all that there is –
The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary
masterpiece but a true story.
I dont know the meaning of life:nor understand the nature of reality:
I do know physical
death is not the end.
And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to
break client confidentiality.
The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to
include.It wasn’t included in the original l publication
( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so
it is badly written and a great deal omitted)
The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet
The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures
The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this
I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation
I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians
I am re watching The Time Traveller’s wife –series
Prefer this one to the movie –haven’t read the book yet
One thing it made me think of was how nudity is not only taboo but people are prosecuted for it
Whereas violence is acceptable and entertainment
Marilyn Monroe apparently said something similar
When I was a few years younger and a lot slimmer
( slim is not only healthier but is one cultural norm I like to conform to knowing people criticize the way one looks)
I sometimes went to a local nudist beach
The police would stand in the car park which isn’t included in the “nudist beach” sign and fine people for going to their car to collect something without getting dressed
AHISMA
Watch the second video –fast forward one hour and nine minutes to Gwen McDonald –this is the most amazing

As you can see this is an old book of mine:
Australian psychologist and hypnotherapist, Peter Ramster created a television documentary in 1981 He also wrote a book that was published in 1980 Called “The Truth About Reincarnation” where he regresses subjects to past lives for which he is able to check details.
The following video is an hour and three quarters
If you don’t want to watch it all fast forward an hour and nine minutes to Gwen McDonald –this is the most amazing
I have experienced many past life regressions am only going to share the first one and a funny one:
The first past life regression that I experienced was at a psychic group at Kent Town SA. (I think it was 1980)
Instead of a guided meditation the man running this group took us back to our very last life.
Only four of us achieved this and everyone else complained that it was supposed to be a meditation.
I wrote mine down in an exercise book as soon as I got home. I kept this book for years but it disappeared last century when my 2nd husband moved out. Pity!
I still remember much of the information from this regression.
I was an American Marine in Borneo either during or just after the Second World War. At the time I had no idea the war went to Borneo. I checked all the information that I could in the library. I also didn’t like the “Yanks” back then so had no desire to be one. I have since visited the USA and know how friendly and welcoming Americans are.
I died when the b12 I was in (I was the gunnner; not the pilot) was shot down.
(This sensation of spinning downwards to my death was brought back to me in my present life when a pilot friend took me up in a Victor (two seater aeroplane) cut the motors and spun the plane downwards without warning me. -He was trying to show off.)
I was 19; male and the middle child of three boys. My name was Harold. I saw my home but not my parents.
As I was born this life in February 1949 I would have come straight back after I died. But knowing that I do not understand the nature of reality and accepting that linear time is an illusion anything is possible.
A friend of mine took me to a past life.
I was walking toward a well in a cobblestone courtyard.
As soon as I appeared everyone else scattered.
Immediately I came back to waking reality and couldn’t stop laughing.
I said “I don’t know who I was but they didn’t like me.” (I may have been a leper?)
FOLLOWING IS A PAST LIFE REGRESSION/MEDITATION
If you don’t “see” just trust the concepts that come into your head
I have used this “meditation” with my Wiccan groups
and my psychic development groups
I believe the regression is possible because linear time is an illusion
I asked “clairvoyantly” about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)
The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated:
I was asked if I could conceptualize NO LINEAR TIME and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.
AHIMSA
In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.
In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.
Listening to others similar stories made me realize that
it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.
Kung fu tz (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”
So don’t give up – you will succeed
And use the recorded meditations in my blog
I dont know the meaning of life:
nor understand the nature of reality:
I do know physical death is not the end.
And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.
The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.
It wasn’t included in the original l publication
( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)
A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE BLUE PLANET
I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:
(1st published 4th April 2017)
It is now 8 billion.
Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.
I wrote this as social satire and sympathetic magic
I realize my writing style doesn’t fit what people expect
My excuse –I majored in sociology not literature 😛
I wanted to put my idea that humans are not indigenous to the planet
A few lines from this short story:
“Most humans think that those who live in harmony with the environment are primitive and inferior. Actually they don’t think.
They just mindlessly conform to what those in power and their entertainment media tell them.
They are really stupid but consider themselves superior to all other life forms because they talk:
They think if something or someone doesn’t talk they don’t understand.
They thoughtlessly destroy everything. They call some creatures vermin, when humans are the vermin. They kill insects and destroy all the trees despite the fact that insects and trees are essential.
And everything literally goes down the drain polluting the oceans instead of nourishing other life.”
atheist
/ˈeɪθɪɪst/
noun
a person who disbelieves or lacks belief in the existence of God or gods.
agnostic
/aɡˈnɒstɪk/
noun
a person who believes that nothing is known or can be known of the existence or nature of God
I published thank god I’m an atheist years ago and friends told me I wasn’t an atheist
This morning I awoke intending to write “I am not really an atheist” but googled it and I am an atheist
I am not an agnostic
Our (western) culture and language doesn’t have the words nor concepts to explain my beliefs
I believe everything that exists has a spiritual aspect
Everything that exists is god and god is every thing that exists
I theorised in another blog that humans have a God concept because they presume that there is an hierarchical structure
The koran and old testament are almost identical –I know this coz I have read them
When the Roman Emperor Constantine decided to use Christianity to control the masses a meeting of bishops was held at Nicaea in AD325. Here they decide what went into the Bible and what was left out.
AHIMSA
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