COUNTING MY BLESSINGS AND READING THIS OLD BLOG SNAPPED ME OUT OF” POOR ME” MODE
I SLEPT 5 HOURS STRAIGHT LAST NIGHT WHICH I HAVENT DONE IN OVER A DECADE AND INITIALLY FELT SO MUCH BETTER
THEN MY FINANCIAL SITUATION PUT ME INTO “POOR ME”
TODAY IS MY PENSION DAY
BUT I PAID BILLS
ORDERED GROCERIES — ONLY ABSOLUTE ESSENTIALS
AND HAVE ONLY $130 LEFT FOR FORTNIGHT
MY WHINGE WENT—
I WORKED 46 YEARS OF MY LIFE
PAID 48 PERCENT OF MY WAGES IN TAX IN THE 1990S
HAVE NO SAVINGS LEFT
AND I AM NOW NOT WELL ENOUGH TO WORK: WALK (very far) OR DRIVE
I am writing this to remind myself to put into practice what I know.
I believed we created our own reality by our thoughts words and of course actions in the 70s:
I taught “would be witches” how to manifest!
Yet recently I’ve spat the dummy and thought:
“What a load of crock! If I created reality my life would have been so much better. Who’d choose to suffer almost a life time of abuse etc!”
By writing this I am reminding myself to be in the “NOW”
From “The Way Of The Peaceful Warrior:
by Dan Millman
“Where am I? HERE!”
What time is it “NOW”
Other peoples thoughts, words and actions affect our reality (ofcourse) but we can and more importantly WILL consciously create our own reality.
THE WITCHES PYRAMID
(from my Book Of Shadows)
“TO KNOW: TO DARE: TO WILL and TO KEEP SILENT”
TO KNOW: This includes knowing the laws you are working with; e.g. Law of cause and effect:
The more I know; the less I know that I know
which may seem “Irish”
but seriously I certainly don’t understand the nature of this reality!
Know ones self: and most importantly know that you will succeed in your undertaking.
TO DARE: overcome fears and hindrances especially those inculcated by our culture.
TO WILL: Emotions are the power behind manifesting.
So believe in yourself:
Intention is what directs the manifestation.
My manifestations have succeeded when I have known they will manifest.
Actually I see them as already manifested.
In the beginning I found this part difficult so I had this attitude “I believe this will happen/ manifest but if it doesn’t I don’t care “ And they manifested.
Another way is to inculcate what you are trying to manifest. Use a verbal spell or word power: record this and play it continually.
TO KEEP SILENT: Other peoples thoughts and words will effect what you are doing so you don’t tell anyone!
I snapped my self out of my “What a lot of crock?” attitude by reminding myself of all the things that I have manifested.
Considering I started doing this in the late seventies there are numerous examples.
The one I would like to share is about a puppy/dog:
My parents (now deceased) lived in a very small housing Trust unit. There was a back “yard” which all units were meant to share. Their neighbour on the western side had fenced of his back yard and also bricked up most of the space as a garden. They had gotten numerous small dogs all of which managed to get out some how and run away. They eventually got a Labrador pup. Which was mostly locked in a wooden box he called its kennel! One day when this pup was actually out of the box and growing I noticed blood around her neck . Her collar was too tight and cutting her neck as she grew I reached through the fence and loosened her collar. After this, the neighbour put barbed wire on the fence at many levels so that there was no way I could reach the dog!
My mother insisted that I wasn’t to call the RSPCA because she didn’t want conflict with their neighbours. I always did what my mother said. I was terrified of her.
I had this dog on my healing list and started to visualize her living happily with a new owner.
Unfortunately it was approximately six months before this manifested.
My parents neighbour offered the dog to me!
I had a Bully/ Kelpie cross at this time, who was so grumpy to Cerri the dog: Doing his “I’m top dog here routine” That I knew it wasn’t a good home for her. Her eyes were glazed with fear. I mentioned it to a local business owner and she said that she would take the dog to live on their property. ( My dog fretted for weeks after she Cerri left.)
Cerri has been with this family: happy ever since. She is very old now.
(She is now deceased)
Sadly I don’t have any picture of Cerri I was more worried about getting her well than taking her photo at the time.
When I first became interested in Wicca we had to send overseas for books.
These days you can Google a spell if you are not confident creating your own.
The following “word Power” is to set up changes in your subconscious.
from POSITIVE MAGIC by MARION WEINSTEIN
The One Power
Which includes The new causation,
Is always operating for and through me (your name here),
As I am a perfection manifestation of the Power,
Both consciously and subconsciously
I am always creating, drawing to myself and participating in the
most perfect circumstances for my own fulfilment
including everything I need and want
And for the good of all,
According to the free will of all.
And so mote it be.
blessed be and