THE CLAIRVOYANT EXPERIENCES OF A SCEPTIC

I wrote this book so people would know that physical death is not the end

Since I first published this book January 2018 I have had such positive feedback

People tell me their own stories and some even relate to my personal history

Some understandably wish they could have similar experiences

I used to love running psychic development classes because it was exciting when someone “saw” for the first time –even if it was just an aura

A  clairvoyant a few decades ago told me that the only reason I saw was because I wouldn’t believe it if I didn’t – makes sense to me –I really was a sceptic

My daughter suggest that I write the psychic development classes –but it is  practice that develops the latent ability

THANK YOU TO EVERY ONE WHO HAS TAKEN THE TIME TO GIVE ME FEEDBACK

Have a great day

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

ABSOLUTE IDEOLOGY

Just putting the idiot box on this morning motivated me to write this

The definition of fascism is an absolute ideology

Western religions are absolute ideologies

As long as our culture adheres to a religion that was set up by Constantine to control the empire —–the ecology and humanity have no hope

When Constantine combined Jesus teachings with Judaism  ( and a mix of some Roman ideology) there was a meeting in Nicaea to decide what to put in the bible and what to leave out

Jesus teachings, although edited, are a positive input to this religion.

The Bible and the Koran are almost identical

The idea that there is a supreme being presumes an hierarchal structure

Cultures (and religions) that live in harmony with the ecology were labelled inferior or evil

“Even if some omnipotent being created this reality why would it insist on being worshipped?”

Several of my friends have told me that I am not an athiest

They may be correct:

but I do not really have a god concept:

if I did it would be Pantheism.

Since I was 60 I have gone back to church services a few times because I like the ritual and Jesus teachings.

But the fascism

and people who claim to know God’s will

makes me leave.

One group of ladies came to my house and told me what had to be thrown out.

One was a poster with amazing art work called Astral circus.

They went through my book cases and told me my anthropology books were evil.

I have the greatest respect for Jesus but believe him to be a teacher not a god.

When Constantine decided to combine Jesus teachings and Judaism and make it the religion of Rome –there was a meeting in Nicaea to decide what to put in the bible and what to leave out

If “God” is a loving god why would it desire worship?

Religion is what influences a culture.

Our culture believes other life forms don’t feel and have no soul.

We have destroyed the ecology and continue to make all life extinct.

I tried to practice ahimsa before I was aware of this word and concept:

People ridiculed and abused me for this:

some told me I was anthropomorphising animals and other life forms.

As if I would wish any creature to be human 😛

If we credit some “Being” as having created this reality, this “Being” would have to be a sadistic psychopath.

Every creature has to deprive another life form of its existence in order to survive. ( Its called eating)

Just breathing kills other life forms! As we breathe in micro organisms.

I believe everything that exists has a consciousness: And because of my clairvoyant experiences I believe everything survives beyond physical death.

I asked clairvoyantly about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)

The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated, I was asked if I could conceptualize NO linear time and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8 billion

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians

I started writing the prequel the same year 2017 –but I still haven’t finished it – I lose my motivation because I don’t like scary stuff and it is where humans are grown as live stock by the “gods” –maybe I’ll finish it this year

I should have called this book LIFE AFTER DEATH as my experiences convinced me that this life isn’t all that there is

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

MAGIC/QUANTUM PHYSICS

From “on line” Dictionary –
magic”/ˈmadʒɪk/Submitnoun

1.

the power of apparently influencing events by using mysterious or supernatural forces.

“suddenly, as if by magic, the doors start to open”

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What we label as magic is actually quantum physics

Einstein’s  E = mc2

I understood that time decrease with velocity in my teens (1960s)

But it is thanks to Star Trek that I realized that matter and energy are interchangeable

“Energy equals mass times the speed of light squared.” On the most basic level, the equation says that energy and mass (matter) are interchangeable; they are different forms of the same thing. Under the right conditions, energy can become mass, and vice versa.” From PBS.org

I questioned my spirit guides about  life after death and was “told” “can you conceptualize no linear time?” when I answered “no” they said that they couldn’t explain

I can accept that there is nonlinear time but I cannot conceptualize it

 

The first page of my Book of Shadows which was started in 1983

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“Eight words the Wiccan Rede  fulfil

An it HARM NONE

Do what thou will”

Despite training “would be witches” last century and earlier this century I stopped believing that we create our own reality.

I’m back to knowing that we do

Western culture has us believing we are powerless

Yet what we emotionally give power to manifests

Hence PLACEBOS and NOCEBOS

The Witches Pyramid “says” To know: to Dare: to Will and TO KEEP SILENT

I used to tell neophytes that it is intent that matters and emotion that empowers.

Most people would be aware of the idea of a self fulfilling prophecy:

“A self-fulfilling prophecy is a prediction that directly or indirectly causes itself to become true, by the very terms of the prophecy itself, due to positive feedback between belief and behaviour.” Wikipedia

self fulfilling prophecy

The power of suggestion –When I am in too much pain to cope or my anxiety disorder kicks in I say to my self “RELAX” and “SMILE”.

Try saying smile to yourself and see what happens 😀

There is so much available on magic and spells these days:

My favourite is Marion Weinstein’s  “Positive Magic”

pos magic

And this is a quote from Doreen Valiente’s “Natural Magic”:

“Believe in the possibility of what you intend to do, hold it strongly in your mind, and it will happen.”

A spell  from my very old book of shadows.

When I collect the leaves from the Bay Laurel I thank both the tree and the leaves.

bay leaves

Bay Leaf Spell

Prepare a container with live coals or charcoal blocks:

Scatter crumbled bay leaves over them:

concentrate on the wish you are making:

Chant:

“Bay leaf burn fire

Draw to me my heart’s desire.”

Speak of your wish aloud:

And repeat the ritual thrice.

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Blessed be

and be kind to non- human life forms.

witch

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the humanI was

only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8 billion.

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

He idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians

In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

Kung fu tz  (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”

So don’t give up – you will succeed

And use the recorded meditations in my blog

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

BIRDS/AHIMSA

I tried my best to practice ahimsa before I was aware of this word/concept

Impossible in a culture that believes only humans have a soul and only money matters

I get upset when people kill insects

I stopped being friends with a man who stomped on an insect that was crawling past us when we were sitting outside.

Imagine the damage done by 8 billion humans needlessly killing insects

And also the damage done by this species poisoning “weeds”

I fed the local birds from when i first moved to Goowal (1998)

Mindless automatons told me

“Do not to feed the birds -they are meant  to find their own food”

It doesn’t occur to them that the human plague  (of more than 8 Billion) has destroyed the homes and food sources of all other life – making so many extinct.

I feed the crows too –one neighbour has complained about their noise

The other has told me that she likes the Ibis (that I feed) but not the crow.

Crows like many other life forms are disliked because of cultural programming

The crow I feed, feeds the baby before she? feeds  herself

I wasn’t able to take a photo because the baby flies away when I walk outside – comes back when I go in.

Humans have this effect on me — have said I am anthrophobic for decades – don’t think it is an actual word)

This is from Wolf Hollow Wild Life Centre & Facebook

I have always been a misfit in a culture –

Where sociopaths are successful

Psychopaths glorified

And it is necessary to be a mindless automaton to fit in.

taken at the Coorong

Considering all the positive changes in my life time I am optimistic that

the caring, intelligent people will prevail and stop all life from becoming extinct.

Enjoy your day

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

He idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians

Thank God I am an Atheist: Pun Intended

When I was young I wondered what was wrong with me because our cultural norms felt so wrong – now that I am older and wiser I know our cultural norms are wrong

I respect peoples religious beliefs and won’t argue – several decades ago I made a Jehovah’s Witness lady cry – so promised myself I wouldn’t argue in future

A man who I genuinely like was arguing that someone must have created this world and that I only believe in things that I see  

All I  said to him was –the “only believing in what I see” doesn’t apply to me and that I had studied world religions

I wanted to say but didn’t

“Even if some omnipotent being created this reality why would it insist on being worshipped?”

Several of my friends have told me that I am not an athiest

They may be correct:

but I do not really have a god concept:

if I did it would be Pantheism.

Since I was 60 I have gone back to church services a few times because I like the ritual and Jesus teachings.

But the fascism

and people who claim to know God’s will

makes me leave.

One group of ladies came to my house and told me what had to be thrown out.

One was a poster with amazing art work called Astral circus.

They went through my book cases and told me my anthropology books were evil.

I have the greatest respect for Jesus but believe him to be a teacher not a god.

When Constantine decided to combine Jesus teachings and Judaism and make it the religion of Rome –there was a meeting in Nicaea to decide what to put in the bible and what to leave out

If “God” is a loving god why would it desire worship?

Religion is what influences a culture.

Our culture believes other life forms don’t feel and have no soul.

We have destroyed the ecology and continue to make all life extinct.

I tried to practice ahimsa before I was aware of this word and concept:

People ridiculed and abused me for this:

some told me I was anthropomorphising animals and other life forms.

As if I would wish any creature to be human 😛

If we credit some “Being” as having created this reality, this “Being” would have to be a sadistic psychopath.

Every creature has to deprive another life form of its existence in order to survive. ( Its called eating)

Just breathing kills other life forms! As we breathe in micro organisms.

I believe everything that exists has a consciousness: And because of my clairvoyant experiences I believe everything survives beyond physical death.

I asked clairvoyantly about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)

The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated, I was asked if I could conceptualize NO linear time and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8 billion

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians

I started writing the prequel the same year 2017 –but I still haven’t finished it – I lose my motivation because I don’t like scary stuff and it is where humans are grown as live stock by the “gods” –maybe I’ll finish it this year

I should have called this book LIFE AFTER DEATH as my experiences convinced me that this life isn’t all that there is

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

Four AUDIO MEDITATIONS

CREATIVE CONSCIOUSNESS MEDITATION

I recorded Creative Consciousness meditation earlier this century at the request of a psychic development group that I was running at the time.

I am adding the written version because there is a mistake in the recording(colours going back) plus it is the version for second session — in the first one we bring our guides in

            CREATIVE CONSCIOUNESS MEDITATION

Relax: centre: and protect yourself. Breathe deeper and slower that you normally would.

Visualize the colour RED and know that you are becoming more relaxed.

Now visualize ORANGE

YELLOW
GREEN
BLUE: you are very relaxed and calm now.

INDIGO

VIOLET

You are now on a beach. Feel the sand between your toes. Smell the sea air. Hear the seagulls and the thunder of the waves. Stay here a while relaxing.

You see an hole in the cliff face and start walking toward this.

You enter and find yourself in a cave lit by phosphorescent fungi.

There are steps going down. You descend these steps. 12;11;10;9;8;7;6;5;4;3;2;1

There is a door in front of you. You open this door. This is your sacred space: You create this yourself. The more that you use this meditation the more powerful it will become.

Have an elevator to the right at the back to bring people down for healing; problems solving; or just to talk to. Always send them back up. The first time you go to you sacred space you bring down a male & female guide. They stay here. You do not send THEM back.

Create a door to the back left to go on astral journeys.

A clock and calendar to change the date & time. Anything that you feel that you require for healing.

Remember that your guides stay in this sacred space awaiting you.

When you are ready go back the way that you came.

1;2;3;4;5;6;7;8;9;10;11;12

VIOLET; INDIGO; BLUE; GREEN; YELLOW; ORANGE; RED

TREE MEDITATION paraphrased from Mother Wit by Diane Mariechild —- it is a great book if you can find it.

Am sure you are better at finding things on Google etc than me 😛 — I couldn’t find it.

ASTRAL PROJECTION

Also from Mother Wit

Past life regression

I wrote this meditation — it has been successful when used in psychic development classes.

Clairvoyance is developed through practice:

my daughter suggested this book

I hope that it helps people

In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

Kung fu tz  (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”

So don’t give up – you will succeed

And use the recorded meditations in my blog

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

 A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now  8 billion.

Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.

I wrote this as social satire and sympathetic magic

I wanted to put my idea that humans are not indigenous to the planet

A few lines  from this short story:

“Most humans think that those who live in harmony with the environment are primitive and inferior. Actually they don’t think.

They just mindlessly conform to what those in power and their entertainment media tell them.

 They are really stupid but consider themselves superior to all other life forms because they talk:

They think if something or someone doesn’t talk they don’t understand. They thoughtlessly destroy everything. They call some creatures vermin,

when humans are the vermin. They kill insects and destroy all the trees despite the fact that insects and trees are essential.

And everything literally goes down the drain polluting the oceans instead of nourishing other life.”

AHIMSA

TO “SEE” OR NOT TO “SEE”

my Dad born 1/1/1921 died 27/5/2004

I believe that everyone is clairvoyant – the ability atrophies because our culture tells us it doesnt exist

My mentor said that it was just a naural extension of our five senses

In the 1970s most people considered us the lunatic fringe

In the late nineteen eighties early nineties the so called “New age” became trendy

And was turned into the Protestant ethic of making  a profit

From trekmovie.com —-
(I  like Armin Shimerman as an actor but I’m not much of a fan of Deep Space Nine)

There is still a lunatic fringe

And there are also many con artist who charge a fortune  and are making it up

I have never charged much

Partly because my Dad was a Spiritualist and told me that I must not charge

And  also because I am so anti the Protestant ethic 

One lady told me the year before covid  that anyone who charges less than eighty is no good

I don’t care whether people believe me not

It is not a matter of belief

More one of quantum physics

See  blog” Life after Death”

Act 1 Scene 5 of Shakespeare’s  Hamlet

“There are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.” 

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com

One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

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In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

Kung fu tz (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”

So don’t give up – you will succeed

And use the recorded meditations in my blog

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

 A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now  8 billion.

Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.

I wrote this as social satire and sympathetic magic

I realize my writing style doesn’t fit what people expect

My excuse –I majored in sociology not literature 😛

I wanted to put my idea that humans are not indigenous to the planet

A few lines  from this short story:

“Most humans think that those who live in harmony with the environment are primitive and inferior. Actually they don’t think.

They just mindlessly conform to what those in power and their entertainment media tell them.

 They are really stupid but consider themselves superior to all other life forms because they talk:

They think if something or someone doesn’t talk they don’t understand.

They thoughtlessly destroy everything. They call some creatures vermin, when humans are the vermin. They kill insects and destroy all the trees despite the fact that insects and trees are essential.

And everything literally goes down the drain polluting the oceans instead of nourishing other life.”

Even though these days children have support if they ask for it  they are not likely to do so

Even though these days children have support if they ask for it 

Some are not likely to do so

For several decades I thought I deserved abuse

i had no siblings or extended family (grandparents were in the UK)

My mother had most people convinced that she was all sweetness and light

And in my 20s I thought I was a bad mother because I didn’t scream at my children and bash them

My Mother had wanted a boy and couldn’t have more children after my birth, hence she never liked me.

 I can still remember her screaming at me when I was still in my cot upstairs in a “two up, two down” house “After all the pain and suffering I went through giving birth to you: you are useless a failure a disappointment: neither use nor ornament -Cannot do anything right ”

She repeated this statement frequently for 63 years and 8 months

 She never liked me but I always loved her. When I was a child I thought that she was the most beautiful and the cleverest person I knew.

 I started school when I was four: Mother arranged this so that she could go to work.

I have blocked out a lot of my abuse but somethings will occasionally trigger a flashback.

When we were still at Northfield and I was already going to school my mother pushed me into the wood burning part of the wood stove when it was lit and shut the door: She then pulled me out: wrapped me in a blanket and told people that she had saved my life after I crawled in. I had first degree burns.

 A few years later we moved to Salisbury North. It was still mostly farms at the time.

When I was ten my mother was bashing me with a scrubbing brush and had also washed my mouth out with soap. I said to her “I haven’t done anything wrong” and she told my that she just felt like bashing me.  Despite this, for over half a century I believed that I deserved abuse because this is what everyone told me.



 mother kicked and bashed me Christmas 1993, a month after I had had an hysterectomy. (After this I didn’t speak to my parents for six months.)

 The reason it only lasted six months was that my parents had relatives visit from England and Dad phoned and asked me to come and visit.

 (Mother smirked like a child getting her own way and never apologised or even admitted she had done anything.)

I let my mother mind the children, which in retrospect was stupid.

My husband’s nephews were four and six at the time and the four-year-old was in his twenties when he told me how abusive my mother had been to him. I didn’t hear about the abuse to the then six-year-old (now in his early forties) until just after my mother’s funeral.

My mothers physical abuse was horrific but her mental abuse was worse and this continued up to and including the week she died.

When my Dad was dying in 2004 I took her to the hospital every day and we stayed for most of the day.                          I initially presumed she got upset because she thought she wasn’t getting any attention:

l later realised it was because my Dad said that he was proud of me.   

  I had been helping the morning shift and when the roster changed Mother went crying to the RN who came back and glared at me.

 When we picked up Dad’s things after he died this same RN told me off for abusing my mother.

My Dad was a lovely person but was never allowed to pay me any attention or my mother would have a screaming fit. On his death bed he asked me to look after her. I did so, not just because I had promised him that I would but because I was hoping that my mother would love me and be nice to me.

  Never happened!

 

AHIMSA

THE ONLY TRUE WISDOM IS IN KNOWING YOU KNOW NOTHING–Socrates

WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW

i believe in angels -see them as white light

People tend to believe that a belief in God and heaven is necessary for a belief in an “afterlife”

Surviving death isn’t synonymous with a religious belief.

We do not understand the nature of reality.

(or at least I don’t)

It appears we exist in an alternate reality when we are “not here”! In this reality the electrons are apparently moving at a different speed around the protons and neutrons so it is out of phase. ( This is my very limited understanding of quantum physics)

Another misconception is that people have to be “earth bound” to communicate with the living:

NOT SO!

I asked “clairvoyantly” about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)

The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated:

I was asked if I could conceptualize NO LINEAR TIME and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.

We may all be in a huge holodeck:

As suggested by Star Trek Next Generation —

And  “What The Bleep”

“Ship In A Bottle” season six — Star Trek Next Geneeration

Until the following I suspected clairvoyance was wishful thinking and vivid imagination

The incident that convinced me that clairvoyance was a reality happened at work. I was a student nurse at Strathmont Centre.  I was washing dishes with a male staff nurse. We didn’t have kitchen hands in those days.  Kym was six feet tall and rather heavy set and had long blonde hair. A man (deceased) flashed in (when I see or hear things they flash in a fraction of a second) He had Kym’s high forehead and similar features but wore a suit with a crepe ribbon and a cross and had a short back and sides haircut and dark hair.

I asked Kym if his father was a minister. He asked me why and initially I would not answer. I eventually told him what I saw and Kym told me that it was his uncle. He asked me what denomination his uncle was.

I did not know.

After Kym left the kitchen I asked his uncle, whom I could no longer “see”, what he had died of.  The words were that fast all I could make out was sclerosis. Because we were with the intellectually disabled I thought “tubular sclerosis?” Then I realized it was multiple sclerosis.

 When we were having a tea break Kym told me that his uncle died of multiple sclerosis. I was amazed and said that his uncle had “told” me this!

Kym said “Get more”! I informed him that I couldn’t.

But I saw panama hats and monkeys. I said “He was a missionary in South America” Kym said “Yes”. I then saw masks and a jungle and said he was also a missionary in New Guinea. Kym told me this wasn’t so.  When Kym came to work the next day, he said that his mother had confirmed that her brother was a missionary in New Guinea. This showed that I wasn’t just reading Kim’s mind.

AHIMSA

I should have called this book LIFE AFTER DEATH as my experiences convinced me that this life isn’t all that there is

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

Kung fu tz  (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”

So don’t give up – you will succeed

And use the recorded meditations in my blog

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

 I wrote and published this sci fi short story on the 4th April 2017  when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

It is now more than 8 billion

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians

I started writing the prequel the same year 2017 –but I still haven’t finished it – I lose my motivation because I don’t like scary stuff and it is where humans are grown as live stock by the “gods” –maybe I’ll finish it this year

WESTERN MEDICINE

I tell myself that I should write happy blogs but I am allowing myself to re -blog this knowing many people can relate

There are excellent doctors and nurses but generally speaking the medical system is set up to  support the drug companies and isn’t concerned about helping people

The success of any treatment or drug is at least twenty five percent placebo effect

With me its nocebo effect

I’ve just started watching New Amsterdam again on Netflix

I’d rather be doing house work but as usual pain and other health stuff is forcing me to rest

I like New Amsterdam it covers real issues that I can relate to from working in the system

I have worked with excellent doctors and nurses but as Jockko Sims character says

“you know the whole system is rigged

— they are not going to let you come here and just help people”

I do not trust the medical system

Because

it is controlled by drug companies that only care about profit not people:

In medical centres  there is not enough time allotted to each patient hence production line people

Hospitals are “total institutions”

A person’s rights are taken from them and they are in the hands of people whose goal is to get rid of their nuisance value

This is because staff  to patient ratio isn’t adequate

And then there is NOCEBOS — “pointing the bone”

(e.g. — you have less than six months to live)

some doctors have a patronising attitudes to patients:

There is always the good the bad and the indifferent:

 The bad and indifferent are dangerous in an health system

I am am not an organ donor because I am aware that

if you have a 50% chance of survival and you are an organ donor — kiss your chances good bye.

In my old age I do not trust nor support western medicine

for a variety of reasons: –

I suffer from medical and surgical mistakes:

Including two major traumas

Came to under anaesthetic in the 1970s

Next time I had minor exploratory surgery –1992 – I came to with the bed perpendicular horrific chest pains and was told that they nearly didn’t get me back

Had a gynea repair in 2007 which I still suffer pain and problems from

It wasn’t until 2011 that a doctor took the trouble to find out what was wrong

She told me that the gynaecologist that performed my surgery had been reported for making mistakes before but was still practicing

At the beginning of this century I was put on triple the normal dose of meclobomide straight up  — after being on this drug for several years a doctor told me that I should not be on an anti psychotic

I was put on  tramadol and ignored for several years when I said I felt like the walking dead

I have had breathing difficulties for well over a decade and until 2020  told there was nothing the matter

But when I had an angiogram after an heart attack the cardiologist said my breathing difficulties were not related to my heart condition

I was diagnosed with diverticulitis in the early 1990s yet after I moved to Goolwa

 I would go to the doctors telling them I had diverticulitis and I was either completely ignored or told that I didn’t

–it wasn’t until a CT scan in 2011 which confirmed io had diverticulitis that the doctors took any notice

And there’s more

A friend now deceased went to the doctors on numerous occasions saying she wasn’t well and they told her nothing was the matter

When her cancer was diagnosed she was told “If you came here sooner we could have done something”

I am aware of numerous people that have died because of medical and surgical mistakes:

some were friends or acquaintances:

some were related to people I have done clairvoyant readings for.

Both my parents died of a continuous high dose of morphine:

their death certificated said heart attack

Dad said that he didn’t want morphine and they ignored him

Mum complained it made her too dizzy and they ignored her.

When I tell people that patients are deliberately put on an high dose of morphine which stops the oxygen flow to the heart  as euthanasia they don’t believe me

Doctors are taught Freudian psychology

This affects the way some doctors treat women

Freud says that all women are neurotic And have penis envy

His test subjects were  twelve middle class Jewish women

The majority of doctors are controlled by drug companies

Drug companies are horrifically cruel to animals:

Not just when testing drugs but when making same.

One example that I am sure few people are aware of:

They have the abattoirs leave all new borns to die of dehydration and starvation so they can harvest the hormones that this death produces.

How do I know this?

In 1982 the husband of a staff member asked that I report to the RSPCA that new born calves were left to die of dehydration and starvation:

The RSPCA staff called me a liar and a trouble maker:

I put something in writing and it was ignored.

Presumably the RSPCA is funded by drug companies and the meat industry.

Over the years since,

I have learned from people who work at the abattoirs or collect stock from them

that all new borns are left to die this way and that the drug companies ask for it.

It was my podiatrist who told me why –“The drug companies harvest the hormones produces when animals die this way.”  

I presume most people know how drug companies collect Premarin = pregnant mares urine?

Another reason

Western medicine treats symptoms

not the cause

Long ago

when I dispensed drugs from the old fashion drug trolley

I noticed that I was giving one drug then another to compensate for the side effects

e.g. antispychotics cause pseudo Parkinsonism.

hence I gave out another drug for Parkinsonism.

I like “New Amsterdam”

And the movie “The Doctor”

they highlight mistakes

and that some doctors care more about advancing their career than caring for patients.

Western medicine came into being at the time of the “Inquisition”

when village herbalists were executed and replaced by male doctors.

Eastern medicine diagnoses using iridology and kinesiology

and treats with acupuncture and herbal remedies.


I was including this Monty Python sketch to highlight doctor’s attitude to patients but it reminded me of humorous events

I was working in a general hospital when Monty Pythons Meaning of Life was in the cinemas:

One doctor would say “Bring in the machine that goes Ping”

And one of the charge nurses when coming on duty would say “morning
 morning”  –like fish scene.

Be well

be happy

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now  8 billion.

Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.

I wrote this as social satire and sympathetic magic

I realize my writing style doesn’t fit what people expect

My excuse –I majored in sociology not literature 😛

I wanted to put my idea that humans are not indigenous to the planet

A few lines  from this short story:

“Most humans think that those who live in harmony with the environment are primitive and inferior. Actually they don’t think.

They just mindlessly conform to what those in power and their entertainment media tell them.

 They are really stupid but consider themselves superior to all other life forms because they talk:

They think if something or someone doesn’t talk they don’t understand.

They thoughtlessly destroy everything. They call some creatures vermin, when humans are the vermin. They kill insects and destroy all the trees despite the fact that insects and trees are essential.

And everything literally goes down the drain polluting the oceans instead of nourishing other life.”

 In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

Kung fu tz  (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”

So don’t give up – you will succeed

And use the recorded meditations in my blog

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)