IF YOU ARE A MISFIT

YOU ARE PROBABLY AN ORIGINAL THINKER

Who wants to fit into a culture where sociopaths succeed

psychopaths are glorified

and mindless automatons fit in

A culture that stereotypes and categorizes

Where attractive people are considered the good guys and intelligent

Where overweight,disabled and “unattractive’ people are considered idiots and villians (thanks partly to movies and tv  where the hero is always attractive)

Without “misfits” things would never change

HAIL TO THEE ORIGINAL THINKERS

From THE MATRIX

“Most of these people are not ready to be unplugged and many are so inured; so hopelessly dependant on the system that they will fight to protect it”

Life of Brian

AHIMSA

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8.4 billion.

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation



The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

If you think that death is the end this book will make you question that assumption:

In the 1970’s I was intrigued by psychic abilities:

A fellow student at teachers college introduced me to Spiritualism:

I thought people were way too gullible.

I went from thinking silly humans are afraid of dying and are making the information fit to realizing that sometimes the communication with those who have died is genuine.

There are so many stories that I would love to include but it would be breaking client confidentiality.

I deleted my personal history from the original book presuming people would not want to know about the abuse.

A concept that was inculcated decades ago.

I have since included it again.

(i have just noticed it has five stars) 😀

IF ONLY AHIMSA WERE THE NORM

(I doubt that people in western culture even have this concept)

I was in Animal liberation in the 1970s

( we were successful in having legislation put in place for animals to be treated humanely)

Not much has changed in the last  fifty years

Humans are still horrifically cruel to animals

They are used as test subjects by drug companies and cosmetic companies:

New borns are left to die of dehydration and starvation at the abattoirs at the request of drug companies who harvest the hormones caused by this death  

There is still factory farming

Production line slaughtering

The dairy industry keeps cows pregnant and the calves go to slaughter

There are still dog fights

Humans still wipe out trees and the homes of other life forms for housing development

Rodeos – the animal’s nuts are strapped to cause them to buck

I was in the original Greenpeace –we were called a dangerous radical group – Humans are still pretending population doesn’t matter

From Google

“Humans have driven the extinction of at least 881 animal species since around 1500, with many scientists suspecting the true number is far higher, possibly reaching over a million species by some estimates, including threatened ones. Plant and invertebrate extinctions are also significant but less documented. The current rate of species loss is unprecedented, leading to an ongoing sixth mass extinction, a phenomenon primarily caused by human activities like habitat destruction.  “

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was

7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8 .2 billion

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I don’t know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

Thank God I am an Atheist: Pun Intended

When I was young I wondered what was wrong with me because our cultural norms felt so wrong – now that I am older and wiser I know our cultural norms are wrong

I respect peoples religious beliefs and won’t argue – several decades ago I made a Jehovah’s Witness lady cry – so promised myself I wouldn’t argue in future

A man who I genuinely like was arguing that someone must have created this world and that I only believe in things that I see  

All I  said to him was –the “only believing in what I see” doesn’t apply to me and that I had studied world religions

I wanted to say but didn’t

“Even if some omnipotent being created this reality why would it insist on being worshipped?”

Several of my friends have told me that I am not an athiest

They may be correct:

but I do not really have a god concept:

if I did it would be Pantheism.

Since I was 60 I have gone back to church services a few times because I like the ritual and Jesus teachings.

But the fascism

and people who claim to know God’s will

makes me leave.

One group of ladies came to my house and told me what had to be thrown out.

One was a poster with amazing art work called Astral circus.

They went through my book cases and told me my anthropology books were evil.

I have the greatest respect for Jesus but believe him to be a teacher not a god.

When Constantine decided to combine Jesus teachings and Judaism and make it the religion of Rome –there was a meeting in Nicaea to decide what to put in the bible and what to leave out

If “God” is a loving god why would it desire worship?

Religion is what influences a culture.

Our culture believes other life forms don’t feel and have no soul.

We have destroyed the ecology and continue to make all life extinct.

I tried to practice ahimsa before I was aware of this word and concept:

People ridiculed and abused me for this:

some told me I was anthropomorphising animals and other life forms.

As if I would wish any creature to be human 😛

If we credit some “Being” as having created this reality, this “Being” would have to be a sadistic psychopath.

Every creature has to deprive another life form of its existence in order to survive. ( Its called eating)

Just breathing kills other life forms! As we breathe in micro organisms.

I believe everything that exists has a consciousness: And because of my clairvoyant experiences I believe everything survives beyond physical death.

I asked clairvoyantly about “the meaning of life” which strangely enough isn’t 42 (Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy)

The answer I got was more a concept than words but translated, I was asked if I could conceptualize NO linear time and when I said “No” I was told that “they” couldn’t explain.

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8 billion

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians

I started writing the prequel the same year 2017 –but I still haven’t finished it – I lose my motivation because I don’t like scary stuff and it is where humans are grown as live stock by the “gods” –maybe I’ll finish it this year

I should have called this book LIFE AFTER DEATH as my experiences convinced me that this life isn’t all that there is

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

HALLOWEEN/MAY DAY

from Facebook

On the 31st of October

It is Beltane here “Down Under”

The sabbats are seasonal:

so in the southern hemisphere it is Beltane (MayDay)

In the northern hemisphere it is Samhain (Halloween)

Beltane was a fertility festival where the villages would come together:

This way “in- breeding” – in the same village was lessened.

A child conceived at Beltane was considered special.

We witches in the days before Wicca became popular; and before “political correctness” ;

jokingly called it the “Nookie Festival.”

Bright Nookie!  😀

Wiccan 2nd 0001

This is me at the very first Australian Wiccan conference in 1984. At spring equinox:

Where I heard the song “Burning Times” by Charlie Murphy

This version is by Spiral Dance:

Enjoy your celebrations:

Blessed Be

and be kind and respectful of non human life forms

–the continued existence of all life depends on it

IF ONLY AHIMSA WERE THE NORM

(I doubt that people in western culture even have this concept)

I was in Animal liberation in the 1970s

( we were successful in having legislation put in place for animals to be treated humanely)

Not much has changed in the last  fifty years

Humans are still horrifically cruel to animals

They are used as test subjects by drug companies and cosmetic companies:

New borns are left to die of dehydration and starvation at the abattoirs at the request of drug companies who harvest the hormones caused by this death  

There is still factory farming

Production line slaughtering

The dairy industry keeps cows pregnant and the calves go to slaughter

There are still dog fights

Humans still wipe out trees and the homes of other life forms for housing development

Rodeos – the animal’s nuts are strapped to cause them to buck

I was in the original Greenpeace –we were called a dangerous radical group – Humans are still pretending population doesn’t matter

From Google

“Humans have driven the extinction of at least 881 animal species since around 1500, with many scientists suspecting the true number is far higher, possibly reaching over a million species by some estimates, including threatened ones. Plant and invertebrate extinctions are also significant but less documented. The current rate of species loss is unprecedented, leading to an ongoing sixth mass extinction, a phenomenon primarily caused by human activities like habitat destruction.  “

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was

7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8 .2 billion

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation

I chose Kunapipi because I respect and admire the wisdom and spirituality of indigenous Australians

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I don’t know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)

Magic — creating our own reality

this picture is from Facebook

I believed we created our own reality by our thoughts; words and of course actions in the 1970s:

I taught “would be witches” how to manifest!

Emotion empowers: Intent is what matters

A couple of years ago I spat the dummy and thought:

“What a load of crock! If I created reality my life would have been so much better.

Who’d choose to suffer almost a life time of abuse etc!”

What about people with disabilities?

Since I first wrote this blog a concept came into my head when meditating

Our cultural programming stops us from feeling empowered

The concept of an hierarchical  structure:

that there is someone who knows better

and is more important.

In this meditation I also “got” that seeing time as linear affects our ability to create

Our indigenous Australians did  not see time as linear (until white man came and spoiled their world)

And they have powerful magic

THE WAY OF THE PEACEFUL WARRIOR

I constantly have to remind myself to be in the “NOW

From “The Way Of The Peaceful Warrior:

by Dan Millman

“Where am I? HERE!”

What time is it “NOW”

Earlier this year my *guide “told” me that I really do create my reality (it was actually a concept).

After a decade of constant pain:

sleep deprivation:

and other health issues

that prevent my doing things that  I once took for granted

I was definitely in “poor me” mode!

 Reiki:  affirmations and  acupuncture lasted a day or two but it was “one step forward and two steps back“.

(*This guide whom I have been aware of since I started with the spiritual groups has given me proof of who he is

and

has taken me on astral journeys with him in his life time.

We were in an Egyptian reed canoe.

Which I later checked in the library because my idea of Egypt came from the movie “Cleopatra” and I was expecting lavish barges.

I brought myself out of this “astral journey?” because it was too violent for me. We were in a battle zone.

 One thing that really amazed me was-

back in the seventies pyramid power was a fad.

I asked my guide who is a Nubian Egyptian about pyramids.

He told me that pyramids refract electromagnetic waves as a prism refracts light.

I had no idea what electromagnetic waves were and in the nineteen seventies it was difficult to find information.)

THE WITCHES PYRAMID

(from my Book Of Shadows)

“TO KNOW: TO DARE:  TO WILL and TO KEEP SILENT”

TO KNOW: This includes knowing the laws you are working with; e.g. Law of cause and effect:

The more I know; the less I know that I know

which may seem “Irish”

but seriously I certainly don’t understand the nature of this reality!

Know ones self: and most importantly know that you will succeed in your undertaking.

TO DARE: overcome fears and hindrances especially those inculcated by our culture.

TO WILL: Emotions are the power behind manifesting.

So believe in yourself:

Intention is what directs the manifestation.

My manifestations have succeeded when I have known they will manifest.

Actually I see them as already manifested.

In the beginning I found this part difficult so I had this attitude “I believe this will happen/ manifest but if it doesn’t I don’t care “ And they manifested.

Another way is to inculcate what you are trying to manifest. Use a verbal spell or word power: record this and play it continually -Make it a song if you like.

TO KEEP SILENT: Other peoples thoughts and words will effect what you are doing so you don’t tell anyone!

me at the very first Australian Wiccan conference–early 1980s

I snapped my self out of my “What a lot of crock?” attitude by reminding myself of all the things that I have manifested.

Considering I started doing this in the late seventies there are numerous examples.

The one I would like to share is about a puppy/dog:

My parents (now deceased) lived in a very small housing Trust unit. There was a back “yard” which all units were meant to share. Their neighbour on the western side had fenced of his back yard and also bricked up most of the space as a garden. They had gotten numerous small dogs all of which managed to get out some how and run away. They eventually got a Labrador pup. Which was mostly locked in a wooden box he called its kennel! One day when this pup was actually out of the box and growing I noticed blood around her neck . Her collar was too tight and cutting her neck as she grew I reached through the fence and loosened her collar. After this, the neighbour put barbed wire on the fence at many levels so that there was no way I could reach the dog!

My mother insisted that I wasn’t to call the RSPCA because she didn’t want conflict with their neighbours.  I always did what my mother said. I was terrified of her.

I had this dog on my healing list and started to visualize her living happily with a new owner.

Unfortunately it was approximately six months before this manifested.

My parents neighbour offered the dog to me!

I had a Bully/ Kelpie cross at this time, who was so grumpy to Cerri the dog:  Doing his “I’m top dog here routine” That I knew it wasn’t a good home for her. Her eyes were glazed with fear. I mentioned it to a local business owner and she said that she would take the dog to live on their property. ( My dog fretted for weeks after she Cerri left.)

I dont have any pictures of Cerri but this is Buster

Cerri had a long and happy life: is now deceased.

Sadly I don’t have any picture of Cerri I was more worried about getting her well than taking her photo at the time.

BLESSED BE

HALLOWEEN/MAY DAY

from Facebook

On the 31st of October

It is Beltane here “Down Under”

The sabbats are seasonal:

so in the southern hemisphere it is Beltane (MayDay)

In the northern hemisphere it is Samhain (Halloween)

Beltane was a fertility festival where the villages would come together:

This way “in- breeding” – in the same village was lessened.

A child conceived at Beltane was considered special.

We witches in the days before Wicca became popular; and before “political correctness” ;

jokingly called it the “Nookie Festival.”

Bright Nookie!  😀

Wiccan 2nd 0001

This is me at the very first Australian Wiccan conference in 1984. At spring equinox:

Where I heard the song “Burning Times” by Charlie Murphy

This version is by Spiral Dance:

Enjoy your celebrations:

Blessed Be

and be kind and respectful of non human life forms

–the continued existence of all life depends on it

IF YOU ARE A MISFIT

YOU ARE PROBABLY AN ORIGINAL THINKER

Who wants to fit into a culture where sociopaths succeed

psychopaths are glorified

and mindless automatons fit in

A culture that stereotypes and categorizes

Where attractive people are considered the good guys and intelligent

Where overweight,disabled and “unattractive’ people are considered idiots and villians (thanks partly to movies and tv  where the hero is always attractive)

Without “misfits” things would never change

HAIL TO THEE ORIGINAL THINKERS

From THE MATRIX

“Most of these people are not ready to be unplugged and many are so inured; so hopelessly dependant on the system that they will fight to protect it”

Life of Brian

AHIMSA

A SHORT STORY ABOUT HEALING THE  BLUE PLANET

I wrote and published this sci fi short story a few years ago (under the above title) when the human population was only 7.4 billion:

(1st published 4th April 2017)

It is now more than 8.4 billion.

I wrote this short story as social satire and sympathetic magic

The idea that we were genetically engineered is from Mayan writings plus my belief that humans are not indigenous to the planet

The concept of translocation was once a practice pre Roman Empire and apparently still is in some so called primitive cultures

The idea that humans were livestock for the gods is mine but am sure others have thought this

I chose Ophiuchus because I was I was drawn to this constellation



The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

If you think that death is the end this book will make you question that assumption:

In the 1970’s I was intrigued by psychic abilities:

A fellow student at teachers college introduced me to Spiritualism:

I thought people were way too gullible.

I went from thinking silly humans are afraid of dying and are making the information fit to realizing that sometimes the communication with those who have died is genuine.

There are so many stories that I would love to include but it would be breaking client confidentiality.

I deleted my personal history from the original book presuming people would not want to know about the abuse.

A concept that was inculcated decades ago.

I have since included it again.

(i have just noticed it has five stars) 😀

HONESTY IS IMPORTANT TO ME

HITCHHIKERS GUIDE TO THE GALAXY

My first blog was entitled “To Thine Own Self Be True”

(April 2012)

Honesty is very important to me.

As is obvious; I had no idea how to write blogs I wrote as if it were and assignment paper  😛

And I acknowledge that I have a limited idea of how to write books—

I originally set out my sci fi in double spacing for a publisher:

 A friend of mine who  is a published author

Suggested an eBook

I wrote my non fiction book I so people would know that we do survive death.

Even though excellent books on this subject have been written by others.

This reality seems wrong and cruel and I do not understand why.

I have “asked” clairvoyantly about life and death

and was “asked’ “Can you conceptualize no linear time?”

 to which I answered “No”

 And was told “they” couldn’t explain.

I understand that if we don’t have a concept for something it doesn’t exist for us.

Dawn Hill wrote a book entitled “Reaching For The Otherside” – which I read in the early 1980s

I wrote to this lovely lady and excellent clairvoyant with a question about my clairvoyance:

–I sometimes couldn’t tell if the person I was “seeing” was living or passed over – she replied to my letter.

Yesterday a friend was talking about medical atrocities in the 2nd World War

I told them about an experience I had in 1979

The following story wasn’t included in my book

In 1979 a friend took me to see a lady who  thought that her house was haunted.

I told her that it was

but that it was “thought forms” — which as you may or may not know gain a reality of their own.

This lady then explained to me why she thought that she may have created the thought forms:

She was Jewish and in a concentration camp during the war

where she was given an hysterectomy without anaesthetic:

at age twelve.

Man’s inhumanity to man (& other life forms) horrifies me!

AHIMSA

“This above all: to thine own self be true.”(Hamlet act 1, scene 3)

This was the first blog that I wrote in April 2012.

A friend and I were talking about honesty recently:

I said that I had never stolen anything and that I don’t tell lies:

She said “same”.

Being true to ones self is much more than just being honest. This Shakespeare quote is how I try to live my life.

Our culture operates on the assumption that people are honest and truthful yet this often isn’t so.

On a “white lie” level; how often do people say what they think the other person wants to hear or simply tell a lie to get attention? Sadly, lying, cheating stealing and scams are rampant. On the other hand one could argue that telling the truth is not always kind.

I feel so strongly about telling the truth as I believe it to be that even if I accidentally lie I feel guilty. What I write I believe either to be true or possible. I am not “into” absolute ideologies, so I acknowledge this is only my opinion.

The following is from  Marion Weinstein’s “Positive Magic” (page 234; Positive Magic: Earth Magic productions New York; 1st published in 1978 by Simon & Schuster Pocket Books New York)

“Makeru, or The Word of Truth

The concept of Ma’Keru, or Maat, was a highly regarded state of being in ancient Egypt. In fact, it was always hoped that by  the time a person died, he/she would have reached this state of personal evolution. The word itself is difficult to translate. In hieroglyphics, it look like

Witches who trace their own traditions back to the early Egyptian Mysteries still intergrate the concept of Ma’Keru, Maat, or The Word of Truth into their work. Once one has attained Ma’Keru, every word that is spoken literally comes true. The greater Gods and Goddesses were in this state, and you too may strive for it – as the witches do, in essence -for yourself. This state is attained by being very careful to say exactly only what one means. Consequently, “idle chatter, or lying” serves only to dissipate the truth and the Power. In our own lives, this means: Watch what you say! Say what you mean, and mean what you say.”

In my life time society’s attitude to clairvoyance and associated philosophy’s has improved along with attitudes to minority groups such as women; different races; sexual preference; etc.

Although there are still many “out there” who consider clairvoyance to be a con at best and evil at worst.

People are free to believe as they choose and I have no desire to alter people’s beliefs or opinions.

I do not require others to believe as I do to make it true.

The clairvoyants that I know (including myself) are genuine and honest and coming from integrrity. I am very aware that there are charaltans who are more interested in making money than helping people. How prevalent this is, is dificult to ascertain. I was made aware of a scam last century where people who went for readings were told that an “hex” had been put on them and were told it would cost $2,000 to remove same. No doubt similar scams still happen.

The way to avoid being conned is to tust ones “gut”! To quote or maybe para phrase Dr. Deepak Chopra: We should always trust our gut. Every cell in our bodies has neuropeptides which means every cell thinks. It is better to trust your gut because it hasn’t learned to doubt what it thinks.

I am able to “see and communicate” with people that have died as well as other discarnate beings. I know that my clairvoyant ability is genuine because I was extremely sceptical in the 1970’s when I first participated in Spiritualist psychic developement groups. I made sure that I was being honest with myself so that I knew that I was really “seeing”.

Everyone is clairvoyant. Because we live in a culture that denies  the existence of this ability; the ability atrophies.

When I “see”(clairvoyance); “hear” (clairaudience) or “feel” (clairsensience); it flashes in a fraction of a second. The Spiritualists would train us to remembr by putting numerous items on a tray: Covering same with a tea towel; removing towel for a fraction of a second and then cover the items again. We had to see how many items we could remember and describe.

Knowing that I have helped someone by proving that their loved one is genuinely communicating is my greatest reward. I am not interested in the payment, although I don’t refuse the money. I have done readings for an exchange or for free in some circumstances.

My first paid reading for the public was in 1980 when I worked in a coffee lounge called “The Sixth Sense” which was in O’Connell Street, North Adelaide.

Despite my clairvoyant awareness and experiences I do not claim to understand the nature of reality. I have my theories but am also aware that these theories are limited by the cultural and personal concepts that I have. Even analogies cannot really help me understand this multi universe and what is beyond.

I realize that I have gone off on a tangent from the original title but this is something that I often do so in essence I am still being  true to myself.

Long before the movie “The Matrix” came out I used to say to people  in my psychic development groups  —“Imagine we are in a virtual reality.” The movie “the Matrix” is creatively brilliant. The surreal colour: The names of the characters: The way the dialogue was presented: the social satire. And it questions “what is real”

In my early twenties I was facinated by the similarity between atoms & solar systems. I can remember associating the concept of an atom with that of a solar system. The protons & neutrons being the sun and the electrons the planets. But this is definitely way off  on a tangent.

Now I think I had better be true to myself and end this blog!

I didn’t write this to brag about my clairvoyant abilities or to make money (coz it doesn’t anyway)

Everyone is clairvoyant — the ability atrophies because our culture tells us that it doesn’t exist – I was fortunate enough that my Dad was a Spiritualist — although he didn’t tell me until I was 29

The clairvoyant Experiences of a Sceptic is not a literary masterpiece

but a true story.

I dont know the meaning of life:

nor understand the nature of reality:

I do know physical death is not the end.

And there are so many amazing stories omitted so as not to break client confidentiality.

The second part I wrote as therapy and had not intended to include.

It wasn’t included in the original l publication

( I started shaking when I tried to write about the abuse so it is badly written and a great deal omitted)