LIFE AFTER DEATH

WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW

I have several friends who don’t believe in clairvoyance or surviving death

On the rare occasions I mention a clairvoyant experience that amazed me they just look at me with disdain or make some comment implying that I am either making it up or delusional

Although I dislike being “called” a liar (honesty is important to me)

these are true friends                    

 I don’t need them to believe me – I know it to be true

 so I tolerate their attitude.

People tend to believe that a belief in God and heaven is necessary for a belief in an “afterlife”

Surviving death isn’t synonymous with a religious belief.

We do not understand the nature of reality.

(or at least I don’t)

It appears we exist in an alternate reality when we are “not here”! In this reality the electrons are apparently moving at a different speed around the protons and neutrons so it is out of phase. ( This is my very limited understanding of quantum physics)

Another misconception is that people have to be “earth bound” to communicate with the living:

NOT SO!

I asked “clairvoyantly” about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)

The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated:

I was asked if I could conceptualize NO LINEAR TIME and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.

We may all be in a huge holodeck:

As suggested by Star Trek Next Generation —

And  “What The Bleep”

“Ship In A Bottle” season six — Star Trek Next Geneeration

In the “special features” of What the “Bleep” they mention that Professor WilliamTiller gives the mathematical constructs of a hologram that we “are” living in.

(William A. Tiller is a professor emeritus of materials science and engineering at Stanford University)

I made this video to advertise my books but at least you can see who I am —

it wont load so trying it as a link

https://www.facebook.com/108440928178245/videos/1703449896710812

A decade of pain sleep deprivation and other health issues has been  stopping my doing clairvoyant readings –

pain doesn’t affect my clairvoyance just my concentration

I love doing readings – genuinely communicating   who have passed over – is still exciting even though I have been doing this since 1978

It is frustrating not being able to do things that I once took for granted b or just email me with a reut readings are something I am still able to do

I am offering either an email reading or a phone reading (Australia only) if you would prefer

For $50 Australian

If you believe that if something expensive is good and inexpensive is not you may pay me $500 

I am obviously joking those who believe that “You get what you pay for” will not choose me  😀

20 years ago when I was giving clairvoyant readings in a local shop and charging $20 many people gave me $50

If interested please leave a comment and I will give you more information

Or email me including a recent photo katallen1949@hotmail.com

NAMASTE

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

BIRDS/AHIMSA

I tried my best to practice ahimsa before I was aware of this word/concept

Impossible in a culture that believes only humans have a soul and only money matters

I Have fed the local birds ever since I moved here

Mindless automatons tell me

“Do not to feed the birds -they are meant  to find their own food”

It doesn’t occur to them that the human plague  (of 8 Billion) has destroyed the homes and food sources of all other life – making so many extinct.

I feed the crows too –one neighbour has complained about their noise

The other has told me that she likes the Ibis (that I feed) but not the crow.

Crows like many other life forms are disliked because of cultural programming

The crow I feed, feeds the baby before she? feeds  herself

I wasn’t able to take a photo because the baby flies away when I walk outside – comes back when I go in.

Humans have this effect on me — have said I am anthrophobic for decades – don’t think it is an actual word)

This is from Wolf Hollow Wild Life Centre & Facebook

I have always been a misfit in a culture –

Where sociopaths are successful

Psychopaths glorified

And it is necessary to be a mindless automaton to fit in.

taken at the Coorong

Considering all the positive changes in my life time I am optimistic that

the caring, intelligent people will prevail and stop all life from becoming extinct.

Enjoy your day

Magic — creating our own reality

this picture is from Facebook — I have the DVDs of BEWITCHED except for season 3

I believed we created our own reality by our thoughts; words and of course actions in the 1970s:

I taught “would be witches” how to manifest!

A couple of years ago I spat the dummy and thought:

“What a load of crock! If I created reality my life would have been so much better.

Who’d choose to suffer almost a life time of abuse etc!”

What about people with disabilities?

Since I first wrote this blog a concept came into my head when meditating

Our cultural programming stops us from feeling empowered

The concept of an hierarchical  structure:

that there is someone who knows better

and is more important.

In this meditation I also got that seeing time as linear affects our ability to create

Our indigenous Australians did  not see time as linear (until white man came and spoiled their world)

And they have powerful magic

THE WAY OF THE PEACEFUL WARRIOR

I constantly have to remind myself to be in the “NOW

From “The Way Of The Peaceful Warrior:

by Dan Millman

“Where am I? HERE!”

What time is it “NOW”

Earlier this year my *guide “told” me that I really do create my reality (it was actually a concept).

After a decade of constant pain:

sleep deprivation:

and other health issues

that prevent my doing things that  I once took for granted

I was definitely in “poor me” mode!

 Reiki:  affirmations and  acupuncture lasted a day or two but it was “one step forward and two steps back“.

I have come to realize that I don’t believe I deserve to be healthy and happy 😦

–64 years of programming ( from the person who is supposed to love you when no one else does) telling me “YOU ARE USELESS: A FAILURE: A DISAPPOINTMENT: NEITHER USE NOR ORNAMEN T.: CANNOT DO ANYTHNG RIGHT ! – I know many women my age group can identify: we grew up when women had no rights nor status and our mother’s only wanted sons.

(*This guide whom I have been aware of since I started with the spiritual groups has given me proof of who he is

and

has taken me on astral journeys with him in his life time.

We were in an Egyptian reed canoe.

Which I later checked in the library because my idea of Egypt came from the movie “Cleopatra” and I was expecting lavish barges.

I brought myself out of this “astral journey?” because it was too violent for me. We were in a battle zone.

 One thing that really amazed me was-

back in the seventies pyramid power was a fad.

I asked my guide who is a Nubian Egyptian about pyramids.

He told me that pyramids refract electromagnetic waves as a prism refracts light.

I had no idea what electromagnetic waves were and in the nineteen seventies it was difficult to find information.)

THE WITCHES PYRAMID

(from my Book Of Shadows)

“TO KNOW: TO DARE:  TO WILL and TO KEEP SILENT”

TO KNOW: This includes knowing the laws you are working with; e.g. Law of cause and effect:

The more I know; the less I know that I know

which may seem “Irish”

but seriously I certainly don’t understand the nature of this reality!

Know ones self: and most importantly know that you will succeed in your undertaking.

TO DARE: overcome fears and hindrances especially those inculcated by our culture.

TO WILL: Emotions are the power behind manifesting.

So believe in yourself:

Intention is what directs the manifestation.

My manifestations have succeeded when I have known they will manifest.

Actually I see them as already manifested.

In the beginning I found this part difficult so I had this attitude “I believe this will happen/ manifest but if it doesn’t I don’t care “ And they manifested.

Another way is to inculcate what you are trying to manifest. Use a verbal spell or word power: record this and play it continually -Make it a song if you like.

TO KEEP SILENT: Other peoples thoughts and words will effect what you are doing so you don’t tell anyone!

me at the very first Australian Wiccan conference–early 1980s

I snapped my self out of my “What a lot of crock?” attitude by reminding myself of all the things that I have manifested.

Considering I started doing this in the late seventies there are numerous examples.

The one I would like to share is about a puppy/dog:

My parents (now deceased) lived in a very small housing Trust unit. There was a back “yard” which all units were meant to share. Their neighbour on the western side had fenced of his back yard and also bricked up most of the space as a garden. They had gotten numerous small dogs all of which managed to get out some how and run away. They eventually got a Labrador pup. Which was mostly locked in a wooden box he called its kennel! One day when this pup was actually out of the box and growing I noticed blood around her neck . Her collar was too tight and cutting her neck as she grew I reached through the fence and loosened her collar. After this, the neighbour put barbed wire on the fence at many levels so that there was no way I could reach the dog!

My mother insisted that I wasn’t to call the RSPCA because she didn’t want conflict with their neighbours.  I always did what my mother said. I was terrified of her.

I had this dog on my healing list and started to visualize her living happily with a new owner.

Unfortunately it was approximately six months before this manifested.

My parents neighbour offered the dog to me!

I had a Bully/ Kelpie cross at this time, who was so grumpy to Cerri the dog:  Doing his “I’m top dog here routine” That I knew it wasn’t a good home for her. Her eyes were glazed with fear. I mentioned it to a local business owner and she said that she would take the dog to live on their property. ( My dog fretted for weeks after she Cerri left.)

I dont have any pictures of Cerri but this is Buster

Cerri hada long and happy life: is nowdeceased.

Sadly I don’t have any picture of Cerri I was more worried about getting her well than taking her photo at the time.

BLESSED BE

MORE MORNING MUSINGS

This is a recent picture of me NOT — Oh to be that healthy and energetic

For the last couple of years my life has involved resting resting and more fu-king resting:

Hence another morning of musing

This was motivated by seeing a tribal dance on morning television.

I read “Conversations with God”  at the turn of this century.

What bothered me is that he “supposedly channelled” negative remarks about the Australian indigenous people.

No disrespect intended to Neale Donald Walsch

1st is from wikepedia 2nd probonoaustralia

Our indigenous Australians did not see time as linear (until white man came and spoiled their world)

I attended an outside lecture given by an aboriginal elder in the 1980s

I thought to myself

old

black

and female –

all considered inferior in white culture at the time:

She spoke through an interpreter:

before she spoke she looked at everyone in the crowd

  then said that she would speak.

After, a male friend said “Did you feel that?”

I have indigenous Australian friends:

one lady, a “full blood”, amazes me with her wisdom and her attitude:

I met her at a church “free lunch”. (before COVID)

As I had never been before I asked if I may sit at her table

Many of the Christians there just ”looked down their nose” at her

She noticed but just smiled

I was bought up Church of England and did the “born again” thing in my 20s

I wrote a blog “Thank God I am an Atheist Pun Intended

Am including it

Several of my friends have told me that I am not an athiest

They may be correct:

I do not really have a god concept:

if I did it would be Pantheism.

Since I was 60 I have gone back to church services a few times because I like the ritual and Jesus teachings.

But the fascism

and people who claim to know God’s will

makes me leave.

One group of ladies came to my house and told me what had to be thrown out.

One was a poster with amazing art work called Astral circus.

They went through my book cases and told me my anthropology books were evil.

I have the greatest respect for Jesus but believe him to be a teacher not a god.

After Constantine stopped throwing Christians to the lions and made Christianity the religion of Rome there was a meeting at Nicaea to decide what to leave in the bible and what to take out.

If “God” is a loving god why would She desire worship?

Religion is what influences a culture.

Our culture believes other life forms don’t feel and have no soul.

We have destroyed the ecology and continue to make all life extinct.

I tried to practice ahimsa before I was aware of this word and concept:

People ridiculed and abused me for this:

some told me I was anthropomorphising animals and other life forms.

As if I would wish any creature to be human 😛

If we credit some “Being” as having created this reality, this “Being” would have to be a sadistic psychopath.

Every creature has to deprive another life form of its existence in order to survive. ( Its called eating)

Just breathing kills other life forms! As we breathe in micro organisms.

I believe everything that exists has a consciousness: And because of my clairvoyant experiences I believe everything survives beyond physical death.

I asked clairvoyantly about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)

The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated, I was asked if I could conceptualize NO linear time and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under a different title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now almost 8 billion.

Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.

not a literary masterpiece

My excuse

I majored in sociology not literature

MY MORNING MUSINGS

I was going to put a video of myself to make it personal but decided to post this one of my pets

Bukkandi (cat) died July 2020

RILEY (AustralianxMaltese terrier) died November 2020 –and November 2020 I had an heartattack

I was watching the semi final of THE VOICE AUSTRALIA

It  reminded me that I am not competitive

I disagree with the idea of an hierarchy

Not into “one-upmanship”

Majored in sociology so understand that an heirachy is efficient

I am not intersested in publicity — just like blogging

A few years ago I told a friend of mine that I had refused to be interviewed by the media and she gave me this look imply I was lying and delusional

I was a clairvoyant and a witch in the days when “they” still wanted to put us to death

Then it became the flavour of the decade

I was asked to be interviewed by a television station because I was an High Priestess Wicca:

I refused to be interwiewed by a radio station

And a New Age magazine

The magazine rep said to me “it would be great publicity”

I didnt want the publicity

I don’t trust the media

In the late seventies a friend who was a Spiritualist minister was interviewed by a local television station They edited the interview to make her look like an idiot

This century a friend’s son  (at Schoolies) fell off the balcony of a local pub –drunk – a newspaper reporter wanted to interview her and she told them that she was busy getting he son into an ambulance

They printed a story saying that he had tried to commit suicide

 I must be in the wrong culture –or maybe the wrong species

I was brought up Church of England

(which was renamed Anglican in 1981 – Loved the series Downton Abby but they call Church of England Anglican back in the early 1900s )

As a child I  couldn’t understand why only humans and only humans of same religion were loved and “saved”  by God

me age 3 and Christy

I studied world religions as an elective at teachers college and did a lot of research on religion when I was lecturing on Wicca

The protestant ethic and the human population being way beyond plague proportions  (8 billion) has already caused the extinction of numerous life forms

me at the very first Australian Wiccan conference

 Long long ago (In the 1970’s) I wrote a sociology paper on communism.

 Unfortunately I am unable to remember all my research and “googling” does not always give accurate information.

 I could never understand why Marx was portrayed as some one evil?

 Well yes, I can: He was criticizing capitalism.

And advocating sharing

I remember the conclusion of this paper was –  that the only time true communism  existed was in Israeli Kibbutz: and this is no longer the case.

 It appears humans prefer to own

rather than share.

When I  think about it: we are programmed to compete: therefore we see others as someone we compete against.

We are programmed to buy and own

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

Someone said to me that “You get what you pay for”?

After posting that I was finally getting notification emails re WORDPRESS

I havent received any more

–WordPress have investigated this and the problem is with Outlook

– I like reading blogs –hence I check “reader” and comments

I promised myself I would post happy blogs but haven’t kept my promise to myself

I am blaming it on a decade of pain and sleep deprivation (allergic to pain relief)

This video was taken in 2015 after I fell crossing the road

I watch it to make me laugh

My son lives in North Queensland and it is a long time since I have flown up for a visit

He has visited mea few tiomes

the last time in 2020 when covid first started

I have stopped doing paid readings

Pain doesn’t block my clairvoyance but does blockblock my concentration

I actually started writing this blog because someone said to me that “You get what you pay for”

Wanted to preach that it isn’t so

Something expensive isn’t necessarily better and visa versa.

The best naturopath  (who actually saved my life) was not expensive:

The best hairdresser charges me $25 for an hair cut

The best clairvoyant reading that I ever had cost me $5 (admittedly it was in the 1980s – hence it would be equivalent to $23 now)

Once the church told us what to think and believe now it is the multinationals

they control the media (and politicians)

 LABOR  has  won in Australia

media keeps saying first time since Wold War Two?

What about Gough Whitlam 1972 -1975 and Bob Hawke 1988 -1991

From my point of view these politician – who actually helped the working class – were got rid of because the multinational gods (who control the world and politicians) could not control these

********************************************************

Now for my book ad 😛

I receive very little money from my books

Am just supporting a multinational

But do appreciate that I am able to publish them without them being edited until they didn’t say  what I intended

(this happed to an acquaintance last century)

******

In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I majored in sociology not literature

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under a different title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now almost 8 billion.

Our cultural norms and the Protestant Ethic are causing the extinction of all life.

I thought that I would quote a few lines  from this short story:

“The Nirahns whom could see close ups of the planet on their “view screen” saw people and buildings just disappear. One minute there were humans and buildings all over the planet. And then they were gone.                                                                                                                                                                     They watched vegetation grow at an accelerated speed.

Kunapipi/Anne awoke on the first day of the New Earth. She had slept in a humpy and awakened to kookaburras laughing.”

I chose the name Kunnapipi as she is an Indigenous Australian mother goddess:

But this story is not about the “real” Kunnapipi.

NAMASTE

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

CHANGES FOR THE BETTER

So much has changed for the better in my life time –But i wonder if attitudes have really changed?

I posted the following on Facebook and only three people responded

Seems that “I DONT WANT TO KNOW” still prevails?

Watching the idiot box this morning I saw stickers on Queensland ambulances “NO EXCUSE FOR ABUSE” thought of commenting on FB about my experiences (and I know others have had the same) then decided not to – then saw Amber Heard in court – —

My abuse started when I was very young (from the person who is supposed to love you when no one else does——-flashbacks to when I was in my cot) and continued in two marriages – the comments I almost always received if I mentioned it was

“YOU MUST HAVE DESERVED IT” or “I DON’T WANT TO KNOW”

When I had my face stitched in hospital on one occassion the RN said “my husband doesn’t hit me” – the implication was “YOU MUST HAVE DESERVED IT”

Amber Heardd does not present as someone who has been abused!

I also find that some medical practitioners still treat me as if i am to blame for my anxiety disorder.

The younger generation have no idea of the cultural attitude to women, gays or people that were not white

despite movies and tv shows that try to portray these attitudes.

Married women were not supposed to work and women received 75% of a man’s wage.

My first job was working with computers that were the size of wardrobes in refrigerated rooms:

I had to give up this job when I married because married women were not allowed to hold government jobs.

This of course isn’t a picture of where I worked — we were understandably not allowed to take photos

I was recently asked for my date of birth –which I gave

And said I AM FLOWER POWER GENERATION

The young lady replied

“Lucky you”

I said
“NO –LUCKY YOU”

My generation were responsible for social change:

(that is all that I said –the rest is for the blog)

Women’s rights:

campaigning for animal rights:

caring for the ecology.

When I was growing up:

 as well as having no rights nor status:

women were not expected to enjoy sex.

A woman was expected to stay a virgin until she was married:

A man was expected to be promiscuous:

Never understood how that worked:

When  I was in high school we were discussing sex at lunch time and I said that there were double standards.

Several girls said  “That is the way it is meant to be” —

What does that mean???  —  (In actuality, it meant that it was a cultural norm.)

Once married the chances of a women climaxing was rather slim as (most) men of my age group are proficient at “wham bam thankyou mam!”

(This is a broad generalization so I apologise to men of my age group)

AND THEN CAME THE SEXUAL REVOLUTION.

YIPPEE!

Gays could stop pretending that they were heterosexual.  😀

And women could enjoy sex.

Many things have changed for the better in my life time:

Children have rights:

People who don’t have white skin have rights:

But sadly our culture still thinks humans are the only species that matters:

Enjoy your day

and respect other life forms

I took this on Kangaroo Island last century

LIFE AFTER DEATH

WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW

I have several friends who don’t believe in clairvoyance or surviving death

On the rare occasions I mention a clairvoyant experience that amazed me they just look at me with disdain or make some comment implying that I am either making it up or delusional

Although I dislike being “called” a liar (honesty is important to me)

these are true friends                    

 I don’t need them to believe me – I know it to be true

 so I tolerate their attitude.

People tend to believe that a belief in God and heaven is necessary for a belief in an “afterlife”

Surviving death isn’t synonymous with a religious belief.

We do not understand the nature of reality.

(or at least I don’t)

It appears we exist in an alternate reality when we are “not here”! In this reality the electrons are apparently moving at a different speed around the protons and neutrons so it is out of phase. ( This is my very limited understanding of quantum physics)

Another misconception is that people have to be “earth bound” to communicate with the living:

NOT SO!

I asked “clairvoyantly” about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)

The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated:

I was asked if I could conceptualize NO LINEAR TIME and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.

We may all be in a huge holodeck:

As suggested by Star Trek Next Generation —

And  “What The Bleep”

“Ship In A Bottle” season six — Star Trek Next Geneeration

In the “special features” of What the “Bleep” they mention that Professor WilliamTiller gives the mathematical constructs of a hologram that we “are” living in.

(William A. Tiller is a professor emeritus of materials science and engineering at Stanford University)

I WROTE THIS BOOK SO PEOPLE WOULD KNOW THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THAN DEATH AND TAXES

Not a literary masterpiece but a true story.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

Because of my own experiences I know we survive physical death but realize you must have your own experiences

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

My daughter suggested that I write this book

To develop your clairvoyance practice is essential and my mentor said mentally ask questions:

( of your “guides”  angels or “higher self” — which ever feels right for you)

Use the Creative Consciousness meditation I have recorded on my blog  several people have told me it is very helpful

NAMASTE

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.com One of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

PLEASE JOIN US IN SENDING HEALING TO THE FLORA FAUNA AND ECOLOGY

earth3

I have been blogging that we humans are causing the extinction of all life for a decade now

And the American Indian comment that we can’t eat money has been doing the rounds for much longer

It is our cultural  norms and the Protestant ethic that are so destructive.

Cultural attitudes have changed in my life time

hopefully soon the idea that only humans and money matter will change

********************** From THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL (remake) **************

Please do what you can in the microcosm to help.

Grow trees and plants:

Don’t use poisons.

Feed the birds  — there isn’t enough food for them to find their own.

Hence the larger birds kill the small ones for food.

Our cultural norms: the Protestant Ethic  and the attitude that only humans matter is causing the extinction of all life!

(I heard some time ago that they were culling kookaburras because the kookaburras were killing smaller birds –— Wrong solution — Thanks to the human plague  there isn’t enough food for the kookaburras — they eat —  mice, small snakes and lizards, insects, worms ,beetles and centipedes.) 

In April 2018 a few of us started sending healing (to the flora fauna and the ecology):

I am still doing this!

Please join us in sending healing or praying:

THANKYOU

Please share this blog post with those who care.

Initially I asked everyone to send at 2000 hours South Australian time:

but if you just send once a day at any time, that is great.

Time and space are not as we perceive them to be.

Blessed be

and respect our Mother Earth

KANGAROO ISLAND2

I took this photo last century on Kangaroo Island

PAST LIFE REGRESSION

THERE IS A PAST LIFE REGRESSION AUDIO IN THIS BLOG

This blog is basically the reincarnation blog edited.

I deleted the television documentary — it is on YouTube if you wish to watch it.

As you can see this is an old book of mine:

Australian psychologist and hypnotherapist, Peter Ramster created a television documentary in 1983 He also wrote a book that was published in 1980 Called “The Truth About Reincarnation” where he regresses subjects to past lives for which  he is able to check details.

I have experienced many past life regressions am only going to share three:

The first past life regression that I experienced was at a psychic group at Kent Town SA. (I think it was 1980)

Instead of a guided meditation the man running this group took us back to our very last life.

Only four of us achieved this and everyone else complained that it was supposed to be a meditation.

I wrote mine down in an exercise book as soon as I got home.  I kept this book for years but it disappeared last century when my 2nd husband moved out. Pity!

I still remember much of the information from this regression.

I was an American Marine in Borneo either during or just after the Second World War. At the time I had no idea the war went to Borneo. I checked all the information that I could in the library. I also didn’t like the “Yanks” back then so had no desire to be one. I have since visited the USA and know how friendly and welcoming Americans are.

I died when the b12 I was in (I was the gunner not the pilot) was shot down. This sensation of spinning downwards to my death was brought back to me when a pilot friend took me up in a Victor (two seater aeroplane)  cut the motors and spun the plane downwards without warning me. (He was trying to show off.)

 I was 19; male and the middle child of three boys. My name was Harold. I saw my home but not my parents. 

As I was born this life in February 1949 I would have come straight back after I died. But knowing that I do not understand the nature of reality and accepting that time doesn’t really exist anything is possible.

A friend of mine took me to a past life.

I was walking toward a well in a cobblestone courtyard.

Guessing Middle ages?

As soon as I appeared everyone else scattered.

Immediately I came back to waking reality and couldn’t stop laughing.

I said “I don’t know who I was but they didn’t like me.” (I may have been a leper?)

A Reiki master (not so common back then) took me to a past life.

I was an English aristocrat in India.

What I remember the most about this person who was supposedly me was the way he thought.

In this regession I thought as he thought! YUK

He was “so far up himself his feet stuck out!”

Anyone who wasn’t English upper class was worthless and irrelevant.

I said to the Reiki master “I don’t think like this!?”

He was mountain climbing and someone slipped. The Reiki master asked me to “ask” who this was in my present life

and it was my daughter.

me – my son & my daughter

I have used the following “meditation” with my Wiccan groups

and my psychic development groups

Like clairvoyance you will find that pictures flash in and it isn’t usually a continuous flow of information:

try it .

Blessed be

and be kind to non humans

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story. I majored in sociology not literature

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)