I wasn’t aware of the concept EMPATH until this century—with the exception of Marina Sirtis character Deanna Troi in Star Trek next gen
— but it fits me – it is one of the reasons that I don’t socialize – the other is of course my anxiety disorder-
Sometimes some people’s energies make me feel physically ill – it is when they are being malicious and not necessarily to me — I have get up and leave
I believe everyone is clairvoyant but the ability atrophies because our culture teaches that it doesn’t exist or it is evil:
Yet it doesn’t seem that everyone is an empath:
It was only this morning (while writing this) that I reassessed something that happened a few years ago:
Four young ladies were booked in for a reading:
I only did the first reading:
With the second lady I was an horrific emotional wreck.
I always felt so guilty that I could not do the other readings after they had travelled so far
but I just couldn’t.
I blamed myself for being so emotional and letting them down.
The only bad thing I “saw” with the second lady was a relationship break up:
which I didn’t pass on:
I “open myself” to connect with people who have passed over
and I had not put a protection around myself – which I normally do:
in retrospect I must have “picked up” something?
(Earlier this century when I was doing readings in a local shop
one lady whom I “read for” said that I “faded out of sight”
when communicating with those who have passed over:
Sounds a bit “looney tunes” but maybe I do?)
When I connect with people who have passed over who have had a traumatic death
I feel their emotional horror but not their physical pain.
And I think that being an empath may have contributed to my being a vegetarian:
When I ate meat I would have re occurring nightmares about being an animal in a slaughter house:
Have a great day