A CREATIVE MEDITATION

CREATIVE CONSCIOUSNESS MEDITATION

This is a visualization meditation

You create  a sacred space which you use for healing

talking with friends

solving problems

creating anything that you wish

I recorded this guided meditation for a psychic development group that I  was running, at participants request

I have put it  in writing to bring down your guides for the first time as it isn’t included in the audio

The colours and numbers take your consciousness to alpha.

MEDITATION

Relax: centre: and protect yourself.

Breathe deeper and slower that you normally would.

Visualize the colour RED and know that you are becoming more relaxed.

Now visualize ORANGE

YELLOW
GREEN
BLUE: you are very relaxed and calm now.

INDIGO

VIOLET

You are now on a beach. Feel the sand between your toes. Smell the sea air. Hear the seagulls and the thunder of the waves. Stay here a while relaxing.

You see an hole in the cliff face and start walking toward this.

You enter and find yourself in a cave lit by phosphorescent fungi.

There are steps going down.

You descend these steps.

12;11;10;9;8;7;6;5;4;3;2;1

There is a door in front of you.

You open this door.

This is your sacred space:

You create this yourself.

The more that you use this meditation the more powerful it will become.

Have an elevator to the right at the back to bring people down for healing; problems solving; or just to talk to.

Always send them back up.

The first time you go to you sacred space you bring down a male & female guide.

They stay here. You do not send THEM back.

visualize the lift/elevator going up

then coming back down

as the door opens your female guide steps out

notice how she looks

ask her name

ask her to stand by you while you send the elevator back up

and then down again

as the door opens your male guide steps out

notice how he looks

ask his name

spend time talking with your guides

create your sacred space

Create a door to the back left to go on astral journeys.

A clock and calendar to change the date & time. — or these days a computer would do.

Anything that you feel that you require for healing

Anything you wish

I have a “natural” mineral pool because I like nature:

You could have a spar

Or a medical bed like they have in Star Trek 😛

Remember that your guides stay in this sacred space awaiting you.

When you are ready go back the way that you came.

1;2;3;4;5;6;7;8;9;10;11;12

VIOLET; INDIGO; BLUE; GREEN; YELLOW; ORANGE; RED

AHIMSA

The Thought Police are employed to ensure that no individual thinking is allowed.—George Orwell

In the 1970s I was in the original Greenpeace:

We were labelled a dangerous radical group.

One of the things I learned is that nuclear waste cannot be safely disposed of :

The only safe way would be to shoot it into the sun.

When I googled it didn’t say this but then Google doesn’t necessarily give accurate information

It “says” Malleus Maleficarum is about witches when it is about how to torture people so they confess to worshiping the devil

George Orwell’s 1984  questions and challenges the status quo and what the media has us believing

Apparently it has been banned

We tend to believe what the media tells us, yet it is controlled by multinationals, just as the government is. Thus it is neither objective nor honest.

The media tells us what to think; how to look and what to do

Because of the media attractive slim people are considered intelligent and the good guys and unattractive people villains

This is dangerous as psychopaths are usually attractive people

It also has us believing money is all that matters and if something is expensive it is good—this may have been so when there was skill  in craftsmanship 

I sometimes put the idiot box on in the morning –morning television is obviously sponsored by the meat industry

I switch off every time I am told how good pork is.

They strangely enough don’t tell us how horrific factory farming and the abattoirs are for these intelligent animals

One morning there was an interview with some one from Australian Wild Life explaining that feral cats are destroying our wild life. 

Humans definitely destroy more wildlife than feral cats.

from facebook

Religion defines a culture and our culture was defined by a religion Constantine had set up to control the empire

There was a meeting in Nicaea to decide what to put in the bible and what to leave out

This religion teaches that cultures that live in harmony with the environment and respect all life are evil

That only humans have a soul

That those who communicate with those who have passed over are either deluded or communicating with the devil

That we must worship Jehovah/Allah (the Koran and Old Testament are almost identical –so same “god”)

from Life of Brian

I wrote about my clairvoyant experiences so people would know that death isn’t the end

It amuses me that some people think that intelligent people don’t believe in this now called new age stuff

The opposite is true

Years after I left teachers college I found out the one of my sociology lecturers ran psychic fairs and the head of geography was also the head of the dozers association

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

WESTERN MEDICINE

There are excellent doctors and nurses but generally speaking the medical system is set up to  support the drug companies and isn’t concerned about helping people

Some practices are unethical (to say the least)

Putting people on a continuous high dose of morphine which stops  the oxygen flow to the heart

this a practice that is justified by saying there is no chance of the patient getting better—but the patient is not told what is happening and asked for their consent

another is organ donor— if you are an  donor and have less than a fifty pecent chance of recovery kiss your chances goodbye

people that refuse chemo and radiation for cancer are abused

Chinese medicine treats cancer like the flu

The success of any treatment or drug is at least twenty percent placebo effect

I like New Amsterdam it covers real issues that I can relate to from working in the system

I have worked with excellent doctors and nurses but as Jockko Sims character says

“you know the whole system is rigged

— they are not going to let you come here and just help people”

Despite more than half a century of medical and surgical mistakes and being treated like I am an attention seeking hypochondriac I didn’t spit the dummy until August 2021 – telling both my doctor and cardiologist I wanted nothing more to do with western medicine

I do not trust the medical system

Because

it is controlled by drug companies that only care about profit not people:

In medical centres  there is not enough time allotted to each patient hence production line people

Hospitals are “total institutions”

A person’s rights are taken from them and they are in the hands of people whose goal is to get rid of their nuisance value

This is because staff  to patient ratio isn’t adequate

And then there is NOCEBOS — “pointing the bone”

(e.g. — you have less than six months to live)

some doctors have a patronising attitudes to patients:

There is always the good the bad and the indifferent:

 The bad and indifferent are dangerous in an health system

I am am not an organ donor because I am aware that

if you have a 50% chance of survival and you are an organ donor — kiss your chances good bye.

I do not trust nor support western medicine

for a variety of reasons: –

I suffer from medical and surgical mistakes:

Including two major traumas

The fact that I have to push through a panic attack to attend medical appointments means they are unlikely to help me just because of my attitude

What we think affects health and recovery

A friend now deceased went to the doctors on numerous occasions saying she wasn’t well and they told her nothing was the matter

When her cancer was diagnosed she was told “If you came here sooner we could have done something”

I am aware of numerous people that have died because of medical and surgical mistakes:

some were friends or acquaintances:

some were related to people I have done clairvoyant readings for.

Both my parents died of a continuous high dose of morphine:

their death certificated said heart attack

Dad said that he didn’t want morphine and they ignored him

Mum complained it made her too dizzy and they ignored her.

When I tell people that patients are deliberately put on an high dose of morphine which stops the oxygen flow to the heart  as euthanasia they don’t believe me

Doctors are taught Freudian psychology

This affects the way some doctors treat women

Freud says that all women are neurotic And have penis envy

His test subjects were  twelve middle class Jewish women

The majority of doctors are controlled by drug companies

Drug companies are horrifically cruel to animals:

Not just when testing drugs but when making same.

One example that I am sure few people are aware of:

They have the abattoirs leave all new borns to die of dehydration and starvation so they can harvest the hormones that this death produces.

How do I know this?

In 1982 the husband of a staff member asked that I report to the RSPCA that new born calves were left to die of dehydration and starvation:

The RSPCA staff called me a liar and a trouble maker:

I put something in writing and it was ignored.

Presumably the RSPCA is funded by drug companies and the meat industry.

Over the years since,

I have learned from people who work at the abattoirs or collect stock from them

that all new borns are left to die this way and that the drug companies ask for it.

It was my podiatrist who told me why –“The drug companies harvest the hormones produces when animals die this way.”  

I presume most people know how drug companies collect Premarin = pregnant mares urine?

Another reason

Western medicine treats symptoms

not the cause

Long ago

when I dispensed drugs from the old fashion drug trolley

I noticed that I was giving one drug then another to compensate for the side effects

e.g. antispychotics cause pseudo Parkinsonism.

hence I gave out another drug for Parkinsonism.

I like “New Amsterdam”

And the movie “The Doctor”

they highlight mistakes

and that some doctors care more about advancing their career than caring for patients.

Western medicine came into being at the time of the “Inquisition”

when village herbalists were executed and replaced by male doctors.

Eastern medicine diagnoses using iridology and kinesiology

and treats with acupuncture and herbal remedies.


A joke I was told a few years ago  —

“What is the difference between God and a doctor?
–God doesn’t think he’s a doctor”

Be well

be happy

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8 billion.

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

 In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

Kung fu tz  (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”

So don’t give up – you will succeed

And use the recorded meditations in my blog

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

PLACEBOS AND NOCEBOS

Deepak re placebos and nocebos

In one of his talks last century he equated nocebos with pointing the bone

A pharmacist friend told me last century that twenty percent is allowed for placebo effect when testing drugs and a doctor friend confirmed this

Sorry about the YouTube ads

It infuriates me when doctors tell people that they are going to die

Louise Hay suggests

 â€œMy body now restores itself to its natural state of good health “

 for cancer

Namaste

I love the meaning of this word

The quote is from chopra.comOne of the most common translations of namasté is “The divine light in me bows to the divine light within you.”

IN DEFENSE OF CATS

8.4 BILLION HUMANS ARE CONTINUING TO CAUSE THE EXTINCTIONOF ALL OTHER LIFE

But instead of implementing zero population growth we blame cats

Since the 16th century, humans have driven at least 680 vertebrate species to extinction.

Our cultural norms and attitudes cause us to destroy trees insects and creatures we label as vermin

Because we think they are not sentient

The platypus is on the verge of extinction

from national geographic

https://www.nbcnews.com/mach/science/1-million-species-under-threat-extinction-because-humans-report-finds-ncna1002046

The Issue

This heritage bushland was set alight:

Soon after it was real estate development:

Real Estate companies pay the fines associated with destroying heritage bush land because they make heaps more money than the fine.

In this case they were not fined at all because it was supposedly an accident.

When I was young I believed that a few people could make a difference and from a sociological point of view the more people that want something to change  the more likely the change will happen.

But I have learned over the years that multinationals rule the world and humans believe that they are the only species that matters and the only species that has feelings ☚

Our consumer society

and the industrial revolution have done so much damage:

along with this cultural attitude that only humans matter.

I wont kill anything:

I get upset when insects die.

I thank the wind, the rain and the vegetables etc that I eat:

One Christian woman patronisingly told me I should be thanking god (back in the days when didn’t have the self confidence to defend myself)

I believe everything that exists has a consciousness and deserves respect.

Population control as in zero population growth is essential.

Humans make up 99 percent of the of the world population.

 Hence only one percent is wildlife.

When I wrote and published my sci fi short story April 2017 the human population was 7.4 billion

It is now almost 8 billion.

Kungfutz say: “Better to light one small candle than to curse the darkness.”  

 

A few of us are sending healing and empowerment to all non human life

Please join in:

enjoy your day

and respect non humans

I took this on Kangaroo Island last century

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was

7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8 .4 billion

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I don’t know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

WESTERN MEDICINE

I am re blogging this although I know that I am only preaching to the converted

I tire of being treated as though I am being paranoid or delusional –or misinformed

There are excellent doctors and nurses but generally speaking the medical system is set up to  support the drug companies and isn’t concerned about helping people

Some practices are unethical (to say the least)

Putting people on a continuous high dose of morphine which stops  the oxygen flow to the heart

this a practice that is justified by saying there is no chance of the patient getting better—but the patient is not told what is happening and asked for their consent

another is organ donor— if you are an  donor and have less than a fifty pecent chance of recovery kiss your chances goodbye

people that refuse chemo and radiation for cancer are abused

Chinese medicine treats cancer like the flu

The success of any treatment or drug is at least twenty percent placebo effect

I like New Amsterdam it covers real issues that I can relate to from working in the system

I have worked with excellent doctors and nurses but as Jockko Sims character says

“you know the whole system is rigged

— they are not going to let you come here and just help people”

Despite more than half a century of medical and surgical mistakes and being treated like I am an attention seeking hypochondriac I didn’t spit the dummy until August 2021 – telling both my doctor and cardiologist I wanted nothing more to do with western medicine

I do not trust the medical system

Because

it is controlled by drug companies that only care about profit not people:

In medical centres  there is not enough time allotted to each patient hence production line people

Hospitals are “total institutions”

A person’s rights are taken from them and they are in the hands of people whose goal is to get rid of their nuisance value

This is because staff  to patient ratio isn’t adequate

And then there is NOCEBOS — “pointing the bone”

(e.g. — you have less than six months to live)

some doctors have a patronising attitudes to patients:

There is always the good the bad and the indifferent:

 The bad and indifferent are dangerous in an health system

I am am not an organ donor because I am aware that

if you have a 50% chance of survival and you are an organ donor — kiss your chances good bye.

I do not trust nor support western medicine

for a variety of reasons: –

i had PND with both pregnancies

With the second pregnancy I could feel the chemical change —the doctor said “You have nothing to be depressed about Go home and snap out of it”

I suffer from medical and surgical mistakes:

Including two major traumas

Came to under anaesthetic in 1974

After this surgery I had a nerve pain  (monthly)–like scratching ones finger nails down a blackboard multiplied by a thousand

Next time I had minor exploratory surgery –1992 – I came to with the bed perpendicular horrific chest pains and was told that they nearly didn’t get me back

Had a gynea repair in 2007 which I still suffer pain and problems from

It wasn’t until 2011 that a doctor took the trouble to find out what was wrong

She told me that the gynaecologist that performed my surgery had been reported for making mistakes before but was still practicing

At the beginning of this century I was put on triple the normal dose of meclobomide straight up  — after being on this drug for several years a doctor told me that I should not be on an anti psychotic

I was put on  tramadol and ignored for several years when I said I felt like the walking dead

I have had breathing difficulties for well over a decade and until 2020  told there was nothing the matter

But when I had an angiogram after an heart attack the cardiologist said my breathing difficulties were not related to my heart condition

I was diagnosed with diverticulitis in the early 1990s yet after I moved to Goolwa

 I would go to the doctors telling them I had diverticulitis and I was either completely ignored or told that I didn’t

–it wasn’t until a CT scan in 2011 which confirmed io had diverticulitis that the doctors took any notice

And there’s more

A friend now deceased went to the doctors on numerous occasions saying she wasn’t well and they told her nothing was the matter

When her cancer was diagnosed she was told “If you came here sooner we could have done something”

I am aware of numerous people that have died because of medical and surgical mistakes:

some were friends or acquaintances:

some were related to people I have done clairvoyant readings for.

Both my parents died of a continuous high dose of morphine:

their death certificated said heart attack

Dad said that he didn’t want morphine and they ignored him

Mum complained it made her too dizzy and they ignored her.

When I tell people that patients are deliberately put on an high dose of morphine which stops the oxygen flow to the heart  as euthanasia they don’t believe me

Doctors are taught Freudian psychology

This affects the way some doctors treat women

Freud says that all women are neurotic And have penis envy

His test subjects were  twelve middle class Jewish women

The majority of doctors are controlled by drug companies

Drug companies are horrifically cruel to animals:

Not just when testing drugs but when making same.

One example that I am sure few people are aware of:

They have the abattoirs leave all new borns to die of dehydration and starvation so they can harvest the hormones that this death produces.

How do I know this?

In 1982 the husband of a staff member asked that I report to the RSPCA that new born calves were left to die of dehydration and starvation:

The RSPCA staff called me a liar and a trouble maker:

I put something in writing and it was ignored.

Presumably the RSPCA is funded by drug companies and the meat industry.

Over the years since,

I have learned from people who work at the abattoirs or collect stock from them

that all new borns are left to die this way and that the drug companies ask for it.

It was my podiatrist who told me why –“The drug companies harvest the hormones produces when animals die this way.”  

I presume most people know how drug companies collect Premarin = pregnant mares urine?

Another reason

Western medicine treats symptoms

not the cause

Long ago

when I dispensed drugs from the old fashion drug trolley

I noticed that I was giving one drug then another to compensate for the side effects

e.g. antispychotics cause pseudo Parkinsonism.

hence I gave out another drug for Parkinsonism.

I like “New Amsterdam”

And the movie “The Doctor”

they highlight mistakes

and that some doctors care more about advancing their career than caring for patients.

Western medicine came into being at the time of the “Inquisition”

when village herbalists were executed and replaced by male doctors.

Eastern medicine diagnoses using iridology and kinesiology

and treats with acupuncture and herbal remedies.


A joke I was told a few years ago  —

“What is the difference between God and a doctor?
–God doesn’t think he’s a doctor”

Be well

be happy

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8.4 billion.

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

 In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

Kung fu tz  (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”

So don’t give up – you will succeed

And use the recorded meditations in my blog

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

magpies

In the retirement village where I now live there was a magpie singing on the back fence who wasn’t interested in food

 Hence am re posting this which I wrote when still in Goolwa

One of the few magpies that still come here (despite the crows and ibis) has been singing since early morning—at first I thought he wanted feeding but his partner is no where to be seen (so am guessing she died)

Similar happen years ago when there were more magpies and less humans:

I went looking and found the mapies’ partner dead on the road.

I am in tears:

I feel the despair:

i have always been abused and ridiculed for this.

In recent years since someone suggested that I was an empath I know people who feel the same.

These two babies were “road kill” a few days after the photo was taken

enjoy your day

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was

7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8 .4 billion

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I don’t know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

ELDER’S LIBERATION

.

It is time for Elders Liberation!

me and my daugher at her 50th birthday party

Before the Industrial Revolution one’s status went up with one’s age.

Elders were respected!

Post-Industrial Revolution we see new things as good and old things as no good and this transfers to people.

My generation brought about changes for the better. Equality for the sexes

Equal rights for women, Afro -Americans; indigenous Americans, our indigenous Australians

Acceptance of non-heterosexual preferences.

Rights for people with disabilities.

Great music:

And there is more.

We were “The Flower Power” generation yet I notice young people think we know nothing of sex.

Really!

AG00285_

Remember you will all be old one day unless you don’t live that long.

Fortunately, where I live most shop staff are respectful to the elderly because there is a large majority of retirees here.

 

MISFIT

I wrote a blog which I called “ARE YOU A MISFIT”

— reblogged it several times

One may be a misfit if one is an original thinker

–if one doesn’t fit the stereotype of attractive’

-If one has a disability

-If one disagrees with cultural norms

—if one cares about other life forms

—if one is vegetarian

-If one sees that organisations and institutions are not there to help us but to make a profit

In the 1970s I was in the original Greenpeace which was concerned about the damaged humans have done and are doing to the environment

We were  labelled a “dangerous radical group”

Other women would abused us for being in women’s liberation although women had no rights nor status at the time

from THE MATRIX “Most of these people are not ready to be unplugged and many are so inured; so hopelessly dependant on the system that they will fight to protect it”
 
LIFE OF BRIAN

WESTERN MEDICINE

There are excellent doctors and nurses but generally speaking the medical system is set up to  support the drug companies and isn’t concerned about helping people

Some practices are unethical (to say the least)

Putting people on a continuous high dose of morphine which stops  the oxygen flow to the heart

this a practice that is justified by saying there is no chance of the patient getting better—but the patient is not told what is happening and asked for their consent

another is organ donor— if you are an  donor and have less than a fifty pecent chance of recovery kiss your chances goodbye

people that refuse chemo and radiation for cancer are abused

Chinese medicine treats cancer like the flu

The success of any treatment or drug is at least twenty five percent placebo effect

I like New Amsterdam it covers real issues that I can relate to from working in the system

I have worked with excellent doctors and nurses but as Jockko Sims character says

“you know the whole system is rigged

— they are not going to let you come here and just help people”

Despite more than half a century of medical and surgical mistakes and being treated like I am an attention seeking hypochondriac I didn’t spit the dummy until August 2021 – telling both my doctor and cardiologist I wanted nothing more to do with western medicine

I do not trust the medical system

Because

it is controlled by drug companies that only care about profit not people:

In medical centres  there is not enough time allotted to each patient hence production line people

Hospitals are “total institutions”

A person’s rights are taken from them and they are in the hands of people whose goal is to get rid of their nuisance value

This is because staff  to patient ratio isn’t adequate

And then there is NOCEBOS — “pointing the bone”

(e.g. — you have less than six months to live)

some doctors have a patronising attitudes to patients:

There is always the good the bad and the indifferent:

 The bad and indifferent are dangerous in an health system

I am am not an organ donor because I am aware that

if you have a 50% chance of survival and you are an organ donor — kiss your chances good bye.

I do not trust nor support western medicine

for a variety of reasons: –

i had PND with both pregnancies

With the second pregnancy I could feel the chemical change —the doctor said “You have nothing to be depressed about Go home and snap out of it”

I suffer from medical and surgical mistakes:

Including two major traumas

Came to under anaesthetic in 1974

After this surgery I had a nerve pain  (monthly)–like scratching ones finger nails down a blackboard multiplied by a thousand

Next time I had minor exploratory surgery –1992 – I came to with the bed perpendicular horrific chest pains and was told that they nearly didn’t get me back

Had a gynea repair in 2007 which I still suffer pain and problems from

It wasn’t until 2011 that a doctor took the trouble to find out what was wrong

She told me that the gynaecologist that performed my surgery had been reported for making mistakes before but was still practicing

At the beginning of this century I was put on triple the normal dose of meclobomide straight up  — after being on this drug for several years a doctor told me that I should not be on an anti psychotic

I was put on  tramadol and ignored for several years when I said I felt like the walking dead

I have had breathing difficulties for well over a decade and until 2020  told there was nothing the matter

But when I had an angiogram after an heart attack the cardiologist said my breathing difficulties were not related to my heart condition

I was diagnosed with diverticulitis in the early 1990s yet after I moved to Goolwa

 I would go to the doctors telling them I had diverticulitis and I was either completely ignored or told that I didn’t

–it wasn’t until a CT scan in 2011 which confirmed io had diverticulitis that the doctors took any notice

And there’s more

A friend now deceased went to the doctors on numerous occasions saying she wasn’t well and they told her nothing was the matter

When her cancer was diagnosed she was told “If you came here sooner we could have done something”

I am aware of numerous people that have died because of medical and surgical mistakes:

some were friends or acquaintances:

some were related to people I have done clairvoyant readings for.

Both my parents died of a continuous high dose of morphine:

their death certificated said heart attack

Dad said that he didn’t want morphine and they ignored him

Mum complained it made her too dizzy and they ignored her.

When I tell people that patients are deliberately put on an high dose of morphine which stops the oxygen flow to the heart  as euthanasia they don’t believe me

Doctors are taught Freudian psychology

This affects the way some doctors treat women

Freud says that all women are neurotic And have penis envy

His test subjects were  twelve middle class Jewish women

The majority of doctors are controlled by drug companies

Drug companies are horrifically cruel to animals:

Not just when testing drugs but when making same.

One example that I am sure few people are aware of:

They have the abattoirs leave all new borns to die of dehydration and starvation so they can harvest the hormones that this death produces.

How do I know this?

In 1982 the husband of a staff member asked that I report to the RSPCA that new born calves were left to die of dehydration and starvation:

The RSPCA staff called me a liar and a trouble maker:

I put something in writing and it was ignored.

Presumably the RSPCA is funded by drug companies and the meat industry.

Over the years since,

I have learned from people who work at the abattoirs or collect stock from them

that all new borns are left to die this way and that the drug companies ask for it.

It was my podiatrist who told me why –“The drug companies harvest the hormones produces when animals die this way.”  

I presume most people know how drug companies collect Premarin = pregnant mares urine?

Another reason

Western medicine treats symptoms

not the cause

Long ago

when I dispensed drugs from the old fashion drug trolley

I noticed that I was giving one drug then another to compensate for the side effects

e.g. antispychotics cause pseudo Parkinsonism.

hence I gave out another drug for Parkinsonism.

I like “New Amsterdam”

And the movie “The Doctor”

they highlight mistakes

and that some doctors care more about advancing their career than caring for patients.

Western medicine came into being at the time of the “Inquisition”

when village herbalists were executed and replaced by male doctors.

Eastern medicine diagnoses using iridology and kinesiology

and treats with acupuncture and herbal remedies.


A joke I was told a few years ago  —

“What is the difference between God and a doctor?
–God doesn’t think he’s a doctor”

Be well

be happy

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8 billion.

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

 In the following book I hope to help those who wish to develop their clairvoyant abilities.

In “The Clairvoyant Experiences Of A Sceptic” I told a few of my clairvoyant experiences.

Listening to others similar stories made me realize that

it is so much better if you can have these experiences first hand.

Kung fu tz  (Confucius) say “Perseverance prospers”

So don’t give up – you will succeed

And use the recorded meditations in my blog

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)